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EADD Heroin discussion v.21 -- Big shout out to kkattastic :)

Crack really has never bothered me too much. Obviously I'm sad when it's gone and I have gone back out and bought more but I've never blown money I really shouldn't of been spending. Coke on the other hand has released the fiend in me in the past...

After a horrendous journey back from Carlisle - should be 3.5 hours - taking 6 hours, sadly due to some bad accidents requiring air ambulances, the tides have turned and I've just picked up a gram of gear which contains far more heroin than it has usually these past 5 years or so. I could actually feel it off of 4 lines 8o... Then I arrive home and find that I don't need to go to the sorting office for my weekend suprise. It was sat there.. YAY =D

Dashed over to wilkos for some bicarb and candles. Time to gets me cook on.. =D

*got side tracked* (sorry Inflo) I couldn't resist pinning some, feckin hell.. dats some buzz8(

Here's some photos of said stuff.. cokes in a rock and just flakes away really easily, lovely smell, very easy on the nose. Seems very legit..

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And the brown, really fine powder. Very light in colour, runs lovely on the foil, really strong taste and more potent than anything I've had in years.. in the spoon it cooks up to a golden colour, hardly any citric needed and left nothing nasty looking. Be careful out there folks, things appear to be on the up and if I'd just pinned what I have been lately it may well of put me on the floor..

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As for mattresses, I slept on one of those memory foams once before. It was great until I moved position and it'd still holds its shape for a while afterwards so there would be lumps and bumps not fitting to my new position which was really uncomfortable..

The bed I've been sleeping on in Carlisle this past week was truly Fuckin awful, the width of a matchbox and a mattress about 3" deep with springs popping out everywhere. Can't wait to sleep in my bed. If I go to bed that is :D
 
We used to do driver training training on those roads from Durham to the lakes and back in the snow. They were fucking treacherous.... Even worse on blue lights in the dark. I used to hate it. It's so tiring having to concentrate that hard for such a long period of time. They're supposed to be classic "drivers" roads which in my experience is just a euphemism for dangerous. Hope noone was hurt too bad in the accidents. Sometimes they just call in the air ambulance cos it takes so long to get a vehicle to those places and back.
 
The one smash I saw looked pretty bad. Some broken bones for sure. The one which needed the air ambulances, I didn't see, I snuck off the motorway out the service station near Stoke and went cross country. From what it said on the radio it was a fairly bad accident. As fucked off as I was about my schedule going to shit I kept telling myself that at leaSt I wasn't spending the night in hospital, or worse, Hull.. :D
 
ScotchMist said:
As for mattresses, I slept on one of those memory foams once before. It was great until I moved position and it'd still holds its shape for a while afterwards so there would be lumps and bumps not fitting to my new position which was really uncomfortable..
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That's weird Scotch, are you sure it was memory foam and not just bog standard foam that's gone a bit 'ard with age? Mine just conforms to your body shape as soon as you move. Anyway, as you were people...
 
Tomorrow is the last in a series of sobriety-requiring events ..... After which, I'm scoring again.

Vague, muttered promises about being sensible with it this time ..... Bookies probably have some great odds available on me keeping them, but even I'm not betting that way.
 
^^^ You seem to have the self management skills to pick up and put down at will - truly amazing. So if you are going to score and have a date in mind when you will stop I don't suppose it really matters weather you bash in a couple of days or eke it out. For me I'd rather go out with a bang not a whimper in so far as use it all up in a binge or parcel it up in daily allowances..
Enjoy either way
 
kkattastic said:
I know it's uncomfortable for you guys but I stopped bleeding shortly after having my kids-about 25yrs old.I put it down to extreme weightloss(major eating disorder)and H.now I am 43,I think I may have had an early menopause and what i thought was just part of the rattle was menopause and I have done it!saved me a fuck load in sanny pads,hassle and now I am hoping that;s done and dusted.Yet another heroin victory!
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I think the same may have happened to me the last couple of years...no hrt required
 
Coming to the end of my g now, tried to save a smoke for tomorrow for my birthday but.. due to the nature of the beast.. wasn't exactly possible haha

got 28 dhc pills coming tomorrow though so at least it'll be opiated.. of sorts :)
 
Didn't know you were into gear bcf. I'm trying a poppy tea rattle reduction thing. It's just all too scary but not as scary as being paid monthly and often running out of cash too far from the next pay day...which I always manage to get thru with a bit of begging, blagging and taking without permission. Ha! Fobbed one cunt off with four two euro coins earlier in the week, took a bag out of another's hand as I held it waiting for my cash but these thing don't work forever eternal and it's all too fucking stressful. I feel invincible
 
Yea I've been dabbling for a few years, Poppy tea for your rattles? that's a good idea, I actually get by with some codeine when i'm not smoking, 300mg takes away all my withdrawals and leaves me in a pleasant mood, It doesn't work for some people but it's a god send for me!
 
Well, that's today's work social event (attendance "optional" -- as in, about as optional as breathing) out of the way. And I've been sneezing like a good 'un all day. Now just ticking down the minutes until my dealer opens for business.

Thought about taking some Susan with me so I could have a toot there and then, but there's just way too much that could go wrong with that in practice. Every outdoor smoke I've ever had in the past, I always melted my beetle on indoors beforehand. I've waited this long already for it, and I don't think I want to risk spoiling the ship for a halfpennyworth of tar .....
 
Do you not find Julie that using then abstaining in that way leads to a state of permanent withdraw during the absence periods?

After going through my recent hideous withdrawl even the couple of days on low dose codeine that I had when in hospital led to pretty severe rebound withdraw when I got home.

It's weird but when I was first prescribed opiates I could stop no problem even after extended periods of use and this went on for years. It's seems though when you've been through bad withdraw once then even a short period of use leads to severe withdrawl once you stop. It's like your body remembers and drags you back into the withdraw you've just gotten over.....
 
It takes me 9 or 10 days to recover fully from a multi-day binge (day 3 the worst, sometimes a "false stone" around day 6 / 7 caused by endorphin production overshooting). If I just have a little one-night blow-out, I'm usually fine the next day.
 
Perhaps what I'm experiencing is unique to methadone. It really is a horrible drug to come off. I've withdrawn from morphine, fentanyl, oxycodone, pethidine, and others and non have been comparable to this
 
englandgz74 said:
Perhaps what I'm experiencing is unique to methadone. It really is a horrible drug to come off. I've withdrawn from morphine, fentanyl, oxycodone, pethidine, and others and non have been comparable to this
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The closest I have came to a Methadone WD was after just a week or two at 60mg, that drug terrifies me even now.
I jumped Heroin and Fentanyl CT rather than risk ending up "in the cuffs", my single experience was enough.

I can't even begin to imagine the agony of massive dose reductions once one has been dependent for more than a few months, I have nothing but respect for you.

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englandgz74 said:
Perhaps what I'm experiencing is unique to methadone. It really is a horrible drug to come off. I've withdrawn from morphine, fentanyl, oxycodone, pethidine, and others and non have been comparable to this
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I've never taken meth for longer than a few days, and only because that was my only option. I can only think it's down to the fact it's so cheap compared to others in it's family that it's still used today.

Many times I've had services try and push me down that route, id honesty sooner stay on heroin than spend the years and years, even decades for some I've witnessed get stuck supping on the juice.

The withdrawal from methadone as opposed to other opiates which are acute and short seem to be acute to start and then roll into this dull and protracted rattle that never seems to end...

Well done for sticking at it though. :)
 
everyone remember that ch4 show they did where they followed 3 people doing detox 5 and the people coming off smack were just picking up at the end.the girl on meth was fine all the way through,till the end when her withdrawal started.they shoulda gone back 6 months later and seen what happened to each of them.for 2 reasons.detox 5 has a really bad relapse rate and that poor girl on meth was probably still rattling.
I DO believe your body remembers your rattles and every one gets harder and harder.only thing that was ever going to stop me was prison-waking up to a steel door and an understanding doctor.
 
Every rattle certainly gets harder, I can't even use on two consecutive days without spending the next five somewhere between yawning, dry retching, sweating and shitting.

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