simco
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Have you thought about inpatient? It seems like you keep relapsing. Some time away would likely do you very good. If not inpatient then maybe IOP. I'd go get assessed at a treatment center, you sound like you need professional help, accountability and monitoring. You will also be exposed to people in a similar situation.
Also, I am sure you have heard "Could not live with or without drugs".
Do not take offense to this but recovery takes dedication and sometimes that dedication requires massive change. I think your goal of just trying to stop opiates while using other drugs is also making the problem worse. I tried to do shit like that for a good 10+ years and it never worked. I tried and tried to substitute.
Turns out it was just easier to stop everything. If you are like me, you will not even have the ability to figure out how to find some type of joy and peace until you hop off the madness that is using.
thanks, Phactor. no offense taken. we have an IOP program in town that has a good reputation. i've also been reading up on inpatient programs. i guess it's time to call in the pro's. thanks again.