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Bluelighter
I'm getting the biggest hard on reading this thread.. Oblivion, hit me up lol not often I find such a like minded Canadian on the net.. Anyhow, I plan on hunting myself down some of this Clonazolam as soon as humanly possible, my story with benzos is shockingly similar, down to the daily clonazepam dose we ended up on, and the holy grail that is Valium saved my ass (and a generous methadone maintenance doctor), but I'm lucky enough that he took my vitals, bloodwork, urinalysis (to make sure I wasn't the cause of my own anxiety via stimulants), and the rebound withdrawal anxiety from the 170mg methadone dose into account, and gave me 30mg diazepam/day. This is apparently an anomaly for this doctor/clinic, as I've actually been harassed and almost robbed of my medications upon leaving the building, because "nobody else gets special treatment" (really, the majority of these people are there solely to get high and don't understand why the doctor cuts them off after witnessing them fill the prescription, walk out the door and immediately sell or trade it, as many of you know MMT clinics run on reward systems for good behaviour and adherence to clinic rules). Anyhow, back on topic.
Lol.
I've always been an anxious person, diagnosed with GAD, panic disorder, mania, OCD, ODD, fits of rage, paranoid schizophrenia and crippling insomnia. I also have recently had to start treatment with an oral steroid and penicillin, because I've developed some sort of issue where my body is sort of attacking my teeth, hard to explain but it's causing them to rot as if I never brush my teeth and it's becoming excruciating. I'm probably going to have to have them removed and replaced with a false set.. The biggest problem here being my phobia of the dentist.. Anyone with anxiety disorder understands the racing thoughts of complications and possibilities, no matter how unlikely, that prevent us from having a normal reaction to outside stimuli. Since the only benzodiazepine that completely removes fear from my pallet of emotion is midazolam, I'm strongly considering ordering some Clonazolam for the procedure. I know this is long and kind of all over the place, I've only just begun to feel the effects of my methadone and Valium, my mind is still in the process of gathering itself for the day.
The main question is, do you figure Clonazolam will do the trick here? Last time I went for a procedure like this, I ended up losing track and taking some 6-10mg clonazepam (stupid, I know, but I was freaking), and it still didn't do much to alleviate the fear of having a tooth jarred from it's socket in my jaw..
Lol.
I've always been an anxious person, diagnosed with GAD, panic disorder, mania, OCD, ODD, fits of rage, paranoid schizophrenia and crippling insomnia. I also have recently had to start treatment with an oral steroid and penicillin, because I've developed some sort of issue where my body is sort of attacking my teeth, hard to explain but it's causing them to rot as if I never brush my teeth and it's becoming excruciating. I'm probably going to have to have them removed and replaced with a false set.. The biggest problem here being my phobia of the dentist.. Anyone with anxiety disorder understands the racing thoughts of complications and possibilities, no matter how unlikely, that prevent us from having a normal reaction to outside stimuli. Since the only benzodiazepine that completely removes fear from my pallet of emotion is midazolam, I'm strongly considering ordering some Clonazolam for the procedure. I know this is long and kind of all over the place, I've only just begun to feel the effects of my methadone and Valium, my mind is still in the process of gathering itself for the day.
The main question is, do you figure Clonazolam will do the trick here? Last time I went for a procedure like this, I ended up losing track and taking some 6-10mg clonazepam (stupid, I know, but I was freaking), and it still didn't do much to alleviate the fear of having a tooth jarred from it's socket in my jaw..
