General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear

[jeebis]

i decided to pass on buying heroin today.

instead i settled for an 8ball of some of the best mdma ive ever seen in my life, a couple valium, an etizolam pill, a bunch of sour diesel, and a 6 pack of some good ass wheat beer.

i cant tell if its good im not doing heroin or bad that im doing 5 other awful things....

edit: especially when ive already sniffed my way through 3 gs of mdma (started off with 5.5. now i have 2.5). i mean, im rolling my absolute tits off at the moment, but searching for dope or benzos at 5 am sucks

 

[cj]

i decided to pass on buying heroin today.

instead i settled for an 8ball of some of the best mdma ive ever seen in my life, a couple valium, an etizolam pill, a bunch of sour diesel, and a 6 pack of some good ass wheat beer.

i cant tell if its good im not doing heroin or bad that im doing 5 other awful things....

edit: especially when ive already sniffed my way through 3 gs of mdma (started off with 5.5. now i have 2.5). i mean, im rolling my absolute tits off at the moment, but searching for dope or benzos at 5 am sucks

Damn dude that's ALOT of MDMA. You must have a monster tolerance. I get sick if I take over 3-400 mgs.

I felt like scum last night. I had to leave early from hanging out with an old friend I rarely see to go meet my dealer. Once I am employed again I can buy in bulk so I don't have to deal with him as much. I just had this horrible impending sense of doom the whole drive down to the hood that had me a little shook. It didnt help that I had weed,Xanax and rig on me. Then of course he decided to make is meet at a really busy gas station then we kinda fucked p the hand to hand which was emberassing and my fault. Overall it was kinda sketchy. One of those times where I wasn't sure if the cops where coming or not.

Truthfully I have a sense that this guy is getting hot and that I should look elsewhere but he has really good dope.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I've just been eating Xanax everyday for a couple weeks. I haven't had any withdrawal symptoms yet. I don't usually take more than 4mg a day. I'm gonna go buy some weed tommorow so I can take a break from those and dope. I've spent like 150 on dope in the last 10 days which i onow isnt much to some of you but im unemployed. The hard part is I'm getting the Xanax for free so it's super hard to turn them down. I'm just gonna focus on getting the weed.

well, consider yourself lucky but be careful cuz its whacky as shit once the "bad" stuff happens and seizures and whatnot occur. just read about them man; they are right there w/ alcohol withdrawals which are the worst and benzo right underneath that. this is coming from a heroin junkie. ha.

 

[woamotive]

This thread makes me drool.

 

[jeebis]

Damn dude that's ALOT of MDMA. You must have a monster tolerance. I get sick if I take over 3-400 mgs.

I felt like scum last night. I had to leave early from hanging out with an old friend I rarely see to go meet my dealer. Once I am employed again I can buy in bulk so I don't have to deal with him as much. I just had this horrible impending sense of doom the whole drive down to the hood that had me a little shook. It didnt help that I had weed,Xanax and rig on me. Then of course he decided to make is meet at a really busy gas station then we kinda fucked p the hand to hand which was emberassing and my fault. Overall it was kinda sketchy. One of those times where I wasn't sure if the cops where coming or not.

Truthfully I have a sense that this guy is getting hot and that I should look elsewhere but he has really good dope.

I do have a tolerance, + it was compensating for the benzos and opiates I had taken with it. I also forgot to factor in what I gave out to other people and mention that that was over the course of many hours. what can you say? but boy have I been feeling the repurcussions of it. brainzaps and just general sickness

although today I just have a handful of 10mg valium, a few bags of heroin, an ounce of some J1 (Jack herer x Skunk #1), and like half a gram of some killer sour diesel shatter. my brain is still fried and still feels absolutely fucked with. I have beer too but I have been throwing up constantly for the past two days so ive been living off of vitamins and Gatorade. ugh.

 

[cj]

Jeebis that makes sense. But yeah you should eat some 5-htp and soe multivitamins for a while.

I have been binging for the last few days and it has been pretty fun. In fact I just did another bag before I wrote this. And the formula 1 race is about to start. Tonight is alright.

TEAM NOD ASSEMBLE!

 

[jeebis]

5htp never really worked. green tea, weed, benzos (high quantities of valium), and vitamins have been keeping me cool. and heroin. cant forget heroin. but it was the first time with mdma in AGES, especially pure shit from the darkweb.

but I have 60mg of valium left (after just eating 30,). do I buy an ounce of weed and a half bundle of dope, then wait to buy a few dozen klonopin, or buy/trade for the kpins and say fuck it on the d until tomorrow. I do have 5 empty bags though and 2 straws caked in residue I can harvest. I might just scrape the bags/waterline through though the straws (sniff a few droplets of water through the straw as to absorb and uptake the shit caked on the walls of the straw. its why I don't like using bills when possible), smoke a bowl of some J1, and see whether or not I should I go get heroin

I mean, TECHNICALLY I can get mad benzos and weed and shit but still. I don't want to piss away all my money. ughhh.

edit: started with 1 10mg valium this morning. then somehow my valium guy called 5 min after I woke up saying he was around the corner, needed money, and had 8 on him. now I just bought 25 klonopin. im gonna see how long I can go without dope though........ lol

 

[woamotive]

Daaayum. I havent used h in a month and a half and its REALLY fucking with my head. My part time job isnt cutting it anymore, I need more hours. I need a damn car! Sucks being so close to Chitown and not being able to 'get' there. I used to have this connect who'd drive up here on occasion but I lost touch. Man, the psychological torment addiction carries is miserable.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Daaayum. I havent used h in a month and a half and its REALLY fucking with my head. My part time job isnt cutting it anymore, I need more hours. I need a damn car! Sucks being so close to Chitown and not being able to 'get' there. I used to have this connect who'd drive up here on occasion but I lost touch. Man, the psychological torment addiction carries is miserable.

consider yourself lucky cuz at least u dont have a physical addiction, right? I have the dope an arms length and I have a killer habit and ruined my life.

 

[woamotive]

consider yourself lucky cuz at least u dont have a physical addiction, right? I have the dope an arms length and I have a killer habit and ruined my life.

I do. I am stuck on sub I get for free from a close friend. I still iv that shit bcuz im addicted to the process, the needle. My hands, arms and feet tell the story.
Worst part is sub just cures the sickness, my mind is still running rampant and its all consuming lately.

 

[Jabberwocky]

IV'ing subs is such a waste, man. just take those by mouth; you are much better off, trust me. I am addicted to the needle myself but still just eat my subs because it helps ten x's more.

 

[cj]

I just can't stand the horrible taste I get after I IV subs. That combined with it giving me no rush and pummeling mu veins stops me from doing it in all but the most desperate situations.

 

[woamotive]

IV'ing subs is such a waste, man. just take those by mouth; you are much better off, trust me. I am addicted to the needle myself but still just eat my subs because it helps ten x's more.

I IV for the difference in BA. I can take so much less than if I sublingualed. Yeah, sucks ass because I experience no high whatsoever but I do like that I 'instantly' feel better and that I dont need to taste it. Tbh, recently after reading through the sub megathreads/related threads for the millionth time I alternate between IV and plugging to give my veins a rest. Feels about the same (in terms of outcome or wffect, haha).

Other news, I got ripped off today 50 fucking dollars. How IRRITATING. Im having bad luck lately. Last two times this has happened. Im being dumb with choosing my sources. I always overestimate the compassion of others. Shiiiit.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I have a 16MG/day sub script right now but I am still using far too much but I have just got my script back, so I do need some time before I can make the official switch over, ya know!? some people seem to think the minute you get that script it will be that easy to stop dope and just go right to bupe; nah, not that easy, people. so dont be saying, "OMG, youre still using?". yea, I am still fucking using, so fucking relax. dont act like you wouldnt be doing the same if you were in the same situation, ha. but its funny to hear other junkies say that to me as if they would have been able to do it w/ ease.

but yea, FIRE has been going around Boston, and I grabbed 3G's today and already shot 1. so far, so good. I am looking to nod but its hard for me to catch a nod at this point in my career, lol. yea, I called my use a career, but damn, I've been using a while and nods are not easy to catch.

 

[cj]

I have a 16MG/day sub script right now but I am still using far too much but I have just got my script back, so I do need some time before I can make the official switch over, ya know!? some people seem to think the minute you get that script it will be that easy to stop dope and just go right to bupe; nah, not that easy, people. so dont be saying, "OMG, youre still using?". yea, I am still fucking using, so fucking relax. dont act like you wouldnt be doing the same if you were in the same situation, ha. but its funny to hear other junkies say that to me as if they would have been able to do it w/ ease.

but yea, FIRE has been going around Boston, and I grabbed 3G's today and already shot 1. so far, so good. I am looking to nod but its hard for me to catch a nod at this point in my career, lol. yea, I called my use a career, but damn, I've been using a while and nods are not easy to catch.

Yeah that's going to be a rough transition anyway you slice it. I mean a G a day habit is nothing to sneaze at. I have never even gotten close to that. If I remember right you used to jump from subs to H a lot right? I know for me it seems like the transition back to sub gets a little rougher everytime. Especially if it's a long enough run for the subs to leave my system completely. I honestly don't even think I would try going back on to subs after a sustained run with a habit that large. But yeah no judgement here I used to sell my sub script every month to fund my dope habit so I know how that goes.

 

[Jabberwocky]

for some reason it never affected me that badly; I can jump back and forth w/ ease between subs and dope and feel great .kinda weird, man. I hear so many people struggle w/ the back and forth play of dope/subs. yet I have a killer dope habit and take a good amount of subs, and all comes together w/ ease, luckily. I usually only wait 12hrs before using the next drug, which people always told me to wait longer, but I know what WORKS FOR ME, not necessarily for you, so do not try it just because I said it. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT and if you want to take a chance to find out, then by all means, but remember, you can get sick; if you havent already been dope sick, then it will be hell. if you been dope sick a million times like me, then oh well, lol.

I never wait till the subs/dope are our of my system before taking the next; if anything, I am killer my dope high more than my sub transition.

 

[cj]

for some reason it never affected me that badly; I can jump back and forth w/ ease between subs and dope and feel great .kinda weird, man. I hear so many people struggle w/ the back and forth play of dope/subs. yet I have a killer dope habit and take a good amount of subs, and all comes together w/ ease, luckily. I usually only wait 12hrs before using the next drug, which people always told me to wait longer, but I know what WORKS FOR ME, not necessarily for you, so do not try it just because I said it. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT and if you want to take a chance to find out, then by all means, but remember, you can get sick; if you havent already been dope sick, then it will be hell. if you been dope sick a million times like me, then oh well, lol.

I never wait till the subs/dope are our of my system before taking the next; if anything, I am killer my dope high more than my sub transition.

It does seem like sub effects everyone different. I have found that I am not prone to PW but I really try not to test it too much. I always wait for mild withdrawal symptoms though just to be safe though.

Man I fucked up kinda bad the other day. I met up with this girl I made friends with in detox. I really just wanted to bang her but instead one thing led to another and we got some bags. Now I was unprepared for this so I didn't have a rig with me. This led to that always nasty decision of whether to share a needle or not share a needle. Now of course the crimson junk portion of my brain was like "wtf is wrong with me you know this girl has hep c at the least.". But then the junky fatalistic side of my brain was like "wtf else you gonna do snort it? Fuck no we both know that ain't happening". So I compromised and ran some ISO rubbing alcohol through a very used syringe. Like it was so used that the volume measurement on the side of the rig was rubbed off. So needless to say I am most likely the proud owner of a blood borne pathogen. Oh man let me tell you my parents will be proud! I just keep telling myself I didn't start shooting heroin to live a long healthy life anyway.

 

[chefman]

Dude go to walgreen s and buy some rigs,damn crazy

 

[standupthenfall]

Anyone from Philly? I'm in Holyoke, but had a death in the family recently. I'm going back home next week and I'm gonna need to cop while I'm there. I've been copping in Philly and cmd for almost 10 years but haven't been back in months. What's good out in kenzo? There's a really good Camden topic thread, but everyone has been saying its not great/super hot. I was just going to head down and ask a junky off the el, but just wanted yo see if anyone knew on here. Thanks.

 

[Jabberwocky]

It does seem like sub effects everyone different. I have found that I am not prone to PW but I really try not to test it too much. I always wait for mild withdrawal symptoms though just to be safe though.

Man I fucked up kinda bad the other day. I met up with this girl I made friends with in detox. I really just wanted to bang her but instead one thing led to another and we got some bags. Now I was unprepared for this so I didn't have a rig with me. This led to that always nasty decision of whether to share a needle or not share a needle. Now of course the crimson junk portion of my brain was like "wtf is wrong with me you know this girl has hep c at the least.". But then the junky fatalistic side of my brain was like "wtf else you gonna do snort it? Fuck no we both know that ain't happening". So I compromised and ran some ISO rubbing alcohol through a very used syringe. Like it was so used that the volume measurement on the side of the rig was rubbed off. So needless to say I am most likely the proud owner of a blood borne pathogen. Oh man let me tell you my parents will be proud! I just keep telling myself I didn't start shooting heroin to live a long healthy life anyway.

dude, why the fuck would you do this? I've been shooting for 7 years, using for 10+ and I NEVER shared a rig. I did make the mistake of sharing spoon/cotton, which I was unaware you can catch hep c from, but luckily I was tested just last night and still NOTHING! I will always run to walgreens/cvs/whatever and just buy a $.50 rig or 10 rigs for $.2.99. I mean, come on, I just spent $100+ on dope, I at least I have $3 to spent on rigs, right? well, not always right but usually. if not, I have a million used rigs at my house that ONLY I USED!

stay away from hep c; its a pain in the ass. I know so many people w/ it.