☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Engage the digital super banana

[Cream Gravy?]

Ice and snow got school cancelled today, wooo! I'm not sure what to do with all this free time now though. I have a test tomorrow, but studying for it won't take too long... I haven't any herb and while that's good because I want to stay quit, I really wana toke up on a day like this :/

 

[SONN]

It's almost surreal to spend time with a woman who actually likes you for who you are and just wants to enjoy your company. I've not experienced this kind of thing in many years.

d'aw i'm happy for you

Guys I reallly need to stop taking unknown quantities of such potent substances

I did a "vial wash" of what I thought was a pretty much empty container of alprazolam powder with some milk before my flight yesterday, I didn't really realize how fucked up I was until I did MXE on the plane then I got to phoenix and I forgot they made me check my bag so I was wandering around like pretty much unable to speak thinking I left my bag on the plane or something and my phone was dead so I couldn't call my mom who was supposed to be picking me up from the airport.

I was literally walking around the phoenix airport asking "am I in phoenix??" repeatedly to random people because the last thing I remembered was being in the dallas airport on a connecting flight. I didn't want everyone to think I was on drugs because I was paranoid of being searched so I went to the lady at the desk and said "I just got a concussion can you call my mom??" and thankfully that worked but I seriously felt so helpless. I literally thought claiming I had brain damage was the only way people were gonna help me.

I was so fucked up that it seemed like everyone was either ignoring me or laughing at me with no intention of helping me

also you got me hankering for peach beer now hah ice cold fruity beer is so refreshing in this hot dry climate

 

[theacidtest]

That sounds gnarly man. I hate being seriously intoxicated in public. Apart from the potential legal implications, it's just plain awkward. At least it all worked out and you seem to have taken a lesson away from it.

Right now I'm really looking forward to buying a car. I have enough money for a cheap used car, just need to find one. My boss is selling an old BMW, it's in pretty good shape and he'll give me a killer deal on it. He just needs to figure out the reason the check engine light is on so that it can pass smog. I'm not much of a car guy and don't want to screw around with that.

 

[swilow]

Ha Sonn, sounds interesting and unsettling :D

 

[yepyepwoah]

I'm especially bummed about the syrup because I know more than half the bottle was used for "lean blunts" which are entirely pointless. I could have at least had a good sleep aid for when I really couldn't get to dream land for a while, but now it's almost all gone.

I realize a number of you PD frequenters have had issues in the past with opiates... I apologize if it's a taboo topic. I've rarely ever had access to them, and I'm lucky that my personal stigmas about heroin have kept me from seeking out black market sources for opiates. I know if I love the hell out of a hydro buzz I'd be all about heroin in a split second most likely. Hell, I don't know of many drugs at all I don't like. Best I avoid the shadiest ones lest I start up more habits...

thats the best part about "lean", the prometh and getting "knocked the fuck out" haha.

using it to coat the paper on blunts and/or black and milds is fun. Always seemed to keep me from coughing and tasted pretty awesome. Actually coating the weed though... uhhhh what?

 

[Colour.me.happy]

I just had to share this with someone
Haha. Lost my shit man! Hahahaha.

http://youtu.be/jltKnDlH_OA

 

[DoeJohn]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbqcXnTt-7o

oh man

 

[Xorkoth]

Yesterday turned out to be quite beautiful. I was working, feeling really bummed that it was the nicest day so far this year and I was inside (it got to almost 80 degrees at times, it felt like summer even into the night). Then the girl I've been having a confusing time with called me and asked if I wanted to eat mushroom chocolates and go exploring the woods. I did indeed want to do this and I remembered that because I worked a half day on President's Day, I was allowed to take a half day in March. So I took it, and went to hang out. We had a nice, light trip that was so peaceful and connected. We talked about a lot about a lot of stuff and I determined in my own head that we would just be friends. There's still an attraction but it's much more peaceful being her friend and I like being friends with her a lot, she's really interesting, she likes to trip with me (about as often as I like to trip too, honestly), and she's fun to be around. She really needs a friend though, so I'm glad I arrived at this place. Too difficult for me to try to be both, it causes too much confusion for me. We hung out all afternoon/early evening, ate mushroom chocolate a few times, and she showed me all her favorite spots in this 100 acres of nature behind her house. We made some plans to camp out there.

Then, full of good cheer from the mushrooms aftereffects, I went over to my friends' place to play some music and hang out. They wanted me to put down a djembe track for a song from their other band that I am not in, which was really fun, I hadn't played djembe since I started playing keys. We made plans to jam today with my favorite ensemble.

Then I went home where my girl was waiting for me after she got off work, and we had a great time. Ever since she finally smoked with me last week, she's been wanting to smoke with me every time she's over, which is great. So we smoked, and then had really awesome sex until like 2am when we fell asleep. That just keeps getting better with her, it's great. Weed and sex is a great fucking combo (pun intended). I'm actually pretty exhausted today between the hiking and the sex. I passed out SO hard last night. But I really feel like I seized the day, I'm so glad she called me and got me to take that half day so I could really enjoy such a glorious day.

 

[theacidtest]

That sounds like an excellent and quite fulfilling day dude. I'm glad you've sorted out your feelings for the one girl, I think being friends is probably the way to go. And ya, sex plus weed is awesome. Makes me wish I still smoked.

 

[Xorkoth]

When I smoked all day every day I noticed my sex drive lowered somewhat, but now that I don't smoke daily, it's golden.

Yeah she's a cool friend, a good tripping adventure partner and super interesting to converse with. We've gotten pretty close recently and I suspect that will continue. I've actually never had a female friend that I feel this kind of connection with, usually I feel closer to my guy friends. I mean I still do just because I've known them a lot longer but I think she has the potential for the same kind of friendship.

If she ever makes a move on me I'll go with it, for sure. But I'm not gonna hold my breath or think about it that way, or try to go there.

 

[psy997]

That's awesome to hear, Xorkoth. I love reading your updates

I've found that for myself, being super close friends with a girl is rewarding in different ways, or rather a different combination, than with other guys. It's really fulfilling.

 

[theacidtest]

That's probably the best way to go about it. I generally avoid having female friends, for the simple fact that if I develop a strong emotional connection with them, it can easily turn into stronger feelings. Most of my good friends tend to be men or lesbians. I do greatly enjoy female companionship though.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

so dogs
i tried bacardi on tuesday.
one bacardi and coke at this ghetto bar, because i was trying to find this dig i basically chilled with 3 months straight (in da county)
because tuesday i seen a few people who i was ni with, one was lke yo you talked to your boy the light skinned dude i was liek
WAIT
ive been meaning to see if he's at that bar he always talked about being at
was like
HOW DO I GET TO xxxxxxxxxx's
walked like four or 5 blocks in the snow/ice and shit right, mad cold, get there and as you would suspect, no credit, and i havent memorized my new PIN yet and i couldnt get it right when i tried an atm nearby and i was like FFFFFUUUUUUUU WORLD
i was able to get all of one bacardi and coke, and i felt like a real asshole not tipping really.
i did give the bartender the 50 cents i had left, for the rest of the coke he opened to mix my drink.
If i go up in that place again soon, which i might, cause i liked the music they had on kinda, i'mma be like
mane bacardi and coke mane
or some dr. pepper if they have it
cause that bacardi, the clear shit, white label bottle, not 151, shit si nice.
like i'd rather have that than jack daniels/jim beam in with my coke (cause thats how i drank liquor, when i do drank .liquor, in quantities never exceeding 2-3 drinks over several hours.

 

[vortech]

Xorkoth I have recently developed very similar feelings with my female friend. Still totally platonic but the spiritual connection is deep! There seems to be a grounding and balance between us, our mutual empathic sensitivity leads to a great flow. Pretty new type of relationship for me.

 

[Yeetbeat]

Sometimes I fucking hate the "average" Australian. Bunch of blindingly ignorant racist fuckheads. So sick of seeing this unrelenting blanket hate of Islam and Muslims, when truth be fucking told we've ravaged the absolute fuck out of their country, and the ones spreading hate and giving us a reason to dislike them are nothing but batshit crazy extremists who shouldn't even be grouped with the average Muslim.

Working in IT, my building (with regards to the IT stuff) is majority Indian/Middle Eastern/Asian. Shitloads, if not most of whom, are Muslims. Most of which again have families, and are much more respectable members of our society and the human race in general than these fucking bigot pigs I have to accept I'm the same nationality as.

Fuck I despise ignorant racism, especially when it's shit like that fucking picture of mass executions likening ISIS to the Nazis. What the fuck? The Nazis committed GENOCIDE on a ridiculous scale. ISIS struggle to even coordinate an effective attack on their own fucking soil (compared to what WE'RE doing in THEIR countries to THEIR citizens) let alone our own, and they sure as fucking hell aren't committing genocide on any scale, let alone millions.

I'm pretty sure USA (sorry to single you guys out, we're all terrible) have and are doing significantly more disgusting things on a daily basis to the poor civilian populations of various middle-eastern countries like Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran, so on....but nooooooooo some Muslim nutcase decided he'd finally snap and hold up a bunch of wankers in a Lindt cafe, resulting in the deaths of 2 (YES. TWO. ONLY FUCKING TWO) poor people, and suddenly because he was allegedly doing it in the name of the Islamic State, blanket racism against the entire Muslim denomination is perfectly acceptable.

Fuck off.


EDIT: for what it's worth, and sorry if this offends anyone (I don't mean to), I believe that anyone who follows their chosen religion (well, at least the 'main' ones like Islam, Christianity, etc) are out of their minds and kidding themselves. But if they keep it to themselves, and don't buy into the primitive hateful bullshit their religion allegedly advises them to do, they're not different to any other person I know. Apparently not to the average fucking retarded Australian on Facebook. Nooooooooo.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

I just had to share this with someone
Haha. Lost my shit man! Hahahaha.

http://youtu.be/jltKnDlH_OA

After watching this video, I went on a two hour youtube adventure relating to all things thomas the tank engine parody, and oh my god is there some funny shit out there! Really brightened up my morning

Yesterday I tripped 35mg 2C-C, and right after I ingested it, my friend came by and offered me a ride to a gathering at another friend's place, where we went sledding and I consumed a six pack. I had a fantastic time in the snow with my good friends, and then after my friend dropped me back at my house, I thought I was gonna head to bed... nope! My new roommate asked if I wanted to trip MXE with him, and so I broke out my vial and we both snorted roughly 80mg over the night (which is a huge dose for me, and him especially since he had no tolerance) and watched Fantasia and talked about all sorts of shit. The MXE ended up keeping me up till 8 or 9am (CHRIST!) after which I slept for two hours, then went and took a midterm exam (that should have been cancelled, fuck you sun!)... but something special happened when I started to sober up around 7am, I felt the most immense and deep contentment in life and I felt like my future held so much potential, and even after my two hour nap I retained this after-glow, and even through work tonight! I haven't felt this at peace with my life in months, maybe even years! I really hope it continues... All I know is, I had thought I lost the magic from MXE, but I was wrong! Last night showed me the light in my life, and I couldn't be happier that I was irresponsible and doped up on a Wednesday night! I had no hangover despite my heavy drug consumption yesterday, and I didn't even feel tired all day till about just now. I came to peace with my infatuation with that girl I had mentioned previously, and I talked to her after my exam today and felt a true... just... I don't know. I was just happy to be around her and I wasn't weighed down by sexual obsession. I think that MXE is a miracle drug. By gosh it's the most helpful anti-depressant agent I have ever seen! I've never had such a 180 in my life, I went from feeling like absolute shit Wed. morning to feeling absolutely in my place in life today, and I can't help but think the MXE was the main culprit. I don't normally agree with MXE evangelism, but... by gosh guys, MXE is one of the most amazing and life affirming substances ever to be offered to mankind! Praise the cosmos for allowing it to come into being! Can I get an amen!!??

I wish I could go into more detail about my night but it would take far too long. Suffice to say, I need more nights like that in my life! I think I might finally be breaking free from the shadow and the haze that has been holding me back in life. It's my time to shine!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

So, went to an art museum with a friend today. It was a lucky day. I go to get a burger while waiting for the bus, my meal cost $7.07, I give $7.10, and receive $7.03 as change, I'm like "but this is what I'm paying you with." and they're all "No, it's yours." And wouldn't listen to my objections. I couldn't use the restroom because there were homeless people bathing in it, they were very polite, but I just can't go under those circumstances. Then, waiting for the next bus we had to take some guy starts yelling shit, running in the middle of the street, hitting the bus, falling over....naturally this fellow sits next to me, the angry, racist rant/stream-of-consciousness word association game was quite droll. Some guy sitting next to us (who seemed pretty high) offered him valium so he could chill out, but he was uninterested so the fellow gave it to us and I got 20mg for free. Nomnomnom. Oh, how I love dowtown Los Angeles. Herb and diazepam makes a decent museum going combination.

Anyway, on to the highlights:

NSFW:

I LOL'd at Joseph Decreux's self-portrait (pretty avant-garde for an 18th century piece):

I had never seen this one before, loads of vibrantly amusing visual interest, James Ensor's Christ's Entry into Brussels in 1889:

Plenty of interesting stuff from 14th century onwards (I was quite fond of the stained glass windows, they're Christianity's specialty), but I saved for last what was sure to be my favorite, the room of the big name impressionists...there was something dopaminergic in my brain's response to them, and I must say that the texture of the pieces, the impasto and brush strokes, are much more striking in person. My 3 favorite pieces were conveniently placed upon the same wall.

#3 Edouard Manet's Le Printemps (Jeanne Demarcy)

#2 Pierre-Auguste Renoir's La Promenade

#1 The crown jewel of the collection needs no introduction. It was like Is-ness wrought in flame. I mean that in the sense that it was luminescent, and that the piece has a sense of movement that communicates the fire of the human soul. There was both a healing warmth and violence in it that doesn't come through in photographs.

And now, sherry on top of the aforementioned drugs. Delightful.

 

[Xorkoth]

EDIT: for what it's worth, and sorry if this offends anyone (I don't mean to), I believe that anyone who follows their chosen religion (well, at least the 'main' ones like Islam, Christianity, etc) are out of their minds and kidding themselves. But if they keep it to themselves, and don't buy into the primitive hateful bullshit their religion allegedly advises them to do, they're not different to any other person I know. Apparently not to the average fucking retarded Australian on Facebook. Nooooooooo.

Dude, Facebook comments are the WORST, in the US too. I actually stopped going on FB except every so often because I used to go on there every day and read comments to various political posts, and they depressed me so bad that I'd full on have a bad day. Eventually I decided enough was enough, I didn't want to keep getting pissed and disgusted and having bad days, so I basically omitted Facebook from my life.

But yeah, the dregs of human society come on on those political facebook posts, holy fucking shit. Makes me want to throw up that people really think that way.

On a positive note, I finally got to jam tonight, it had been like a week and a half. We didn't record it, but it was pretty fucking sweet.

 

[swilow]

Sometimes I fucking hate the "average" Australian. Bunch of blindingly ignorant racist fuckheads. So sick of seeing this unrelenting blanket hate of Islam and Muslims, when truth be fucking told we've ravaged the absolute fuck out of their country, and the ones spreading hate and giving us a reason to dislike them are nothing but batshit crazy extremists who shouldn't even be grouped with the average Muslim.

Working in IT, my building (with regards to the IT stuff) is majority Indian/Middle Eastern/Asian. Shitloads, if not most of whom, are Muslims. Most of which again have families, and are much more respectable members of our society and the human race in general than these fucking bigot pigs I have to accept I'm the same nationality as.

Fuck I despise ignorant racism, especially when it's shit like that fucking picture of mass executions likening ISIS to the Nazis. What the fuck? The Nazis committed GENOCIDE on a ridiculous scale. ISIS struggle to even coordinate an effective attack on their own fucking soil (compared to what WE'RE doing in THEIR countries to THEIR citizens) let alone our own, and they sure as fucking hell aren't committing genocide on any scale, let alone millions.

I'm pretty sure USA (sorry to single you guys out, we're all terrible) have and are doing significantly more disgusting things on a daily basis to the poor civilian populations of various middle-eastern countries like Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran, so on....but nooooooooo some Muslim nutcase decided he'd finally snap and hold up a bunch of wankers in a Lindt cafe, resulting in the deaths of 2 (YES. TWO. ONLY FUCKING TWO) poor people, and suddenly because he was allegedly doing it in the name of the Islamic State, blanket racism against the entire Muslim denomination is perfectly acceptable.

Fuck off.


EDIT: for what it's worth, and sorry if this offends anyone (I don't mean to), I believe that anyone who follows their chosen religion (well, at least the 'main' ones like Islam, Christianity, etc) are out of their minds and kidding themselves. But if they keep it to themselves, and don't buy into the primitive hateful bullshit their religion allegedly advises them to do, they're not different to any other person I know. Apparently not to the average fucking retarded Australian on Facebook. Nooooooooo.

Well said Troz. I am sometimes ashamed to be Australian with the amount of ridiiculous latent racism at hand. I feel like I have to speak up and it just goes nowhere.

But its important to try I guess...

 

[Cream Gravy?]

Dude, Facebook comments are the WORST, in the US too. I actually stopped going on FB except every so often because I used to go on there every day and read comments to various political posts, and they depressed me so bad that I'd full on have a bad day. Eventually I decided enough was enough, I didn't want to keep getting pissed and disgusted and having bad days, so I basically omitted Facebook from my life.

But yeah, the dregs of human society come on on those political facebook posts, holy fucking shit. Makes me want to throw up that people really think that way.

On a positive note, I finally got to jam tonight, it had been like a week and a half. We didn't record it, but it was pretty fucking sweet.

Yeah, I deactivated my facebook. Shit's no good for society.

In other news, ISIS is destroying one of the most valuable Assyrian archaeological sites that is pivotal to our entire understanding of ancient Mesopotamia and Greece. I'm fucking livid, it didn't really bother me when they were just being extremists and killing people... but now they're destroying our world's heritage!? Fuck those Muslim extremists. This isn't racism, this is pure hatred for people who can't see past their own selfish made up bullshit religious extremism! It's wrong damn it! If anything they've done is a sin, it's this!

Coincidentally, I love history. I'm about to get my BA in history actually in May.