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^I ended up using a pinch of a plain metal plain metal brillo bpad with the chemicals burnt off in a chillum. It tasted AWESOME and a half anl pea sized dab was way too much which was a surprised considering my recent bout of overindugling with synthnoids. I ended up rolling half a blueberry swisher with about .10 grams of good hash mixed in with some good no+na,e headies.=D
 
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The wax pipe wasn't that bad actually and certainly better than no wax at all;).I used a small pinch of brillo that was completely chem free stuffed in a chillum that's chock full of headie reisn so I tasted nothing but waxand it was awesome.
Seemed likena much better idea than tin foiI. I used about half a pea sized blob and the first hit got metoo stoned requiring 40ozs of Miller Highlife to chill things out. After awhile I hit a small piece of hash on top of the melted wax and the two mixed together tasted divine but again got me too stoned requiring 4mgs of flubromazepam. Now I'm just trying to keep my mind off of mxe, and am excited for the hash infused blunt tomorrow. I don't like rollin them the day before but I am always too lazy when I get off of work.
 
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That's suuucks. Good luck mane. Remember Omar from The Wire says:"You only do two days, the you one you go in and the day you get out."
The wax pipe wasn't that bad actually and certainly better than no wax at all;).I used a small pinch of brillo that was completely chem free stuffed in a chillum that's chock full of headie reisn so I tasted nothing but waxand it was awesome.
Seemed likena much better idea than tin foiI. I used about half a pea sized blob and the first hit got metoo stoned requiring 40ozs of Miller Highlife to chill things out. After awhile I hit a small piece of hash on top of the melted wax and the two mixed together tasted divine but again got me too stoned requiring 4mgs of flubromazepam. Now I'm just trying to keep mind off of mxe, andfb am excited for they hash infused blunt tomorrow. I don't like rollin them the day before buti am always too lazy when I get for work. Sorry for the repeat posting and
good luck seriously llama! Fingers crossed for ya man. I was a minor but i know how bad it sucks to be wrapped up in the legal system for years with little to no control over your fate.

Wow, a pea-sized blob of wax? I usually take dabs maybe a quarter of that size and they get me super high, but without requiring GABAergics. ;)
 
More like half a pea I guess, like the tip of the tinest pocket knife ever. I got one huge hit from it by itself and another very big one after I added the crumble of hash. I need to perfect a technique I suppose but it looks like there is still a good bit left melted in the brillo. I'm going to try melting it on a bp tonight as my throat is kinda sore from the brillo.

Sorry if I am posting too much, this whole page is 90% me lol, that usually only happens when I'm on stims. Mostly I am too depressed to contribute even small, stupid things. Mabey tianeptine is actually the one antidepressant that (ime) actually works.


Borborygmus may be the language of DMT elves. It is a possibility we should not ignore.
The absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence(or something like that):sus:
 
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I went ahead and ordered some tianeptine pretty much right after I posted about it... looking forward to giving it a try. I'll keep what you said in mind.
 
^Please be careful dude. I'm sitting here nodding hard off of 150mgs, it really just feels like an opiate at these doses. I strongly advise that you don't take more than 50mgs and mabey just use small doses with mxe as they do seem to synergize quite well. I don't like it as much as kratom but 25 grams of pure tianeptine sodium cost me less than a pound of kratom. Just make sure you get Tianeptine SODIUM as company that sells things like quality phenibut on amazon with the initals L.M. received a larger batch of tianep awhile back that was in some other form and innactive yet they are (were?) still selling it.

Becareful when handling the sodium as it is the most hygroscopic chemical ever. The stuff sticks to my fingers right out of the bag. I've been meaning to make another solution but have been too lazy lately.

Last time, please proceed with caution Xork. You're definitely one of my favorite BLrs(no homo) and I couldn't love with myself if I caused you to relapse.
 
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I won't relapse on opiates, that I can promise. No part of me wants to. I feel that ibogaine dug that right out of me. I've had drug experiences that reminded me strongly of opiates, including some MXE experiences (especially MXE + MDMA), and I appreciated it but didn't get cravings for actual opiates. The insanity of that addiction has left me but I remember it well. There's simply nothing worth it about ever trying another opiate again.

And yeah it's tianeptine sodium salt. The same company also sells amfonelic acid which I have wanted to try ever since F&B praised it years ago, it's damn expensive though so I held off. He said it's the best and gentlest dopaminergic stimulant ever.
 
be careful, you guise. sometimes y'all worry me with your enthusiasm for some of these new substances.

just because a drug is available doesn't necessarily mean you have to try it. drugs are powerful tools, we're not collecting pokemon cards here, you don't have to catch 'em all.

not trying to be condescending, just be careful. :)
 
Agreed....though without said enthusiasm, how do these new substances find their way out of RC status :(
 
It's funny how hard we resist what we must do to better ourselves, sometimes.
I've been in varying states of depression the past 26 months; covering it up with alcohol and weed for the first six months, then covering it up with a relationship for nine months, covering it up with alcohol and some weed for six months, just dealing with it without improving it for a couple months, and then having it get really bad and covering it with alcohol and weed the past month. Oh and a month and a half or so of regular etizolam use somewhere in there, like 14 months prior to now.
The past two months (?) I've been intuiting that what's been holding me back as a whole person is my physical self, and for two months have ignored it.
Not any longer. I just ran two miles, and mary mother of guacamole I feel fucking fantastic. So fantastic in fact that my more human side, if you will, is trying to convince myself to smoke a tiny tiny amount of weed right now. Even after I woke up to the fact this morning that smoking everyday is what's making it so hard to get out of bed in the morning. Which is contributing to the overall feeling of depression!
I won't give in though!

I love you all and truly am thankful that we have such a place for like-minded individuals to congregate, even if only in words, thoughts, and emotion.

<3
 
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Anaerobic exercise my man :) cardio is the shit for mood lifting! I fucking despise cardio, but when I was making an effort almost every day to go for a decent ride (getting in about ~115km per week) my fucking god did I feel good all the time.


And I was ripped to boot! :P hahahaha
 
"People took such awful chances with chemicals and their bodies because they wanted the quality of their lives to improve. They lived in ugly places where there were only ugly things to do. They didn’t own doodley-squat, so they couldn’t improve their surroundings. So they did their best to make their insides beautiful instead."

-- from Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut
 
Lifting weights is the shit bro. That is what I always look forward to most when running out of mxe is having the energy to work out. Up right rows and power cleans are my favorites.
 
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I've got bitch shoulders, so upright rows are definitely something I like getting into. Shame I've got crappy range of movement though, makes me look weird doing them since my elbows flat out refuse to even make it up to shoulder height let alone above them :(

My favourite lifts are the good ol' compounds - squat, bench, and deadlift. Only just getting back into deads again though....every time I work my way back up to a decent weight, I fuck my lower back and have to forgo on them for ages....taking me back to square one :( though I only ever got them up to 180kg once upon a time....back to 130kg 5-8 reps now :(
 
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