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What is holding you back in life today?

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Emotional, mental, physical, relational stressors, money… food, circumstances… procrastination, anything. Ability to just get form point A to B.
Or what has helped you move forward?
 
I am not really sure about what is holding me back. I think it is perhaps the fact that I am too laid back toward life as such. And that I am incredibly lazy. It sucks.
 
Do contact your bf. He must be really worry. And you need love too, for motivation. :)
 
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this being thing #1
 
Probably more myself than anything else if I'm honest. If I get my own arse in gear then I'm winning half the battle already.
 
Since being clean 19 months: money & stress. Lately, I've been feeling like the dishonesty of my fiancee and also the people I've come into contact with since meeting her is holding things back.
 
Yeah, my outlook (or the way I see what is), in life can alter how I move forward…
Yet then I move on anyways and my perception changes… Takes a while tho. :\
 
Undersfanding that'll I'll never make it out of addiction. The drugs themselves will kill me or Addiction will lead me to blow my brains out

Messed up thing is those thoughts give me peace
 
Accidental addiction and false labels given to me by moronic psychiatrists is what has been holding me down for most of my life. But not for much longer. I'm going to win this time and become clean forever. Health insurance can take "pre-existing condition" and stick it straight up their asses!
 
I'm sorry to hear that. I've had a few psychiatrists in the past and once was on so many meds it was absurd. I remember sitting in shower I couldn't barely move, way over prescribed. Got off all 5 of em (meds)!
 
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My personality type reading I just got today in email - Today, see if you can be aware of your "excuse" for not being Present.
" When I have completely mastered everything I might need to know in life, then I'll show up."
(the delusion)

My perfection issues hold me back at times. I've made progress, but could be making a lot more even with pain issues.
 
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