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Gibberings CLXXXV - Say te'ra and tip your hat for Chat is leaving staff :( <3

ScotchMist said:
It's ok thanks Evey. I'll have to start pulling my weight now that Chats gone :D
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Yea where is Chatty? It's not the same without his weekly morning post here. Hope he's doing ok.

A question for anyone who's come off antidepressants. How long does it take ypu to actually feel "right" again? Took myself off then 30 december n I've not felt right since.

Feel tired, have periods of feeling dizzy n like I'm not here, kinda anxiously feeling like i cant control time that it's going too fast, real light flu like symptoms, emotional n phrases of irritatability.

How long before this all goes away n I can be me again? It's seriously annoying.

Surely it should have cleared by now????

Evey
 
Depends, I quit amitryptiline (old school tricyclic antidepressant) halfway december after being on 150mg for a few months, and I now feel like death, it's unreal. The mornings especially are bad, my heart goes into full palpi-mode, knot in stomach and ultra depressed, weak and flu like. Not all antidepressants gave me such withdrawal (sertraline and mirtazapine weren't too bad) but I had a similar reaction to citalopram and it took ages for the weirdness to fade, about half a year in that case. Fed up with this blunt 'medication', have had enough of disrupting my serotoninz.
 
lurching said:
Depends, I quit amitryptiline (old school tricyclic antidepressant) halfway december after being on 150mg for a few months, and I now feel like death, it's unreal. The mornings especially are bad, my heart goes into full palpi-mode, knot in stomach and ultra depressed, weak and flu like. Not all antidepressants gave me such withdrawal (sertraline and mirtazapine weren't too bad) but I had a similar reaction to citalopram and it took ages for the weirdness to fade, about half a year in that case.
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Awh I'm sorry to hear that. I thought that I may be going through placebo. I have DELIBERATELY not Googled / researched citalopram WD affects for that reason---I don't want my mind to trick me into thinking I'm feeling stuff I'm I wanted to know it's all "real" I guess that's what studying psychology does to you, you never think "normally" again, always seem to question everything.

My colleague in volunteering is on the same anti-dep as you n said she was very ill when she tried quitting n has now been on them years. I was on citaloprsm two years, two months n I became suicidal on it, over the slightest thing, took no ends of paracetamol n ended up ill the next day, can't be doing this with a child. Would be incredibly selfish as she'd end up an orphan.

I hope you feel better soon.

Inflo----I really don't know you how you cope with insomnia. I've had a few nights not sleeping properly n it's turned me into an emptional wreck.
I hope you're able to get sleep soon.

Right going to run a warm bath n see if that helps.

Evey
 
Sammy G said:
So you're only refraining from doing it because it's illegal?
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LOL yes n immoral along with other thing.

I'd never do owt like that.

In fact I can't be bothered with sex FULL STOP. Its a waste of time n bores me. I've not been with a bloke now six years n can happily go the rest of my life that way. Apart from my kid I wish I was still a virgin.

Sex bores me, talk of sex bores me. I don't see the attraction.

....apart from a loada hurt, pain n misery.

I only did it with the ex cause he nagged me n was emotionallt abusive.

Apart from to continue the population it has no use or interest in my world. Never really has, never will.

Being single is ace, as far as I'm concerned. You don't have to have sex then. Whats the appeal, seriously??????

Evey
 
Evey - please spot the obvious wind up and ignore it.

have you honestly never had a great fuck - I personally love sex.
 
The idea bores me to tears.

I lost my virginity at 23, found it boring n never did it again until 27 with 2nd ex. Would not let him
Near me when i was preg as I was worried about the baby. Ended it at her birth in 2009(29) n have never had it nor wanted it since.

And I'm proud of this. Yes I'm a weirdo n I'm proud that too :)

Evey
 
The idea of getting close to someone in that way just pulls me with dread n has only ever caused me pain n vulnerability. 6 years on n I'm finally getting back into spirituality n away from the toxic, negative person I've become because of all that.

I'm happy for people having partners, making love n all that but it bores me the idea of getting with someone n having to do what they say or "they'll end it with me" n all that malarky. It's lovely being my own person; listen to music when I want; put whatever on the tele, read no drama etc.

Evey
 
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inflorescence said:
One of the few pleasures in life (if your lucky) that doesn't cost money.
There is sex for sex sake , fucking. their is making lust..making love..so many y'know ..our vocabulary doesn't really work for me in relation to so many kinds of 'it'..I think there should be lots of different words for 'sex', you know to differentiate ..like Eskimos have allegedly between 50-180 different words for kinds of snow and ice.

Yep over 60 hours awake talking sense to self but probably not making much... :\
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Miss me some of those... one of the perks of being single was the rare occasion of sex for sex sake...
 
Sex for sex sake is boring to me now, been there n done that n had the displeasure of catching the eyes of previous one night stand girls in the streets n cringing!

I've actually found someone who is hands down the best sex I've ever had, wouldn't change that for anything!

But it has taken a long while to find her, but fuck it, all good from here on out :D
 
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