MDPV Megathread 11: Still sorting all the porn.

[Shambles]

Let me hear about 'the incident' Shambles, or too secret? I got a lot of PV secrets, Even tho' I have been good to share a lot of the craziness on here.
:D

Hmm... I've mentioned it elsewhere in EADD and involved a stay in a psychiatric unit. Not sure I'm quite up for discussing in more detail quite yet cos is still quite a recent event and still have a lotta mental fallout from it to be honest. Was not fun though I can assure you

 

[Nicklazz]

Well, your reputation and web history is your own concern, I suppose. I am far from a Social Justice Warrior type, but those type of comments might be regrettable in due course. They're certainly distasteful. We have female posters here who might not appreciate it.

And I didn't like ya comment to yoyo50, calling idiot without sayin why? Thats how it is felix, u know it. And I know there are females & have talked very good with sum of them/still do. But I am just being serious. A man on PV is CRAZY. Girls are too.

And come on my reputation? LOL! If this fuck me up on BL I can only laugh dude, people who know me just a little, know I am a good guy. U like hang people out? Answer yoyo50, seriously.

Hmm... I've mentioned it elsewhere in EADD and involved a stay in a psychiatric unit. Not sure I'm quite up for discussing in more detail quite yet cos is still quite a recent event and still have a lotta mental fallout from it to be honest. Was not fun though I can assure you

Thats ok my friend.

 

[Shambles]

One of these days... just not today

A man on PV is CRAZY. Girls are too.

To be fair, two drugfukked folk does not equal rape. Rape is almost certainly an overexaggeration of what you actually meant. People on peev do sometimes get into ridiculous states of erotomania but I honestly can't imagine actual rape being even remotely possible. Like so many peev-related things, that stuff is all in your head and totally disconnected from reality in any sense of the word.

 

[Nicklazz]

U may be right Shambles. My thinkin is crazy enough without PV, but on PV. It's CRAZY the sexual fantasies on it have been loco. I know im sick, I would never rape sum body, im just sayin its possible for people on MDPV, more than they not on it.

 

[felix]

And I didn't like ya comment to yoyo50, calling idiot without sayin why? Thats how it is felix, u know it. And I know there are females & have talked very good with sum of them/still do. But I am just being serious. A man on PV is CRAZY. Girls are too.

And come on my reputation? LOL! If this fuck me up on BL I can only laugh dude, people who know me just a little, know I am a good guy. U like hang people out? Answer yoyo50, seriously.

OK Nicklazz, it's completely irrelevant to what we're talking about right now, but I concede I was overly harsh to yoyo earlier and I'd like to retract what I said to him, if he's reading this.

But I stand by what I said to you: it shows a fucking total lack of class and discretion and I would advise you to calm down the demented ravings. Show a bit of respect to others reading your posts, please.

 

[Nicklazz]

WTF. I feel u feel like u better because u bluelight crew & have a hell lot of lot more posts than me? Im sure one of ya posts, have been worse than this one I wrote. Check the 3 last MDPV threads. I have wrote worse than this. + I have respect for people here + everywhere. You surely don't know me/ have seen most of mine posts? And this is the MDPV thread. Come on. I have said it before, I am pretty sick in my mind gettin help with it (borderline, OCD, anxiety/paranoia, etc) there u go I showed myself out again. Do I feel I have done sum thing (I can spell to something yes) wrong? Nah. I just tell the truth. U can't take it, then don't read it.

 

[foolsgold]

fuck knows how you could even get a hard on the damn stuff the only one that doesn't get me all fucked up and watching porn for 7 days non stop lol

 

[Nicklazz]

Easy to get hard on PV for me mate ^ Im so horny the blood is pumpin on my stick like an insane.

 

[foolsgold]

no i am to scull fucked on it to even care about porn or sex full stop

 

[Shambles]

I find it's mostly a focus thing. If you happen to start thinking along those lines you will end up in said state of ridiculous erotomania. Still (mostly) incapable of doing much about it even if you had the opportunity but certainly obsesessive about it. But you'll become equally obsessed with literally anything that your mind happens to settle on. Anything. And whatever it is you'll be utterly impotent to deal with it in any meaningful sense whatever it is.

 

[Nicklazz]

I fucked my X on APVP, + gets hard on easy on MDPV ^. Even on day 5,6,7 etc.

But other stims I can have troubles get it up, but mostly I can if not too anxiety.

 

[felix]

Nicklazz: we're both currently on different substances and there's probably a communications breakdown here, for which I'll happily accept 50% of the blame. Carry on as you see fit and I'll see you in gibberings now and then.

 

[Nicklazz]

Cool ^ enjoy ya night.

 

[yoyo50]

OK Nicklazz, it's completely irrelevant to what we're talking about right now, but I concede I was overly harsh to yoyo earlier and I'd like to retract what I said to him, if he's reading this.

But I stand by what I said to you: it shows a fucking total lack of class and discretion and I would advise you to calm down the demented ravings. Show a bit of respect to others reading your posts, please.

 

[felix]

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[TMNPothead]

Ugh 4 hours till work. Been vaping aphp all day. Should I go etizolam and 10mg mxe or etizolam and some abpinica?sleep won't be happening. And no more php

 

[TMNPothead]

Well i went with a littl of all three. And now a hit of aphp is calling, little over an hour till shower shave and walking to work

 

[yoyo50]

ordered a lil 500mg before xmas, not sure when he EU ban is coming for 25i/pv/mxe, a pre fap to xmas sounds good tho

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Anyone heard anything from Anatrica? I cant help but fear the worse.

Her PV use seemed way out of control, and although you could still see that she was still beatiful i'm sorry to say she looked extremely skeletally thin on some of the pics she posted of herself later on. So thin that i feared for her health. She'd literally wasted away.

And then she stopped posting. Hopefully because she went to rehab or hospital or something to get well, and has put PV and the whole drug lifestyle behind her, if it was causing her that much damage. I cant remember what kind of state she was in mentally, but I cant get those pics out of my mind now, though it must be well over a year since i saw them, or last saw her posting. Dont know what made me think of her right now.

Did you know her Nicklazz? (If you read this) Do you have any email or FB for her to see how she's doing?

 

[Shambles]

I'm pretty sure she's posted more recently than a year ago, MDB. As I recall (bear in mind this is my memory so entirely subject to failings) she had gone into rehab, came out and posted here about how much better she was doing, disappeared for a while again, then came back apparently having relapsed. That's the last I recall of her posting here but pretty sure it was this year - admittedly a few months back though I suspect.

Would be great to hear from you here if you see these posts, Anatrica