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What song fits your current mood? vs. The universe and I create these notes

[video=youtube_share;JWNqKsJUvDk]http://youtu.be/JWNqKsJUvDk[/video]

She sits alone again
And tries her best not to pretend
That all she used to live for
Was the love that wasn't there

And every time she needs to do the things
That she believes
Will fill the void inside of her
Because he was never there

[2x]
She says, 'I swear I'm not the devil,
Though you think I am
I swear I'm not the devil'

He tries to sleep again
And he wonders when the pain will end
The cuts, they may run deeper than his cracking outer shell

He looks with tired eyes
At all the people hypnotized
And wonders what can save him
From his self created hell

[2x]
And he says, 'I swear I'm not the devil,
Though you think I am
I swear I'm not the devil'

I always fail to see the little things in front of me
The things that mean so much to you; a way to let you know
That I appreciate the way you always tolerate
But sometimes when I medicate
The frustration in you shows me how you feel

But I swear I'm not the devil,
Though you think I am.
I swear I'm not the devil

And I scream,
I swear I'm not the devil
Though you think I am
I swear I'm not the devil
 
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"Schizophrenic Conversations"

Are you afraid, afraid of the truth
In the mirror staring back at you.
The image is cracked but so is the view, here.
And the strength of a tree begins in the roots
That I tend bury into you
At least now the storm can't blow me away.

So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
To blame like me.

Should I be afraid of this face that I see
In the mirror staring back at me?
So cold were the days when I listened to you.
And you say that I'm weak so show me the proof
Because I still exist in spite of you
But I won't compete with you every day.

So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
To blame like me.

Schizophrenic conversations that
I'm always having with myself.
I hear these voices in my head competing.
Maybe I could use a little help
I still have schizophrenic conversations
When there's no one else around to hear.
I long for solitude and peace within me
Void of all the anger and the fear.

So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
Fucked up like me.

I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me
Ashamed like me
 
listenin to some old dj krush music, dj shadow now… down regulaten into some moby perhaps ambient versions… or low roar, maybe something slower .. harold bud or even bach air cello, to sleep.
 
[video=youtube_share;zcKGqgwLzjA]http://youtu.be/zcKGqgwLzjA[/video]

Been listening to the whole album non stop
 
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^Personal Jesus-Nice
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