• 🇬🇧󠁿 🇸🇪 🇿🇦 🇮🇪 🇬🇭 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
    European & African
    Drug Discussion


    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

Gibberings CLXXVII -- You could use that fantastic iphone of yours

Status
Not open for further replies.
*snip* for 112, 60mg tabs from one place then there was another that sold codeine from a foreign country (not sure if I'm allowed to say which) but they were 15mg tabs n something like *snip* then there was the constant OTC stuff from legit online pharmacies - codeine linctus, n+ Paramol etc n some DHC from another place.

Yea the post early was a grammatical error. It was meant to say "not otc stuff"
I was taking 900mg a day.

Evey
 
Last edited by a moderator:
got an appointment on Wednesday with a substance misuse nurse still working on a dual diagnosis worker but getting some where now

We've been telling you to get help for a long time, but as far as I can see you've always ignored it and just come out with continuous suicide threats.

Great to hear this is not true in this case, and you're actually being productive. All the best, let us know how the professional help goes
 
FG. Are you there, mate ?

Can ye get in touch with the cats protection? They can help you. They paid alot towards Black n Beauty's operation to be newted. They're ace like that.

I sponsor two cats of the cat protection a tenner a month.

How ace am I. Call them yea?

You find number? / location ?

Evey
 
We've been telling you to get help for a long time, but as far as I can see you've always ignored it and just come out with continuous suicide threats.

Great to hear this is not true in this case, and you're actually being productive. All the best, let us know how the professional help goes

The system is shite. FG, as far as I can see has been making waves to get help for a long time.

Being 'productive' doesn't even remotely compute when youre in a bad place Raas .... it's an oxymoron. There's usually a battle to get any degree of worthwhile professional attention even when you're up to being 'productive' (and productive can often entail months and months of trying .. again, a complete uphill struggle to anyone already on their feet, let alone battling problemsi ... one does not simply walk into MORDOR worthwhile help, generally speaking imho, tbph etc etc

Congrats FG anyway <3 ... I can see it's been a fucking huge battle for you. Hope it goes well <3
 
Hiya Marmz, long time no see. Hope you're ok. ^^^^agreed!

Now where's Spliff Politics gone? Anyone know? I do miss him :D Can someone let him know Evey's back "clogging all the threads with shyte" hahaha couldn't resist that but yea Would be lovely to see him again as he's quite a wise young, fellow, that one :) xxxx

Evey
 
Hi Sammy
Been a lurker for a while so sorry for butting in. Just feel that as a heavy boozer myself who has watched my old man degenerate into infancy (very badly) I might be able to offer a few words. Rest in peace to your old man

Bless you, and thanks. It's still pretty fresh in my mind (four months ago) but life goes on. I feel for you having to watch that - heartbreaking isn't the word. Just try and take any lessons from it that you can. Said the hypocrite. :)

We've been telling you to get help for a long time, but as far as I can see you've always ignored it and just come out with continuous suicide threats.

Great to hear this is not true in this case, and you're actually being productive. All the best, let us know how the professional help goes

Seconded. It shows a massive leap in your determination to actually address the underlying causes of your problems.

No doctor was going to take you seriously while you were still trying to induce psychosis and tap them up for medication. It's important to see things from their point of view, and to regard the services as a privilege rather than something to be used for your own ends.

Which is not to dismiss your previous declarations of suicidal ideation; I've no doubt they were genuine and that you were in a very bad place. It's just hard to take these things seriously when you're seemingly making every conceivable effort to drive yourself potty through drugs (and particularly notorious ones at that), despite a lot of advice and support from people on this site to the contrary.

I hope this newfound attitude is here to stay. Being mentally ill isn't something you want to take lightly.

Good luck. :)
 
Hiya CAT, good to see you. Hope Polland is going well. Was wondering how things have been going for you. Hope your studies are going well. How is the language? I don't think I could speak another language n highly admire anyone who goes to another country n learns to do so. Languages n I are just not comparable :D

Well it's nice to see you anyway n I hope it all goes really well for you.

Good luck <3

Evey

Thanks Evey :) the language is absolutely horrible! The pronunciation is impossible! 8( still I'm coping, thankfully most peoples English seems to be pretty good over here =D
 
This is really embarrassing but anytime I drink over here I just want to sleep. I'm fine for the first 1-2 hours and then it hits me. I don't even drink very much and I generally get 7-8 hours sleep every night so I don't know what the problem is. It's really annoying because last night, for instance, I spent ages getting ready to go out, invited some people over for pre drinks and then when everyone was leaving my apartment to go to a club I just went to bed. Worst thing of all is that I don't feel like I'm missing out on much. Hardly a normal attitude for a 20-year-old college student. Don't know what my problem is!
 
Have you sampled the famous Polish speed yet, or is it too skanky for your tastes? :D

Glad you're doing well.

Thanks Sammy :D

No Polish speed yet and I feel I am likely going to have difficulty obtaining some but given my inability to stay awake when drinking it's probably exactly what I need!
 
It's the Polish booze, fucking hell I feel shit today. Just about threw up on the drive home from uni and can't do much but sit and sweat. Got benzos downstairs but got to drive again later and they're strictly for tripping only anyway. Christ on a bike I only had six beers.
 
I had about a third of a bottle of Dalwhinnie, a couple of spliffs, vaped a few Magic Flight trays and woke up fresh as a daisy. :)

Alright, the etiz (which should be for emergencies only) helped, and the modafinil analogue - I'm not using the commercial name - can't have done any harm. I don't know whether to be relieved or worried.

Which Polish booze did you have? Some are worse than others for hangovers. When they get you, they get you good.
 
Oh man I wish I felt that good. It was Okocim Mocne. I am told 'mocne' means strong. There's still two cans left and I have no desire to go near them. I wish I could go pick the missus up now so I can just sleep all day but noooo. And I'm totally gonna run out of petrol before I get to the petrol station. Oh, woe.

Also this modafinil stuff intrigues me.
 
It's the Polish booze, fucking hell I feel shit today. Just about threw up on the drive home from uni and can't do much but sit and sweat. Got benzos downstairs but got to drive again later and they're strictly for tripping only anyway. Christ on a bike I only had six beers.

Oi you! It's ace to see you in here again.

That's not good about feeling ill n I hope you feel better soon. I was ill a whole day last week
N I'd only drank a bottle n a half of 12% wine n had a 2mg suboxone that I'd missed taking.

Are you still on your benzo taper???? Sorry to sound preachy but you could have a seizer if you stop benzos suddenly. If you don't have any, do you think AnE could help? Or contacting your GP? I'm worried about you now. Sure they could do urine / blood test to prove you're a genuine addict n in need of them to taper of??

<3 ((((Snolly))))

Evey
 
Wholeheartedly agree....FG and I spoke privately and I'm so glad he's taken the consensus of advice and sought treatment. I know its a hard decision tomake for many people but the only way is up from here.

Listen carefully to the advice tthe treatment folk give and develop a workable plan of action for the future.... Having a series of small goals to work towards also helps enormously..... Good luck FG and let us know how u get on mate.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top