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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

edit1: GF haxed me love you tnw

edit2: I'm drunk right now and I love alllllll of you incredibly supportive people. I won't stop either :) I'll love pd and what it means to me right now, in this moment, until the day I die and I really mean that. I hate all the people in my life that are just dragging me down and either feeding off my positive energy or taking it away in some way, fuck them I need more people in my life like all the wonderful people that frequent the PD social. fuck, it's crazy how much I mean that statement and how much I need to ditch the people that are sending me in the wrong direction (i.e. doing heroin, such as my gf) and keep up the same thing I've been doing since the beginning: creative expression until there's nothing left. I hate the lack of spine I have I need to just break up with my gf ASAP

creation is just a matter of your association complex pulling together the right ideas at the right time, UTILIZE IT!!!
 
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<3s your way, SONN. Here's a song [aka pop music can sometimes be good/ I listened to her before she caught on in this country)

Big D said:
Eating eggs everyday may be good for you.
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Eggs are my primary source of protein, 'cause they're cheap. I don't really worry about the fancy nutritional research, I figure if it's something people have eaten for centuries, it's okay. My main modern thing is almond milk, which is great.


Man, I'll try to upload the photos I took, but my phone ran out of batteries pretty early. On the way back, heading down a mountain on old route 66 at sunset....it would have been a dondante worthy photograph. I love the American West, it's like no place else. Other things you don't get to see include wild donkeys, gold mines (old abandoned ones, and fancy new industrial), thundreds of tiny yellow flowers, and oh so many stars. You know, there was a .22 revolver in the nightstand beside my bed, I held it, yet I didn't at all feel like doin' it. Maybe it's because travel and work put me in a good mood, or maybe I'm just still hopeful.

In other news, mania successful, 'twas subdued, but I could tell, skipped my seroquel and ended up feelin' like a bird flying in a hurricane for a lil' while, hahaha. So let's not do that. Feelin' okay now though, drinkin' me some kahlua and vodka. Why I always stay up late getting drunk on work nights is beyond me.

Didn't write anything while there, but I on the drive over I tried my hand at some stuff, so, here ya go:

I

Above the city
even the stars are lonely
since we don't look up

II

Seeing graffiti
I finally realize
that people live here


P.S. Got a cigarette case/lighter with floral pattern enameling from aforementioned old lady. :) And kahlua, vodka, rum, and sherry. Saves me some gosh darned money this week.
 
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old food, new drugs :D






i shouldn't have taken MXE tonight. was enjoyable but on a so-so level, and now i can't sleep. probably going to smoke another bowl in a minute here.
 
Would be fun to get some mxe again but i think its best to wait another few weeks :P it would be hard to resist the urge to take it at least every weekend. At least now i know that after taking it multiple nights in a row im gonna feel like shit but still its so much easier when I dont have any.

First week in university behind, its been crazy fun. Actual lectures starting next week tho. Mondays and fridays are free in the beginning, easyyyy :)
 
OK, so I tried the AL-LAD I received last week (from a reputable vendor). I dosed 300ug, holding both tabs against my gums for approximately 45 mins. Sure, it's orally active, but I'd rather a method I know works than roll the dice with my digestive system haha

Anyway....effects never peaked beyond minor tracers, slightly warping walls and patterns, and generally feeling unwell and uneasy. Even with a mad tolerance for weed, the cones I smoked throughout what should've been the duration of the trip had more psychedelic effect than the AL-LAD. Overall the effects experienced were almost bang on with my LSD "trips".

The vendor is in Europe (sorry if this is too close to source discussion), and I'm in Australia. Likelihood the product somehow degraded in transit due to heat? Other than the remote possibility my body just rejects ergoloids....I can't think of anything haha
 
thenightwatch said:
i shouldn't have taken MXE tonight. was enjoyable but on a so-so level, and now i can't sleep. probably going to smoke another bowl in a minute here.
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lol I've been there many times, maybe one too many, maybe not ;)

just broke up with my girlfriend after I woke up this morning and found a bunch of 'black magic' heroin bags next to my (probably) close to ODing girlfriend. at this point my feelings are numb, she chose heroin over me, I've accepted it, I don't love her anymore she's lied to my face like 10 times in the past week. I know I deserve better. I am basically naive to opiates and know that that's how I want to be for the rest of my life. I've gotten morphine intravenously in the hospital and scoffed/lamented over the fact that so many people ruined their lives chasing that shitty high. I've been to 4-aco-DMT heaven ;) which is an exponentially better feeling than opiates could ever be.

eventually I'll get lonely and be sad that i'm alone but until then i'm very glad to have her not leeching off my life anymore.
 
SONN said:
I've gotten morphine intravenously in the hospital and scoffed/lamented over the fact that so many people ruined their lives chasing that shitty high
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My thoughts exactly 8(

Sounds like you've made the right decision for yourself though SONN.
 
All I'd like to say is that spirits are real. There are beings, consciousnesses, entities, whatever you choose to call them, that exist in higher planes and dimensions than ourselves. I am 99% sure of it after tonight.

You are never alone <3
 
^Nice musical selection.

Seems I misplaced my ipod in yesterday's boozing. This have confirmed something I have dimly aware of for some time. Ya see, I basically do not leave the house with the thing, listen to music while shopping and everything. It seems the constant music while out excacerbates my disconnection from the world, gets me stuck in my head. While walking today I was very aware of my surroundings, appreciated the trees more than I have in several months.

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All I'd like to say is that spirits are real
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The only spirits I know of reside in glass bottles. Time for a séance....I'm getting contact, the name "Sherry" has appeared to me.


And since my hypomanic libido is possessing me, I have a question for y'all, how important is hair to you? I swear, I am sometimes more attracted to a hairstyle than the person attached to it.
 
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^what's the hottest hairstyle THR? for me it has mostly to do with eyes nose and thc intake lol.

If a girl can take bigger dabs than me i'll probably have a crush on her almost for that reason alone, but I still haven't met one in person yet lol
 
Holy Lockn, that was crazy/amazing/exhausting/other stuff. It feels fucking weird being back in the real world. It was like stepping into an alternate reality for an indeterminable amount of time. I wasn't tired the whole time really but now I'm dead on my feet.

Features/highlights include:

-Seeing all kinds of amazing music
-Seeing Bustle In Your Hedgerow (possibly the most amazing thing I heard the whole time and totally unexpected to me)
-Seeing Bill Kreutzmann (wow)
-Being offered LSD, MDMA, etc (especially LSD) like 10 times a day by cool strangers
-Being given MDMA while I was on methylone by a cool girl who I chilled with for an hour or so afterwards
-Getting to full tripping level with LSD for the first time
-Having several crazy MXE nights as a group
-Being somewhere where doing drugs is completely normal and accepted and shared
-Having to evacuate the stage because of a possible violent storm that was blowing in, only to have it rain a tiny bit and blow over, whereupon the rest of the night's schedule was all out of whack (and of course we were on MXE which made it far more intense)
-Magic rain: one day, when the heat had been so oppressive for days and everyone was struggling, it started raining a very light, refreshing rain, but there were NO RAIN CLOUDS. It was pure blue sky right above with some random high-up wispy clouds that were thin and pure white. Where was it coming from?? It's still tripping me out.
-Seeing a really bright, huge double rainbow during and after the magic rain.
-Finding a sparsely-populated little forest grove on the third day where the climate was totally different, like 15 degrees cooler and shady. The days were really brutal, for the first two we mostly hung out in the car (it was car camping) with the A/C on for the hottest hours, but the third day we lounged around completely comfortably.
-Finally doing nitrous, and even having a glowing, special one when I was on LSD+MDMA. It was wonderful even though of course I don't remember it much. I just remember the end, where existence had become a scrolling infinitely repeating pattern of black human shapes (all the same shape) on a pink background, and then from all of them simultaneously I felt myself being sucked downward and at that moment I opened my eyes.
-On the first day, I dropped my methylone dose somewhere within a sizable radius of our campsite and had been running around there. I looked for quite a while but no luck (there was also a lot of grass and it was in a small gel cap). I was about to give up and we were going to head to the stage, when suddenly I found it, my eye happened to glance down to this exact spot between two patches of grass, where the capsule was just sitting.

The only real negatives:

-I seem to have lost 7 hits of really good LSD, plus 150mg of 2C-E, and maybe the rest of a gram of MXE too. I had them on many separate occasions yesterday but I was so mentally spun out by then and in the bustle of packing up I probably lost track of them. I got home yesterday and could barely drive home from my friends' to my house. Quite a lot of confusion. I think I went a little too hard.
-On the second night, on LSD+MDMA, I took some etizolam offered to me and then forgot I had taken it and got offered some more towards the end of the night to wind down, bringing me to 3.5mg. I got really sloppy, had a partial blackout, and at one point fell face-first into a camping stove, broke it (kinda), smashed the box to my scale (fortunately the scale still works) and made a huge mess... I remember getting up from that and being told I had fallen but that's about it. Somehow I escaped even a scrape as an injury.
-I've taken 2 showers since I got back and despite washing my hair very thoroughly both times, I am still getting red mud streaks from my hair on the towel when I dry my hair. That's possibly the dirtiest I've ever felt, by the end (not really a negative thing though).

All things considered, it was an amazing first festival. I feel sad today actually, and I cried a little in the car yesterday when we left, because it was such a beautiful, loving experience. A really psychedelic festival, everyone I met was awesome and cool and unique, friendly, helpful, lots of hugs and "I love you"s. It was basically an open-air drug market too, with people tripping everywhere. Amazing music throughout (except Tom Petty does not belong at a psychedelic jam band festival, especially as the headliner of a night), great friends, got to know some people I've been hearing about for quite a while and that was awesome. It was like an alternate reality. It almost feels like a dream a little bit now. When I got home yesterday everything looked alien and unfamiliar, it was like the festival changed to my home. Really powerful experience, I'm reeling from it still. I also likely blew my mind a little too hard/frequently which I am feeling the effects of. Yesterday I didn't even trip, but I was tripping all day. I still feel weird today but it's much better.

I'm going to go to more of those. But it was a more powerful experience than I even thought it would be. I can see how people could just drop everything and do that, or follow the Dead on tour, or whatever. It felt right. I feel kind of confusing emotions about it at the moment. I'm glad I experienced it but now I feel a sense of loss that it's in the past. It was a timeless period of perfection and psychedelia that is suddenly over. Now what?
 
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shpongle is playing my town probably a few days before or after yours, i'm excited too but I think i'm gonna take a 2c that I don't have much experience with like 2c-e or 2c-t-7 and see how those do me at a concert. I actually really hated 2c-e's bodily effects last few times I tried it but I'd be willing to give it another go. 2c-t-7 seems to have such a variable of effects that idk if it would be good for a show. I would just do 2c-b if I hadn't done it like 10 times at a show already. MXE makes the 2c's come up way smoother every time I've combined them but I feel like it would be easy to take too much if you're at a show especially if you plan on driving home after. lol I'm just PD ramblin now but I still haven't taken that 4-aco-DMT + 2c-b trip i've been planning for what seems like months now. I think I should really just get to tripping and stop putting it off, one of my best friends has had acid he's planned to take for over a year now with multiple attempts to plan a day and them all never coming to fruition.
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I took 2-E at a show and I found it to not be very well suited. I felt overwhelmed by everything going on and very unemotional. I think T-7 could be great though, or 2C-B for sure.
 
That's awesome you had such an amazing time Xorkoth. That's exactly how I felt when I came home from my first festival too. I was sad for like 2 weeks afterwards that it was over. All I wanted to do was go back and experience another festival ASAP. I agree with you, I can totally see how someone could just drop everything and follow the dead on tour. It's like a completely different world when you're at a festival. Nothing in the real world matters. The only thing you care about is the music and the people you're surrounded by.
 
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