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2 days after MDMA use.. feeling abnormal and I'm scared.

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ashxoxoxox

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I've done mdma about 5 times this year. I just did it two weeks ago and after that I felt a little messed up for 3 days and then it went away. I did it again two days ago and now I do not feel normal at all. I don't have depression but I have a sort of anxiety. I feel very jittery and yesterday I almost got sent to the emergency room cause my heart was pounding and I felt light headed and jittery. I tell myself to calm down but it doesn't work... I cry because I just want this feeling to go away. Btw we split a gram of mdma between 3 people and it looked like brown sugar. Someone please help me. Should I go to the emergency room? It's hard for me to even get up because my heart will start racing. Please help somebody..
 
Jaw is still a little tight and I'm having a really hard time eating.. I slept 3 hours two nights ago but 10 hours last night.
 
I took one little rock and then hours later took another rock. It didn't seem like that much
 
ashxoxoxox said:
I've done mdma about 5 times this year. I just did it two weeks ago and after that I felt a little messed up for 3 days and then it went away. I did it again two days ago and now I do not feel normal at all. I don't have depression but I have a sort of anxiety. I feel very jittery and yesterday I almost got sent to the emergency room cause my heart was pounding and I felt light headed and jittery. I tell myself to calm down but it doesn't work... I cry because I just want this feeling to go away. Btw we split a gram of mdma between 3 people and it looked like brown sugar. Someone please help me. Should I go to the emergency room? It's hard for me to even get up because my heart will start racing. Please help somebody..
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Ash, don't worry, its 100% anxiety brought on by MDMA.......do you have any venzos available to use? If so, use them only when you need them.

I experienced the exact same thing you are back in 1999 & I went to the ER & they did all kinds of tests on my heart cause I was freaking out & everything came back normal & healthy.

The doctor said I was possibly suffering from panic attacks but the never gave me anything for the attacks, doctors are so stupid sometimes.

I didn't know much about benzos back then but I know they would have kept me calm & stopped my severe panic attacks.

I to had my heart beating fast when I would get up from my bed......I couldn't have sex with my gf in fear I would have a heart attack. My pupils were going from big to small as well.......this went on for me for about 2 months, no lie.

Thing is, if I had benzos, I really believe I would have gotten over it in like a week. I taught myself breathing techniques, I would hold my breathe in for a while until my heart would slow down.

Try not to think about it because you will give yourself an anxiety attack. Do not smoke weed because it will make it worse......don't do any stims either, very bad for your panic attacks.

Only thing that will help are muscle relaxants & benzos now........good luck!

Hospital isn't needed but if you feel adamant about going, for your peace of mind, please do.........
 
TheLostBoys said:
Ash, don't worry, its 100% anxiety brought on by MDMA.......do you have any venzos available to use? If so, use them only when you need them.

I experienced the exact same thing you are back in 1999 & I went to the ER & they did all kinds of tests on my heart cause I was freaking out & everything came back normal & healthy.

The doctor said I was possibly suffering from panic attacks but the never gave me anything for the attacks, doctors are so stupid sometimes.

I didn't know much about benzos back then but I know they would have kept me calm & stopped my severe panic attacks.

I to had my heart beating fast when I would get up from my bed......I couldn't have sex with my gf in fear I would have a heart attack. My pupils were going from big to small as well.......this went on for me for about 2 months, no lie.

Thing is, if I had benzos, I really believe I would have gotten over it in like a week. I taught myself breathing techniques, I would hold my breathe in for a while until my heart would slow down.

Try not to think about it because you will give yourself an anxiety attack. Do not smoke weed because it will make it worse......don't do any stims either, very bad for your panic attacks.

Only thing that will help are muscle relaxants & benzos now........good luck!

Hospital isn't needed but if you feel adamant about going, for your peace of mind, please do.........
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Thank you so much!! I am so glad someone can relate to me. And no I'm stopping weed smoking slowing down on drinking and no drugs got a couple months. This post really put me at peace and I will be sure to get thag medication as well. Thank you!
 
ashxoxoxox said:
Thank you so much!! I am so glad someone can relate to me. And no I'm stopping weed smoking slowing down on drinking and no drugs got a couple months. This post really put me at peace and I will be sure to get thag medication as well. Thank you!
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You're welcome Ash.......
 
ashxoxoxox said:
Isn't that a prescription medication though? Wouldn't I have to go to the doctors
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Yes it is but they font hand then.out easily......you could try telling your doctor you're going thru a tough time & are suffering anxiety attacks, the doctor may give you some.

I thought since you were able to get MDMA from your friends, you might be able to ask them.

A friend iin need, is a friend indeed.......
 
I think I'm going to the doctors and telling them that. My friend has anxiety medicine but I would like to have my own. If they don't give me benzos but they give me a different type of anxiety medicine would that help as well?
 
I think I'm going to the doctors and telling them that. My friend has anxiety medicine but I would like to have my own. If they don't give me benzos but they give me a different type of anxiety medicine would that help as well?
 
ashxoxoxox said:
I think I'm going to the doctors and telling them that. My friend has anxiety medicine but I would like to have my own. If they don't give me benzos but they give me a different type of anxiety medicine would that help as well?
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I would never advise anyone to bum any prescription meds from anyone but it seems you are in dire need.

Would it hurt to ask your friend for 2 Valium/xanax/whatever they have?

Also, doctors now a days prescribe antidepressants for anxiety & I'm pretty sure you will receive antidepressants before benzos & in your condition with anxiety attacks, antidepressants are worthless.
 
If you tell your doctor you're having panic attacks they'll give you benzos. They're not gonna give you antidepressants for panic attacks. I've never heard of such a thing.
 
Doldrugs said:
If you tell your doctor you're having panic attacks they'll give you benzos. They're not gonna give you antidepressants for panic attacks. I've never heard of such a thing.
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LoL.......they don't hand out benzos that easy.......

Depends if they believe you.......is there a machine they can hook you up to which shows you're having panic attacks?

Also, I know many people & also people on this site that have told their doctor they are having anxiety attacks only to be prescribed antidepressants.

2 doctors tried to prescribe me AD's for anxiety/panic attacks.

Welcome to the real world.....
 
idk sounds like bk-mdma to me, just a guess, they can look rather similiar and 300mg is alot more reasonable for that, or it was very heavily cut mdma
 
I have nothing that can help me. I went to the doctors and they said just relax. It's bullshit because it's been 3 days now and I still woke up with this feeling. It's honestly so scary I don't know what there is left to do..
 
ashxoxoxox said:
I have nothing that can help me. I went to the doctors and they said just relax. It's bullshit because it's been 3 days now and I still woke up with this feeling. It's honestly so scary I don't know what there is left to do..
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I know Ash, I went thru the same BS with the doctors, they're a complete joke......they told me the exact same thing the said to you & wouldn't give me anything to relax.

They told me it will go away by itself which it did but took 2 months for me.......thing is, I also had chronic back pain back then which multiplied my anxiety 10 fold after using MDMA & I didn't have pain meds or benzos then.......it was terrible & it felt like it would never go away.


You could go to a GNC & buy dome Valerian Root. That can calm you down a bit but it won't be anywhere as good as s benzo for what you're going thru........also, Chamomile tea is very good & will mellow you out a bit.
 
What about hydroxyzine? My friend takes them and she has bad anxiety and it helps her a lot. I'm also trying relaxation methods but I just feel like nothing will help.
 
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