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I'm pretty crap with money but I earn a decent wage and my outgoings are fuck all and debt non-existant, so ive always got a healthy bank balance.
 
If we're playing debt top trumps

£1750 overdraft, that gets maxed every month & £1200 owed on a credit card. No car, rented flat.

The credit card debt is so old the interest must be insane. It was mainly all cash advances back in my cokehead days, £300 a time to pay off tick bills haha. Since then I've made the minimum payments every month and when it gets to £100 or so available I use it to buy something I don't need. I'm shite with money, I'm really good at spending it though.

I got the same deal pretty much, only I only have a £500 o/d but £6,500 cc debt. I usually wait til I've paid off about £500 before I buy something nice though. If I clear any more than that the fuckers increase my credit limit :(

Edit : oh and a £12k student loan which I'm paying off pretty well now I have a decent salary. Last statement was only £8.5k! :)
 
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I've always really wanted to have kids but I probably never would because realistically I know I'm far too selfish to ever be a good parent. Plus, think about it, mini versions of me running around? Nightmare. It's a shame more people don't think like that rather than just having kids for the sake of it and then not giving them proper attention or whatever.

My dad was never shit in a horrible way, he always took me out and made sure me and my mum got money but I've just always had the vague impression that he isn't really that bothered/interested in me in comparison to my mum or even her ex (the one I still see). Don't see him nowadays apart from every couple of months for a meal (my real dad that is, I live with her ex half the time). I don't think it's really affected me that much cos I've never known any different so I can't really complain but still, people like that shouldn't ever really have kids imo.

I'm either too fucked or not fucked enough, can't decide.
 
Lets got onto a decent subject.... why are people penalised because they're ugly???? I can't help it that I may be ugly and other woman may be "hot" but why is that my fault? I didn't decide how I should look.... it's not fair how people should be judged based on looks.... It's something that's angered and depressed me for years... I'm ugly does that mean I don't deserve to be with anyone n never will be because of course they will always pick someone who is hot right?????

Why is it my fault I'm ugly when I didn't get to choose how I look??????

Evey
 
I've always really wanted to have kids but I probably never would because realistically I know I'm far too selfish to ever be a good parent. Plus, think about it, mini versions of me running around? Nightmare. It's a shame more people don't think like that rather than just having kids for the sake of it and then not giving them proper attention or whatever.

My dad was never shit in a horrible way, he always took me out and made sure me and my mum got money but I've just always had the vague impression that he isn't really that bothered/interested in me in comparison to my mum or even her ex (the one I still see). Don't see him nowadays apart from every couple of months for a meal. I don't think it's really affected me that much cos I've never known any different so I can't really complain but still, people like that shouldn't ever really have kids imo.

I'm either too fucked or not fucked enough, can't decide.

I thought that way to some extent as well but it changed and I have one now and another coming shortly. Last of my vices/distractions is probably the internet rather than drugs.
 
Lets got onto a decent subject.... why are people penalised because they're ugly???? I can't help it that I may be ugly and other woman may be "hot" but why is that my fault? I didn't decide how I should look.... it's not fair how people should be judged based on looks.... It's something that's angered and depressed me for years... I'm ugly does that mean I don't deserve to be with anyone n never will be because of course they will always pick someone who is hot right?????

Why is it my fault I'm ugly when I didn't get to choose how I look??????

Evey

Valid question hon
 
I've always really wanted to have kids but I probably never would because realistically I know I'm far too selfish to ever be a good parent. Plus, think about it, mini versions of me running around? Nightmare. It's a shame more people don't think like that rather than just having kids for the sake of it and then not giving them proper attention or whatever.

100% agree with this.

My thing is that I feel when you have a kid your life should all but stop. Your life then just becomes that kids life. And I'm not up for that, I like my own life and I'll be fucked if any stupid kid is going to change that, but I'd really hate to be a shit parent, I think that would ultimately be soul destroying years after the fact. I don't want to be the uninterested father who has better things to do than piss about with his kids. So best to not bother. I really, really don't like kids either so that helps haha.

Why is it my fault I'm ugly when I didn't get to choose how I look??????

It's not my fault that I'm 5 foot 9 instead of 7 foot 2. I'd have loved that NBA career, but oh well. You just need to play the cards you're dealt. It's no-one's fault what those cards are, certainly not your own.
 
Lets got onto a decent subject.... why are people penalised because they're ugly???? I can't help it that I may be ugly and other woman may be "hot" but why is that my fault? I didn't decide how I should look.... it's not fair how people should be judged based on looks.... It's something that's angered and depressed me for years... I'm ugly does that mean I don't deserve to be with anyone n never will be because of course they will always pick someone who is hot right?????

Why is it my fault I'm ugly when I didn't get to choose how I look?????

Yeah it's a bit shit the way the world works isnt it, I try not to judge people on looks but I think you can't help doing it to some extent. What's really fucked up about it as well it that even pretty/average looking people end up feeling so self conscious about how they look and thinking that they're ugly just because they don't fit some idealised image of beauty.

Doubt how I think about the kid thing will change, my best mate from high school is pregnant at the moment (we don't talk anymore, I just heard it last week from someone else) and I couldn't help feeling a bit jealous but yeah I would never be selfish enough to have a kid that's only going to end up turning into a worse version of me. What you just said is bang on as usual PTCH.

Er, slightly emotional cokerants creeping in. Not fucked enough I think, more drugs required.
 
Stop being such an emotionally violatile ballsack will aid your discovery in finding a bloke

and if juding by the way you flew off at raas talking about inflo, am guessing not many people will put up with you for extended peroids of time anyway
 
Easiest option - don't bother with men at all. Which is mainly the one I take, mostly due to being the strange type of person who is absolutely only interested in one person at once and doesn't notice anyone else. Now I try not to like anyone at all because I honestly think that it never ends well 99% of the time, would rather just save myself the bother and not get hurt. Most men only caring about looks is so true, I don't even rate myself that much compared to a lot of people but the amount of creepy guys that try and get off with me in clubs is almost too much to cope with sometimes, I would hate to be super gorgeous, I'd end up never going out to avoid weirdos.

Wow I'm feeling emo-ey tonight, cheer the fuck up everyone (IT MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN). 8)
 
Wait, I'm supposed to be paying guilt money to my kids?

Your life doesn't have to stop when you have kids. That's boring tripe fed to idiots. I've packed up my daughter and taken her travelling around Australia with snowboards strapped to the roof before I settled down and worried about classes. I guess I don't stay up all night boozing til dawn any more, but I doubt there are other reasons my kids have never seen me drunk.

I'm lucky my kids value hard work just as much as adventure. I'd rather take them home to my family to climb volcanoes once a year than give then $10 to go play in the traffic.
 
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