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Gibberings CLXXI: No Twattery Allowed - Waiting on Raas's Call

Check out that NIN Closer cover in the music thread. the way it drops at 38 secs is brilliant
 
Music posts are taking over the board haha.

Ah well, I'm too fucked to post anything else. 8)

Some poetry instead:

NSFW:
They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another’s throats.

Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don’t have any kids yourself.
 
My own lyricy poemy whatever

NSFW:
First of all i can neither rap nor usually rhyme,
But this sort of stuff pops into my head from time to time
The irony of society has always been funny to me
A nation obsessed with material objects and money
The integrity of a nation defined by a concentration of media manipulation
Endless bad news in papers and on every tv news station
Get arrested in a pub for illegal drugs when alcohol is one of the worst
Fuck up your body, domestic violence, hurt, get raped, cry to a nurse,
Question everything, realize lies that demonize people until their own demise,
Enlightenment, internal revelations beyond limitation take you by surprise
As time mysteriously flows and flys,
What really matters, thats for you to decide
 
Thanku, was weird i had been listening to some old eminem through the day.. at work to pass the time now and again i would sometimes rhyme words in my head and stuff, went to bed and woke up at 4am and my brain was alive with combos of rhyming words, fitting them together, ideas and all sorts of shit popping into my head, couldnt sleep so i started writing stuff down and came up with that
 
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anyway as I was saying,

Chatiative said:
... I just felt warm with a mild mood lift, then I puked & got an introspective clearheaded phase.

This is exactly why I like methoxphenidine. Does me wonders, but without knowing enough yet about it's metabolic fate and potential consequences, I don't do it too often. Only when I have to. Otherwise it's great for acute depression, in my case. I'm not using it to get high.
 
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i always freetyle when i'm fucked but its usaully just random shit usually jokey stuf just for shits and giggles
 
And methoxphenidine is side effect free and none abusable? Educate me, i dont know much on the stuff. apart from most of the wonky RC stuff to come out since MXE has been shite
 
tired... decided to start taking 10mg suboxone again. For some reason it also stops me craving alcohol which I've gone back to consuming A LOT OF lately. Something drastic needs to happen. So I've decided to start taking 8/10 mg again. 8 one day, 10 the next. Otherwise everything I've achieved the past year will be for nothing. Was going to off myself a week last Thursday so decided something really needs to change. Hadn't felt that way in a year. So been doing a LOT of thinking over the past week.

Evey
 
just snorted some of my md omg i'm flying. is it sad that i'm getting mashed on my todd lol
 
Should get back into them, recapture your youth and all that. ;)

Why would I want to recapture something that's past and shitty compared to what I'm living now..lol

Dan knows <3 man of many talents and modest

I will listen to the tunes!
 
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