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Gibberings CLXIV - I don't Have a Clue if These Numerals are Right I'm Still Drunk

Yepyep, I seem to have been munching edibles on a daily basis lately. Seems a lot less naughty than smoking, somehow.. and I've also ordered a cheapy vape so hopefully that might turn up at some point, too.
 
swampdragon said:
Yep! And to be fair, I much prefer it in smaller quantities. (Though same with most things, really. Except tea.)
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Same here. I had years of miserable daily smoking loads and feeling like shite, finally jacked it in for a couple of years but the last year or so I've been smoking in tiny tiny quantities most evenings and am loving it again. Can easily overdo it and give myself a mild panic attack / awkward feeling for a bit though.
 
Just dosed 205mgs of MXP, airplane mask ready, willl hit the sack once it starts coming up.

Hopefully my disso tolerance won't be too high after all that n-ethyl-ket from the weekend.

Will chill in bed in silence and darkness.

Have a good night people.

The rest of the bag is in the basement, so no chance of compulsive redosing later on, just made my bedtime capsule early in the afternoon and stashed the rest.

Take care guys

I stupidly took some diclaz and pyraz earlier in the day, hopefully they won't dull the experience too much.
 
Bob Funkhouse said:
Reminds me of story I read recently enough. Some guy who was top dude for running "treatment" centres in USA for helping "cure" homosexual people to become heterosexual. He recently came out and admitted that he himself was gay. So much time, energy, madness and money to run such things and then realising himself that it was ok to be gay and sexual orientation wasn't a problem.

Fair play to him though for publicly admitting this and he apologized to all those he had upset through his practises.
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I recall the story I think. As if it wasn't obvious if you've ever seen the fella interviewed previously... I think it's actually illegal to do that "fixing the gay away" thing in at least some states now. Much like any hardcore homophobes (the church - especially the rabid evangelist churches - appear to be riddled with homophobic pastors who eventually have to "confess their sins"... most of whom go on to pretend it was all some demon's fault and actually they definitely are straight but "fell to temptation" - fukkin sickening frankly - not the gayness, the shame they attach to it - sickening and saddening).

Blimey, that sentence appears to have run away with itself and is beyond my arsedness for fixing so live with it.
 
"Teachers have reported pupils as old as 15 who have no medical conditions or developmental issues but who are unable to use the toilet on their own."

Crazy lol
 
Busy night tonight as I see we have 104 guests at this moment in time.
Lots of old bill at their computers perhaps?
Off to bed now, have a fun time all you night owls.
 
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Hey where's GoS's thread gone. I was just about to reply to Sammy's post. Basically I wanted to say:

You have to look for the reasons for the relationships initiation. If they were for immature reasons - have now been outgrown and the relationship has become redundant, it's time to move on. However, if there was some kind of real connection and you felt this was the right person... you may have to consider that you have lost touch with that connection and find out how to restore it. Who is this person to you. Your life-partner, or a convenient, transient partner who is no longer needed? Think about that and follow your <3
 
Would like to say that raas n I have solved our differences n that it was a complete misunderstanding.

I know these things are normally kept to PMs but I open accused raas of doing something wrongly so now I'm clearing his name.

I had forgotten that I gave raas my number n when I was told this, I was shocked n thought people were making it up but raas show me proof through a print out so I know he couldn't have edited it.

raas has also admitted, that he did the strange acts, which appeared to look stalkish because he was trying to help me. He admits that he went about the wrong way but was trying to help n like I like helping others n sometimes get this wrong, I accept his reasoning.

Lesson learned: not to be so quick to think the worst of
People n it's not my job to go warning others about people to stop them getting hurt, sometimes it's better to keep things to PMs.
I've given raas a private apology so I'm giving him a public one here.

Evey
 
Nobody aknlowledged my last post I feel like cartman in that South Park episodes when they decide to ignore him and he thinks he's dead.

Anyway, my trip went well, let's 205mgs is a perfect dose for MXP, I was walking around the house feeling invincible, I felt like my arms were made of iron and I could punch through walls, lots of energy, even a hint of aggressiveness. Weird, it felt a lot like what I think PCP is supposed to feel like, I deployed some kratom and pyrazolam though and calmed down before I ended up like those black fellas in the youtube videos.

It's the second time this happens to me on MXP, the feeling of being a super hero, invincible, unbreakable. I even felt cocky, sort of like a coke buzz.

Anyway sorry about the self-centered "facebook" post.

How are you guys doing? I'm meeting a lawyer in an hour, basically my dad is giving me 80% of his company, then next month he's buying my share, fuck knows what it's all about, I have a feeling it's about paying less tax.

I have a meeting my addiction specialist in the afternoon, I'm wondering whether I should bring a bag of kratom with me as I don't know if I can manage until late afternoon, I have to leave the house in about half hour and the appointment with the doctor is at 3 pm. Then I have to take the train back to town and then drive home(45mins drive). I'll probably start feeling shit in about six hours or so.

I'll bring a few benzos just in case I start getting WDs on the way back.

Still feeling the MXP though, I dosed at 22:00 last night and I still feel pumped up right now, patterns and tracers on the walls as well.

I'll bring some drum and base CDs for the drive into town, will be fun.

I hope you all have a good day, take care guys.

Speak to you soon, long day ahead of me.
 
Why do children not respect hangovers? Stop running around fucking screaming I barely know what's happening. Fuck off to school.

God I'm never having kids.
 
raas_2012 said:
Hey where's GoS's thread gone. I was just about to reply to Sammy's post. Basically I wanted to say:

You have to look for the reasons for the relationships initiation. If they were for immature reasons - have now been outgrown and the relationship has become redundant, it's time to move on. However, if there was some kind of real connection and you felt this was the right person... you may have to consider that you have lost touch with that connection and find out how to restore it. Who is this person to you. Your life-partner, or a convenient, transient partner who is no longer needed? Think about that and follow your <3
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Got binned for anon reasons.

Thanks all for your advice <3
 
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