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March Getting Clean Thread v. If I can do it, you can too!

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My birthday is getting closer, it's next weekend and I am getting nervous as to what might end up happening.. Thinking positive thoughts positive thoughts...

Is it on the 14th? That's my 10 month mark. :)


I'm situated at some friends apartment that I'll be staying at for the next week or so. Exhausted right now and really happy to have somewhere I'm welcome to just relax... I played poker for like 5 hours last night, didn't get to sleep until 5-6am but it was worth it - super fun. I've got a group of guys together now that I've played poker with 4-5 times in the last couple weeks so we'll probably make it a regular thing. I know, gambling and all probably not the best activity for a group of addicts haha but we're just doing $5-$10 cash games, all in good fun.

Hope all are doing well. 298 days.
 
So i'm off to detox/withdrawal/bla bla bla tommorrow.
Let's see how long I last this time. Hopefully more than a day like that other pathetic place who thought I was just drug seeking.
<3
Peace
 
Hello all!
I'm a heroin junkie and I'm trying to kick this nasty habit once and for all. I was almost to the 24 hour mark today to induce with suboxone but I gave in to the monster. :( I'm awfully ashamed of myself. I have no support from my family since they've all cast me aside. My bf also uses, and claims when I stop he will too, but if I continue to shoot up, so shall he. Makes shit harder for sure, especially since he's a total baby when he doesn't feel well.. I've gathered information about the subs and how to taper off quickly with what I've got. I just need support now and willpower. Nice to meet you all!

<3 mdmazing
 
Hey mdmazing.. well met:D

Here are some medications I would try before I threw in for the subs. Not bashing the subs but they can really keep you in acutes for a grip.

medications for acute opiate detox

The medications I would explore the use of for detox would be:
>Clonidine< DOSED EVER FOUR HOURS..

one of either
>NEURONTIN< >HERE< >HERE<
OR >Lyrica<
OR >phenibut<

>A BENZO BUT JUST AT NIGHT<
>a nsaid<
>melatonin<
tylenol

(Opi Withdrawal) what is the best comfort meds for opiate w/d?

Your Personal Opiate Withdrawal Arsenal


Alright all you amazing people. 24 more down!!
<3

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Thanks so much! I wish I'd become a blue lighter already shit. I feel like I've posted fifty times..
 
^^ All in good time mdmazing. Welcome, by the way! :)

I'm just going to play devils advocate here, so don't take this personally - but whats your plan of action if your BF doesn't stop using when you do? You need to be prepared for the very real possibility that he either won't even try, or if he does try, won't be able to do it - because you won't be able to stay clean if he's nodding off around you all the time. :\

I really hope this doesn't end up being the case, I just wanted to point it out and give you some food for thought. The day may come when you need to choose between him or getting clean, and believe me I know it's not an easy choice because I have more or less been in that situation.


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edit - I just read an email from my future landlord, turns out he took care of the issue and I should be able to move in on the 15th after all! So assuming nothing else happens I'll only have the one week of couch surfing like originally planned, rather then the 3 weeks I thought I was facing for the last few days. :)
 
Here are some medications I would try before I threw in for the subs. Not bashing the subs but they can really keep you in acutes for a grip.

Hi NSA,

Can I ask you two questions:

1). What do you mean by the above statement?

and

2). Could you remind us what you quit cold turkey and at what doses?
(I could swear you said something like 150 mg Methadone, 300 mg OC and 8 mg Xanax, or something like that!)
 
Anything for you sir<3

I have seen so many people attempt the suboxone detox.. its results often seem to be a little hard to predict. cause some people seem to do well, but it kinda seems that the people who do well had really light habits of really short duration, not always but IMO the vast majority. The obvious problem is that it bupe has a long half life compared to many opiates. Also there is the fact that people need to wait until they are already in pretty strong withdrawal to take it. So I just have seen so many people be around 1/3 of the way through the real intense part of a withdrawal from H or morphine.. then they seek relief in the suboxone as a temporary helper.. for so many heavy long term addicts this seems to give them a brief respite for as many days as they take the subs, followed by 10 or twelve days of acute withdrawal or if you then add it up you have the first 24 hours before they doise the bupe, then how ever long they dose the bupe is good, followed by ten days of acute withdrawals. where had they just taken the neurontin, clonodine, etc and held on they would likely have been able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. or in other words had been feeling better on day three or four (of which they already had one down) then they had the previous days instead of feeling worse and worse for ten - 12 days after the subs were discontinued.

I want to say that I have also seen a few people who had large habits and had a pretty easy time coming of the subs.. but I always wonder if the magical difference here was not a lot of loperamide added into the equation. I of course belive everyone who posts here. I just cant figure out what the inconsistency is here.

one of the best examples I can give is a thread where a man posted about switching back to morphine in order to get off a two year pluss dependence on subs.. he did this and stayed on the morphine for a week and then three days later was off and feeling alright.. which i think we can say is pretty amazing considering the two years on subs and I dont think any tapper. this thread is in TDS I think and has a title like switching back to morphine to detox subs, bad idea? or something close to this.

Another good example of a person trying to use the subs to detox is thiam (huge success story by the way=D) in the 24 year old addict thread.. he paid a bunch of money for a "professional" detox.. they waited a bit and hit him with the suboxone, then waited a few days and sent him home right before the subs started to ware down putting him in acutes for almost two weeks. he was on over eight years of constant medication so this needs to be considered.. but I rememebr posting with him saying you should not leave for at least another day as the subs half life hadn't allowed the dose to get to a sufficient spot to tell where he was. I also told him almost the exact time he was likely to get hit. and unfortunately thats exactly what happened.

He ended up powering through the acutes and a really nasty case of the paws and is now doing amazing as far as I know.. thats a real good thread to check out.. think its the 24 year old addict looking for advice.

So If a person is looking to detox I would suggest they try a non opiate approach first for all short acting opiates as I feel that adding in bupe, methadone could just make it that much harder in the end.

You have a good memory Space:).. I jumped off 150 mgpd methadone, 260 mgpd roxy, and 6 mgpd xanax and that just what I was prescribed.

The experience of kicking a long half life drug like methadone makes me really apprehensive of people trying an approach where they can trade a "nice little" 3 hard 4 rough tummel for a 10-14 day epic battle without first trying another approach first is not the way I would go.

But it does get better pretty quick.. and I feel better all the time now then i ever did when I was getting "high" on that shit. You guys can do this.. just draw that line in the sand and say for the next 9 months im not going to use no matter what cause I know I will get better. The before you do it develope a strong recovery plan.. no joke if I can do this so can anyone!!

I'm hitting the sack good people, so to everyone who has made progress or kept the dream alive .. another 24 You all!!<3

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^^ I agree that it's difficult to understand why there is so much inconsistency with the duration and intensity of withdrawal for people. Of course there is dosage, but that cannot account for it all because I have seen people on lower doses report worse withdrawals than some people who were on higher doses for a longer period of time.

Personally, the last time i kicked heroin without going on bupe (about a year ago) I stayed off of everything except weed basically for a month. I was still having really intense hot/cold flashes, restless limbs, no appetite, sweating constantly, nausea that would come and go randomly, insane insomnia where I'd stay awake for days at a time... Literally a month. I know I've mentioned prolonged withdrawal symptoms lasting months in the past when talking about bupe but I've never really told you guys about acutes lasting an entire month for me coming off of heroin too because frankly I didn't think anyone would believe me... It's relevant to the topic at hand though since most people only have acute symptoms for a few days, hence major inconsistencies. I figure at this point people will be more inclined to trust me (why would I lie about this, anyway...?). I'd actually really like to know why I have withdrawal symptoms that last so much longer then what most people report, I don't even know how much longer they would last because I've never made it through them without relapsing or going on subs.
 
I think something that is surprisingly looked over when it comes to the inconsistency of WD durations among different people is that pain and discomfort are 100% subjective. Not only is everyone's body and drug habit and dose amounts and frequency taken different and all that which determine the level of WDs but then on top of that its so subjective that what you may think is hell another person may think is just moderate WDs. The mental aspect and subjectivity of it all is huge.
 
Yeeeahhh CH. Get it.

369 days. I feel good. I will admit, though, my crimson monthly friend will be arriving soon, and that without fail is the biggest trigger for me. The fact that this trigger is chronic and will be until I hit my 50s is an almost debilitating reality to consider. damn.
 
congrats CH thats so amazing keep it up!!!


Zwanya, try not to future trip on it too much. With enough time it may stop being so triggering, I doubt it will be just as bad every month forever.
 
^^THATS EASY FOR YOU TO SAY, YOU DO NOT HAVE A UTERUS. ;)

I'm totally joking, and I promise to never talk about my lady parts/lady pain again in a public forum.
 
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^^THATS EASY FOR YOU TO SAY, YOU DO NOT HAVE A UTERUS. ;)

I'm totally joking, and I promise to never talk about my lady parts/lady pain again in a public forum.

Mine is a huge trigger for me too. Are you on any hormonal contraceptives? I found that it helped make my cramps a bit more bearable- still not completely gone though obviously. My prescription needed to be renewed though because it's been a year since my last OBGYN appointment, so this past month was hell.
 
Being on birth control helped, but to tell you the truth, suboxone has made a huge difference in terms of pain during that time. This is what will soothe me the most:

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walking my favorite trail. :)
 
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