meant to be going to a house party tonight but have literally not a penny to my name so will have to beg drinks / drugs off everyone else.
I'm feeling unreasonably shite, run down and tired today. I think it might be mild nicotine, alcohol and etizolam withdrawals, mixed with too many sereotegenics recently, and having a little bit of an up and down time these past few weeks, with a few weird turn of events. Sleeping with my ex last week was not a good idea, first time I'd seen her in ages, brought back a weird emotional shitstorm, fucked with my head and has made me slip up with lovely new girl I've been seeing. Also haven't seen any friends for most of the week and haven't been into uni so haven't had a whole lot to occupy my time this past week. Eh, should be feeling fine soon though.
