Remember by what you're doing you're inspiring others. Rooting for you not again x
I'm just working my hardest for this. I really want it. I have it. It's in my grasp. It's mind set. I'm solid now.
^Hopefully what Ziggy said was right, maybe you got on and off quick enough....For short detoxes, its a completely different story...methadone actually works well for that too....
I think what happens is: people wanna go fast and get off, but as soon as they start getting sick they drag their feet...that's what I do!
You got this beat man! It wont be perfect, but put your head down and knock off the days! Like Rocky training for a fight!
Thanks Blues,
I know there may be a bad day or a couple. However, couple days ago I was hurting bad but,, I already forgot about it. So even if it hurts you have to stay with it. The hurt passes. Might come back but not for long.
Admittedly I don't know much about Addys...and C's warnings seemed logical, but I'm not convinced that the Addys aren't helping you. I had to cut out coffee in acute WD. I threw me into worse anxiety....but it seems to be working for you. Some of the worst physical sub WDs are the leadsuit feeling and extreme weakness, and maybe the Addys will help with that...here's hoping!
Hey...I want to talk to you about your titanium can crushers.
I need to replace some molars too...I'll write you PM tomorrow...
Ok...onward and upward!
I know they are helping. I have the experience with amps to know how to do it right. That's key to anything. Knowing how to do something.
C's advice had to be said. It's actually great advice. If you have no experience with amphetamines you absolutely have no business getting them.
He was right on the money. Addys are helpful to 5% and hurtful to 95% of people in detox from opiates. This is the one weird time where I got lucky on something.
6pm and I didn't take anymore sub. That completes this day with only .35
I thought about maybe more. Because I'm hungry but nauseous.Hot but cold. Dislocated from myself a bit. Really out of sorts.
BUT!!! it's bearable and not THAT bad. It's not normal, but to get normal I have to do this for a short amount of time.I'm muscling through it.
I just put some serious work in to get me off these opiates. Almost every day going to the rehab. A good 40mins each way. staying strong as I can through the taper.
I will say this again. The hardest part was the drop from 2-1mg. After a couple weird and difficult days ( I slipped and took another .25 one of those days)I feel mush better.
I assume when I jump I will fell something like that. I have 10 days to Christmas. I will be in good shape for my daughter then. I have a lot of things to assemble. lolo
This is her first Christmas that she is very aware of. So we went way way overboard. She is certainly going to be spoiled after this.
I will keep updating. tomorrow .125. Following recommendations. Then I jump. I will jump and have a very soft landing, I won't even remember the subs.
100% of this is Mental. If it's set in your head anyone can do it. It's set in stone. I feel goosbumps writing this.
P.S the can crushers are awesome. Butttt.... They will give you opiate pain meds for the pain.
Which is funny because back then I took the meds and it didn't turn into a problem. I don't know what changed.