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ah I'm drunk tonight.

in all seriousness though why the fuck do I always end up on my own. I have a nice friendship group and nice girlfriend then everyone fucks off at once and I'm stuck spending my Friday night eating etiz and drinking by myself.
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welcome to the party (just dont tell acieed), anyway wheres everyone off too? As in you didnt get invited, or just ended up staying in out your own accord.
 
It's not just you hexagram. My friends, and family, are all a bit too far away. Tebbit's "get on yer bike" is partly to blame, and each time you move it's always a bit harder to move again, including moving back.

Or is that not what you meant :D
 
before and during the summer, everything was fine. Had a solid group of best mates who I hung out with a few times a week, a lovley girlfriend who I always had a right laugh with.

Then, about October time, a month or so after uni began again, everything started to fall apart at once. One of my best mates got arsey with the other, stopped going on nights out and just stayed in with his girlfriend all the time. My other best mate started to hang around with his new house mates more, and stopped inviting me round as much, sometimes making up bullshit excuses, and also got whipped by his controlling girlfriend. Everyone else picked sides and I sort of ended up getting fucked over by both. And then my girlfriend left me last month and isn't talking to me at all.

They say that bad things happen in three's, and in this case my whole life seems to have fallen apart over the course of a few months. struggling to catch up with uni work too.

I'll give it a chance. Atm I'm looking forward to January the 10th, when I think enough time will have passed to at least try and re-establish a friendship with my ex. But I'm not feeling it. I'm going to give myself til summer, and if things haven't improved then I'm done. Goodnight Vienna. I felt a lot better having spoken to a counselor today, but it's not enough.

This probably sounds really pathetic on paper, and I know other people go through far worse than this. But I can't stand how it's all happened at once, and how I went from having a pretty decent life to just sitting around in my room alone all the time.

Everythings so fucking fragile man, people underestimate how quickly everything can just go to shit.
 
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in axsome ways I fucking hate being a middle class kid. I used to hang around with a 'poor' family on a council esaate, but you know what? They ALWAYS had people around. All the time. They knew and were friends with everyone around them, they always had someone to talk to or hang aound with. But in the suburbs, everyone keeps to themselves, to their own fucking sociacal circles, no one has time to make new friends.

my friend might have been porr, but he never spent days and nights in sitting there by himself, wondering how it all went wrong.

and to people who think i'm pathetic. I think what you have to remember is that i'm much younger than most people on here. I'm only 22, from a middle class background, and life and struggle and pain and loneliness is still something that is reasonably new to me and probably seems worse in relation. I think I'm actually the youngest reguarlish poster on EADD, except for maybe Pagey? I'm not sure.
 
sorry i'm probably in the total wrong mood for this thready> point me int the direction of the depressed/ benzo's/ drunk thread please.
 
hexagram said:
sorry i'm probably in the total wrong mood for this thready> point me int the direction of the depressed/ benzo's/ drunk thread please.
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to people who think i'm pathetic. I think what you have to remember is that i'm much younger than most people on here. I'm only 22, from a middle class background,
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Mendo_K, Albion and Uncle Robert are about your age.

You're not the only one from a middle class background either, Albion is a Baron or something ;) my dad was a headteacher.

I don't think you're pathetic.
 
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hexagram said:
in axsome ways I fucking hate being a middle class kid. I used to hang around with a 'poor' family on a council esaate, but you know what? They ALWAYS had people around. All the time. They knew and were friends with everyone around them, they always had someone to talk to or hang aound with. But in the suburbs, everyone keeps to themselves, to their own fucking sociacal circles, no one has time to make new friends.

my friend might have been porr, but he never spent days and nights in sitting there by himself, wondering how it all went wrong.

and to people who think i'm pathetic. I think what you have to remember is that i'm much younger than most people on here. I'm only 22, from a middle class background, and life and struggle and pain and loneliness is still something that is reasonably new to me and probably seems worse in relation. I think I'm actually the youngest reguarlish poster on EADD, except for maybe Pagey? I'm not sure.
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I'm only 16 matey, a wee baby compared to most of yous. and im 100% with you bout the middle class, i used to sometimes knock about with the grammar school lot, mainly cause the women were easy and some of them were alrightr, and i swear to god they were fucking horrible to each other, always picking on each other and in a really fucking cruel way too. Round my way we always looked out for each other, but there seemed to be no real loyalty between rich-boy 'friends' t all

Also i lways get onfused about this, public school = posh buy school where you have to pay aye?

And so is prive school a school for commoners? (thats what they used to call us lol)
 
I thought you were in your mid 20s Kronos. But then some of the staff thought I was a young black girl until I posted in the staff nudie thread yesterday =D
 
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The staff nudie thread? I may have to apply for the next recruitment. Nah i lie reguarly about my age, honest as fuck otherwise just age amuses me cause people treat you differently! I'm actually fucking old, hence the reckless drug abuse :(

Lying keeps me young :)
 
thats what caught me out and i was thinking we had said about how old we are once before but the drug thing round york is common i know loads of hardcore drug addicts that started my self included before 16 on the same drugs as now
 
hexagram said:
in axsome ways I fucking hate being a middle class kid. I used to hang around with a 'poor' family on a council esaate, but you know what? They ALWAYS had people around. All the time. They knew and were friends with everyone around them, they always had someone to talk to or hang aound with. But in the suburbs, everyone keeps to themselves, to their own fucking sociacal circles, no one has time to make new friends.

my friend might have been porr, but he never spent days and nights in sitting there by himself, wondering how it all went wrong.

and to people who think i'm pathetic. I think what you have to remember is that i'm much younger than most people on here. I'm only 22, from a middle class background, and life and struggle and pain and loneliness is still something that is reasonably new to me and probably seems worse in relation. I think I'm actually the youngest reguarlish poster on EADD, except for maybe Pagey? I'm not sure.
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This is how Tim Burton's life began, in the suburbs. He hated it too. But hes now a half-decent director shagging Helena Bonham Carter.
 
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