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Gibberings CL: Reaching for Dangerous Levels of Sobriety

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Always feel it, doesn't go away
this is why i think shrooms are so awesome. I think it achieves the same thing and more, but without the disassociation. and the body buzz is out of this world at the same time.

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and it's waaaay to early to be up. bleugh to early morning appointments out of town.

bath time
 
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hallooo Allein!

hi marmz s'all cushty how are u ?

Had a reply all typed out for you on my phone while in the bath and then my phone wouldnt let the reply send.

It was only boring shit really. Will update when I'm back from appointments laters

Gotta run <3
 
Working from home. <3

Tell him to get on with my name change first :p
Why less colourful?

Bit random but life is so weird aint it. ages ago i came to realize everything is connected as one, seeing the big picture, money is delusional bullshit, society is ironic and getting detached from nature. the key to life is inner peace, happy-ness and love dont ya reckon. enlightenment, realization
Yup, there's too much bullshit in modern society. I have inner peace within my sights now, which generally involves a drastic switching of jobs.
 
Does that mean we'll be able to make guilt free threads about events in this forum then? :)

Fraid not, here's the statement they're putting out:

after discussing it over with the rest of staff, we have decided to close the event forums. there is only a limited handful of promoters posting new threads and the threads generate very little discussion. promotional threads such as those that were allowed will no longer be welcome on BL. any future promotional threads will be seen as spam and promptly deleted as well as the posting account being banned.
 
To be honest I already feel at a loose end.

I might hit the drink quite hard.
 
I've only just stopped crying. I might have to start merging posts just to keep myself busy now :sus:
 
Fraid not, here's the statement they're putting out:

What if you're not a promoter and are just posting a "who is going to..." or "what is xxx event like" thread? A bit like the festivals and whp threads.
 
i'm being haunted by lionel richie and bruno mars '

Never a boring day for you NE,always something out of the ordinary happening. Hope they are good company.
Diazepam really seems to stay in my system far too long. I only took 15mg on Monday evening and every morning since I have really struggled to wake up each morning. I will wake up at 8am but it's not until around 10am that the fog clears and my mind starts to feel properly awake.
 
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I'm not. I hate you.
Ouch. Though you're at work and still posting on here, so it can't be all bad.

What if you're not a promoter and are just posting a "who is going to..." or "what is xxx event like" thread? A bit like the festivals and whp threads.
Aye.. although I tend to avoid doing that as it draws attention to events as being appealing to naughty druggy types.
 
Welcome back Shambles :)

You better stick round here or I am coming to force you onto BL, one of the most articulate & smart people on here imo
*Can picture Knock crying into his Coffee*
 
Don't overdo it Dan!

I come online to find this:



I'm speechless.

Really ! ? I dont understand why, as a music lover its undeniably a brilliant tune, so what if your nan likes it too. I first heard the song at some raging success of a new years eve party, the atmosphere was fuckin brilliant, and everyone went nuts in that kind of drunken swinging hands circle thing people do when this was played. I was about 5 or 6, and i said "thats a very good song" after it was played. I can understand its just not your thing. Dont worry, i wont be posting Val Doonican or simillar but this is a special song. Country and western, if thats what it is, is not for everyone, i understand that.

On another subject some shares i had that were worthless last time i looked i now worth more than £900. They are currently at the highest price theyve been for 2 years. I know my main motivation to get off bupe was financial. This has me in such a quandry, the money would be great, id definately spend some of it on drugs, though at this stage hopefully not opiates. Im not out of the woods yet.

Im not sure if im going to be able to "chip" or if I'll just have to say goodbye to them for ever. That particular avenue of pleasure and pain may need to be cut for good. Its a bleedin nightmare when you cant be sure of success. Im gonna have money to spend at some point in the future, im just not sure if suddenly having an extra £900 right as im about to finally get off bupe is a good idea. I have been quite determined throughout this taper, partly for financial reasons, partly wishing to be free of opiate addiction. If i had all the money in the world, would i get back onto opiates ? Probably. Would i be able to control and limit their use having experienced how hard it is to get off them ? I really dont know. Its making me frown a lot.
 
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Welcome back Shambles :)

You better stick round here or I am coming to force you onto BL, one of the most articulate & smart people on here imo
*Can picture Knock crying into his Coffee*

I think Knock would take it like a man.
 
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