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EADD Benzo Discussion v.5

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mydrugbuddy said:
have you not tried phenazepam ? Has anyone else tried phenazepam or were you all sensibly scared off by the reports ? I loved the stuff, but as the regulars will know it didnt half fuck me up when i went on a 2 month binge on it. It is godlike, if only id been able to control my usage of it, to once a week or something.
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I brought a G of it once, to be fair I was in quite a bad way at the time.

I can't really say much about it other than I lost a week completely and within another 2 I was locked up in a secure facility.

It's no secret that I have abused Diaz to some extent in the past but that stuff is mere candy compared to Phenaz, the half life is just way to long and its ability to cause benzo black out is down right dangerous.

I can't see any good coming from messing with the stuff, leave it to the Russians :D
 
Phenazepam fucked me up for a good whhile turned me into a completely different person I was in auto-pilot for months, doing reckless things, basically fucked my life, and I didn't even know I was taking it !

I got 2000 Black market Vals , don't know if any of you seen them they came in the foil sealed pouches with the Diamonds on them, STADA was the stamp, they had plenty of valium in them (taste test), but what nobody knew was that they also contained Phenazepam that had a half life of fucking days ,

So I would be taking a dose every single morning , maybe 5 - 10 tablets or whatever, and kept doing that everyday not knowing that shit must of been building up in my system, now it makes sense as to why I only had to take them in the morning and they lasted all day ,

After numerous jail cells , fights, suicide attempts bla bla bla , I tried to cold turkey em and rushed to hosp 4 days later lucky to be alive , took a W/D MASSIVE seizure.

Now that I'm straight and in control of exactly what I'm taking I think back on it and it all makes sense, they landed 14 people in my local hospital through accidental OD's and seizures, there was also a good few deaths, people taking big amounts thinking they're just 10mg vals and they didn't wake up, my mate was 1 of those people.

That's my Phenazepam Story !
 
Now people are reporting Flubromazepam effects still there 24 hours later ?? If it's another case of a massive half-life that's ok, If I knew I was taking Phenaz I would of been ok as well because I would of knew when to dose and how much, but what I'd like to know is what is a sensible dose of Flubromazepam as I'm getting some powder?
 
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Sounds horrific but familiar, I only really remember taking the first 2 doses out of the bag which a weighed carefully. From there on in I have no idea what happened, fortunately I was house bound for the most part but somehow I got through the rest of the G.

Buying Diaz by the 1000nd was incredibly cheap but led to horrendous abuse, for the most part I got reasonable quality whilst the whole PK thing lasted but there was significant stress in ensuring I had enough, the consequences of having a seizure at work don't bear thinking about.

I was in the middle of my last taper when I had a motorbike accident and had to spend a couple of week in hospital, from the outset I told the doctors exactly what I was taking and they were extremely accommodating, Mrs A brought my supply in and the ward staff even reminded me to take them.

I think the realisation of just what a precarious position you can get into with Benzos has really helped me in not relapsing since.
 
knock said:
Not any more it's not.
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You must be omni present knock a real Omega Amigo;)

I thought for a mo that I'd posted something saucy, feck knows why anyone would ...there's a time and many places for such things and it aint in these parts:D
 
Apologies, didn't realise it was a source shop, I just seen the image on google :(

Deleted the whole post tho, was that necessary :\
Was wondering has anyone tried the nitrosun nitrazapam brand... That was all...


Allein said:
feck knows why anyone would ...there's a time and many places for such things and it aint in these parts:D
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I thought it was just an image from google but was linked to some shop, I didn't mean it as a deliberate post
 
Well, see, it's taken you all of a minute to put back up the non-sourcy thing. So I'm shedding no tears :D You cost me a minute, I cost you a minute.
 
Ahh mystery solved, since I've never tried Nitraz I didn't hit the Link but clearly....'they' are watching :sus:

Thanks for the all the shizzle ciphered into your last 2 posts, the source link was a stroke of genius as a distraction, I've been seeking a reliable source of jenkum for some time ;):sus:
 
I'm not after an apology (although I'll accept it, just to be sweet), all I'm saying is if you post a source link don't complain if the post gets unapproved. :)

And yeah, mistakes happen, you're not a marked man :D

S'cool
 
Keep taking things online the wrong way, was also wondering, When I ate blues for a while months ago, I noticed I was becoming quite edgy and kinda bi-polar, I came off and it decreased but every time I have benzos now I notice at some point I will react to something in a way I normally wouldn't, then yesterday I had a 10mg Diaz and tonight I've had the same bi polar type effects (exhibit A: my last post) I was told this can become permanent by a doctor, anyone else had this problem?

Need to stop going on here after benzos just
 
matt<3ketamine said:
Keep taking things online the wrong way, was also wondering, When I ate blues for a while months ago, I noticed I was becoming quite edgy and kinda bi-polar, I came off and it decreased but every time I have benzos now I notice at some point I will react to something in a way I normally wouldn't, then yesterday I had a 10mg Diaz and tonight I've had the same bi polar type effects (exhibit A: my last post) I was told this can become permanent by a doctor, anyone else had this problem?

Need to stop going on here after benzos just
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What do you mean by bi polar type effects ? and doctors talk shite with there 'mights' and 'potentialy' but I've never heard of Benzos causing bi polar

I'm certainly a little wonky in the mental health department but I really don't think by past Benzo abuse has left any discernible damage, my memory is as stupidly weird as ever ( I forget the most basic of things but easily recall 16 digit complex passwords ) and my job requires a significant amount of technical understanding and the ability to pick up new technology and be able to develop around it at a rapid rate. It might be some damage has been sustained but it can't be significant.

I was already suffering from anxiety and depression before I ever took benzos, they didn't help those things in anything but the very short term but I don't think that they made them worse for anything but the periods of serious abuse and withdrawal.

For me the jury is out on MDMA, I used it heavily for more than 8 years, probably averaging 3 times a month over that period. Counselling has helped me understand that I've suffered all my life from depression and associated issues MDMA was a solution, I truly experienced happiness and kit had a profound effect on my life. the biggest problem to come from using has been coming to terms with a life without those experiences, for a long time nothing compared, I'm not sure it does now but I've come to accept it in a more constructive manner.
 
Allein said:
What do you mean by bi polar type effects ? and doctors talk shite with there 'mights' and 'potentialy' but I've never heard of Benzos causing bi polar

I'm certainly a little wonky in the mental health department but I really don't think by past Benzo abuse has left any discernible damage, my memory is as stupidly weird as ever ( I forget the most basic of things but easily recall 16 digit complex passwords ) and my job requires a significant amount of technical understanding and the ability to pick up new technology and be able to develop around it at a rapid rate. It might be some damage has been sustained but it can't be significant.
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OK then =D

I have had a bad reaction to just one temazepam pill, 20mg, it sent me into a weird rebound-state with lots of anxiety (palpitations, high BP, odd aggression and irritability). I had a large benzo habit previously but had thought that I'd kicked it... that single 20mg rekindled it though.
 
Allein said:
my job requires a significant amount of technical understanding and the ability to pick up new technology and be able to develop around it at a rapid rate. It might be some damage has been sustained but it can't be significant.
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But congrats on managing to do a job that "requires a significant amount of technical understanding and the ability to pick up new technology and be able to develop around it at a rapid rate", that sounds like quite the handful! Well done!
 
I been off benzo's for 18 months now and its only after i came off of them and got through the withdrawals that i noticed how much damage was done to my life, my personality and my brain function.

while you are on them its easy not to notice as that is the nature of the beast, a cotton wool wrapped existence.
 
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