Lightning-Nl
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So I just got a prescription for generic Ambien and so far I have to say.......I'm really impressed with Zolpidem. I've been on Ativan for a short time now and it's definitely been helpful - but this Ambien I got seems to be doing a far better job at managing anxiety then any drug I have used in the past. Let me elaborate...
I have really severe anxiety that is triggered by nightfall. I always feel extremely paranoid every night. I feel like I'm being watched, that someone's in my house and this is almost always accompanied with auditory hallucinations (thinking I can hear people in my house), thinking I can see people out of the corner of my eye, and other extremely stressful delusions at night.
Ativan was extremely helpful in stopping the majority of my anxiety accompanied by nighttime, however, I would still have the auditory and visual hallucinations as well as still be a little paranoid. Zolpidem on the other hand, took literally all this away. It worked so well in fact that I decided to do a little experiment last night.
Usually when I think about people watching me, people being in my house, etc. it just makes my nights ten times worse because then my mind makes everything I'm thinking into reality but last night I decided to this with the Ambien. I have done this before while I was on the Ativan and even though I had Lorazepam in my system - intentionally trying to trigger anxiety....worked and even though I was on Ativan, I still didn't feel all that great.
However, I tried the exact same thing while I was on the ambien last night and I literally had no anxiety at all like I usually do at night and the funny thing is - I was TRYING to give myself anxiety, but I was unable to do it. Literally for the first time in my life (I have had this anxiety ever since I was a small child) I was able to go about my nightly routine and have no anxiety about it at all. I was trying as hard as I could to freak myself out (I'm usually really good at doing this) and the Ambien just made me think "Fuck it, I don't really give a shit."
I was under the impression that in terms of powerfulness Z-Drugs came before Benzodiazepines. But the Ambien I was given seems to be ALOT more powerful than the lorazepam ever was.
Has anyone else gotten this kind of reaction out of Zolpidem?
I have really severe anxiety that is triggered by nightfall. I always feel extremely paranoid every night. I feel like I'm being watched, that someone's in my house and this is almost always accompanied with auditory hallucinations (thinking I can hear people in my house), thinking I can see people out of the corner of my eye, and other extremely stressful delusions at night.
Ativan was extremely helpful in stopping the majority of my anxiety accompanied by nighttime, however, I would still have the auditory and visual hallucinations as well as still be a little paranoid. Zolpidem on the other hand, took literally all this away. It worked so well in fact that I decided to do a little experiment last night.
Usually when I think about people watching me, people being in my house, etc. it just makes my nights ten times worse because then my mind makes everything I'm thinking into reality but last night I decided to this with the Ambien. I have done this before while I was on the Ativan and even though I had Lorazepam in my system - intentionally trying to trigger anxiety....worked and even though I was on Ativan, I still didn't feel all that great.
However, I tried the exact same thing while I was on the ambien last night and I literally had no anxiety at all like I usually do at night and the funny thing is - I was TRYING to give myself anxiety, but I was unable to do it. Literally for the first time in my life (I have had this anxiety ever since I was a small child) I was able to go about my nightly routine and have no anxiety about it at all. I was trying as hard as I could to freak myself out (I'm usually really good at doing this) and the Ambien just made me think "Fuck it, I don't really give a shit."
I was under the impression that in terms of powerfulness Z-Drugs came before Benzodiazepines. But the Ambien I was given seems to be ALOT more powerful than the lorazepam ever was.
Has anyone else gotten this kind of reaction out of Zolpidem?