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Bonjour from France
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Oops!!! That's some back luck (and not a whole lot of good vibes for the people of Kenya either)...

I'm chilling in an old rustic milk factory that is transformed into super awesome guest quarters, owned by Dutch people we know here. It's a very laid-back day which is why I'm helping out here. But in a minute I will try my hand at piano tuning :) I got some equipment for my birthday and hopefully absolute pitch will help me out.
Well fortunately with the piano's I can fix here it would be hard to make it much worse. =D
 
In my area, we used to have a music festival based around a very mediocre GD tribute band. Some shows boasted 5000+ attendees. Only reason half of them came was that the music was just a way to sell drugs, namely psychs. No cops, 500 acres private campground, dealers walked around with backpacks, literally screaming out things like, "Nugget, Shrooms, Doses", and all deals were made in the open, wherever you happen to run into them at. Security would often come by and say shit like, "Hey if you're gonna roll, everyone's loving those Purple Pac-Mans" or "Save your cash, really good orange windowpane will be here later tonight, cheap bulk prices". Band owned the land and was actively involved in the dealing. No suprise that they were raided by the FED DEA, State Patrol, IRS, and DHS few years ago...We all seen it coming a mile away. Anyway, I'd have what I called a "Schwag" everytime I went, which usually involved a half strip of LSD, 1/4 of shrooms, 3-5 rolls, gram or 2 of coke, 1/8 of nug, and a gram of opium. Usually ran me about *price*. Hardly ever stayed whole 3 days, blew all my money as soon as I got in the gate and happened on someone. I remember one time while being on a "Schwag", my cid and mushies were peaking; I'd just spent about an hour trying to determined if myself and everything I touch was wet (only to learn the liquid nature of the universe), and was in the porta-potty a good 15 minutes, spider dangling from a string in front of me, us being telepathically connected, me understanding the hardships of being a spider, and the spider (with my permission) possessing me for a short period of time to see what humanity was all about...anyway, I'm making my way back to the tent, and bought how ever much "DMT" random dude was offing for a *price* (maybe none, pinkish-purple shard in baggie though) and 3 caps of "mescaline", claimed to be a SP extraction. Walked around and found some stranger who looked as they could use the "mescaline" more than me and gave 2 caps away (a fuckin *price* random act of kindness), then rolled around in tent as I ate more rolls and it felt nice, causing the "DMT" shards to rip thru the baggie. The other cap of whatever, I guess I decided to dissolve in water, took a couple sips when I could remember it (forgetting I put shit in it), then dumped the mostly full bottle a few hrs later when it got hot, to fill it up with dirty, lukewarm creek water. *price* wasted cuz was too high to get high, typically Schwagstock story.

Since Schwag got busted, street psychs of worthwhile ID/purity have been scarce, prompting me to look to RCs. I had an amazing 3-MeO-PCP/6-APDB IVd experience. 5-MeO-MIPT/DIPT/DMT were nice together. I once had a dream, I was doing something I called 3M. In a spoon, I put Methylone, Metocin, and MXE, and as I was pushing the plunger, my disembodied voice screamed at myself, "NOOO!!!", which woke me up. I've tried this combo in waking hrs, but could only get maybe 5-15mg MXE in solution.

In a week or so, I'm prolly gonna try a AL-LAD, Metocin, MXE, and 5-MAPB combo. Metocin and MXE are nice together, and if AL-LAD and 5-MAPB live up to a mere 10% of their hype, I'm sure it will be a fave.
 
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Tonight properly wont go down historically, thankfully. I met a couple friends throughout this trip. We want fishing out back a few hours ago, and we talked for ages. It's pretty funny how some drugs will do that to you.I helped them drive down south and fix 3dsomething, I'm believing that I was sitting. in my chair by myself.At my home, i never talked to anyone.......drugshimselves (till the announced themselves) Our ladies in white. They are beautiful, with the face's of snow and voices of angels.

They are some weird and zanny plants and powder, for me and just about everyone, what does it mean...
 
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Reverend Random said:
Sounds like datura to me. ;)
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Oh my goodness... I plugged 30mgs of Zolpidem the other night, curiosity's sake.

made a whole bunch of random phone calls that i had to explain the next day, and ate a bunch of phenibut and kava which ended up leaving me in bed and incapacitated yesterday. i remember the beginning of it being somewhat interesting then it just got crazy and unmanageable. i wanted to see what the onset of it would feel like, it was fast as hell, and powerful like expected. probably not something i would attempt again.
 
I have a question for you guys.

What do you think of the idea of a mandatory morning Pledge of Allegiance to the flag of the United States of America for schoolchildren? Is it good, bad, or inconsequential, and why?
 
That it is mandatory doesn't make it any less of an idea, it's rather an actualised idea.

Not sure if I am allowed to voice my opinion as a Dutchman, but if I can put it more generally: I think people should take it easy with patriottism, it is fine if you feel proud of your country because things make you feel that way but is it good to be told to feel that pride? I know that singing the national anthem is not the same as directly telling someone that but it seems like it is in the same spirit.
I think it is good that children learn the words and melody of their national anthem as a part of cultural heritage, when to sing it should IMO be less organised and more something that you do when things happen that makes you all want to do it.
Patriottism is a tricky thing. Unconditional love can be beautiful because it can connect people on an incredibly deep level so that they are bound to have each other, only to lose them when intense shit hits the fan. That is profound and indispensibly functional for family.
But a country IMO only deserves a small token of unconditional love to at least form a community by default, if nothing else. If you take it too far, people start becoming prone to support and justify even questionable behavior. That amount of unity can make itself impervious to injust policy, because unconditionality is blinding. Loyalty to a parent can be great, it helps to avoid conflict because interests are streamlined and synced. But when a parent becomes harmful, this loyalty can stand in the way of resolution. So the loyalty is only a good thing when it comes to minor and inconsequential things. Integrity should be celebrated and corruption should be subject to scrupules. Now that I've pointed out that connection, I leave it to see if you think where it applies.
 
Yeah they do, it takes a while for the 'pleasure centers' in your brain to adapt to other sorts of stimulation than what you got used to. At first it seems like sober life is dull and it hardly seems believable that things can make it worthwhile... but if you suck it up and work through that and especially if you learn to find new, healthy and sustainable ways to excite yourself, you can shift this needy feeling.

Not sure if I have to point out how vital it is to go through this sooner or later because otherwise you just get stuck again, trying to satiate yourself with a temporarily solution that doesn't really solve anything but instead does make the problem worse.

A lot of people do best when they make things black and white for themselves for a good while, if only to avoid tiresome confusion about what is acceptable and what not, it helps to flip over entirely to the other side (becoming some sort of healthfreak more or less) so that you get a good enough grip on that new frame of reference. Before that, IMO trying to use anything is impossible to integrate.

Anyway don't listen to me, I'm just a bit amped. : P =) But yeah I meant it: I believe I am working on enough healthy things now to keep the emphasis on that, which prevents me from slipping. I went through a lot of denying myself pleasures for quite some time. I think that's a way to recover from addiction (another way besides total abstince): to feel that craving and instead of denying it acknowledging it is there and to deny yourself responding to it with use. I try to keep myself conscious and aware of these things. When I do use I try to do it when there isn't really craving going on, hopefully I can condition myself a bit to associate my use with other reasons. During and especially after use I try to return to the conscious awareness of my motivations asap. When in doubt I don't / shouldn't use, to be sure.

I realise this is a slippery slope, hopefully I am not deluding myself (too much), but in any case I have been able to "keep up the good work" and to moderate my use satisfactorily for a while now.
 
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Yeah they do, it takes a while for the 'pleasure centers' in your brain to adapt to other sorts of stimulation than what you got used to. At first it seems like sober life is dull and it hardly seems believable that things can make it worthwhile... but if you suck it up and work through that and especially if you learn to find new, healthy and sustainable ways to excite yourself, you can shift this needy feeling.

Not sure if I have to point out how vital it is to go through this sooner or later because otherwise you just get stuck again, trying to satiate yourself with a temporarily solution that doesn't really solve anything but instead does make the problem worse.

A lot of people do best when they make things black and white for themselves for a good while, if only to avoid tiresome confusion about what is acceptable and what not, it helps to flip over entirely to the other side (becoming some sort of healthfreak more or less) so that you get a good enough grip on that new frame of reference. Before that, IMO trying to use anything is impossible to integrate.

Anyway don't listen to me, I'm just a bit amped. : P =) But yeah I meant it: I believe I am working on enough healthy things now to keep the emphasis on that, which prevents me from slipping. I went through a lot of denying myself pleasures for quite some time. I think that's a way to recover from addiction (another way besides total abstince): to feel that craving and instead of denying it acknowledging it is there and to deny yourself responding to it with use. I try to keep myself conscious and aware of these things. When I do use I try to do it when there isn't really craving going on, hopefully I can condition myself a bit to associate my use with other reasons. During and especially after use I try to return to the conscious awareness of my motivations asap. When in doubt I don't / shouldn't use, to be sure.

I realise this is a slippery slope, hopefully I am not deluding myself (too much), but in any case I have been able to "keep up the good work" and to moderate my use satisfactorily for a while now.
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Had I operated under similar conditions, I'd likely not require complete abstinence from stims and psychs (- mj). You are in control. Don't lose it.
 
quitting amphetamine was actually semi easy compared to quitting herons.
Life just seems boring without heroin and i just feel bored and depressed without it
and antisocial, i find myself pulling in and not calling friends/significant others whereas on heroin i'd always call and be talkin while noddin
wat did i get myself into

dogs
its good i'm not 21
otherwise it would be hard to not go get a 40oz
 
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