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What's the worst thing you've done to get drug money?

Sold very over priced dope to kids too afraid to go cop in the ghetto themselves.

Used money my dad gave me to pay for therapy sessions twice a week to buy heroin and crack.

Used the credit card my dad gave me for emergencies to buy cartons of cigarettes, which I then sold to get money for heroin and crack.

Allowed my girlfriend, who I love and care about very much, to sleep with people for drugs, putting her into dangerous situations where she was taken advantage of. I was drunk when I said I was OK with her doing it, but thats no excuse. I feel like I completely failed to protect and take care of her, and regret this more than anything else in my life. This only happened on one occasion but it was one of the worst nights of my life and would do anything to go back in time and stop it from happening.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
Keeps me up sometimes.
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You're not alone in that. This thread's actually made me feel better, cause it's let me know that many others have sunk as low as I have. Or have witnessed similar stuff to what I have.
Redemption and all that, I don't get too much into. Cause I don't know if it's possible. But it is nice to know I'm not alone.
 
95Land said:
You're not alone in that. This thread's actually made me feel better, cause it's let me know that many others have sunk as low as I have. Or have witnessed similar stuff to what I have.
Redemption and all that, I don't get too much into. Cause I don't know if it's possible. But it is nice to know I'm not alone.
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Yeah, not sure if redemption is in the cards for me but, here's hoping. Ha.
 
^. What you do for others every day, even if its just here on this site, is working towards leveling the Karmic playing field. Most people have done terrible things at some point, but don't let your darkest hour write a blank check on your soul. (Not my line, but it fits). No one is totally lost or unforgivable. There's hope for us all...
 
Internet Marketing... (not of drugs.. just boring IM, more of a burden to society tho)
 
I've asked people for change on the street like any other homeless person...

or well, my girlfriend asked people for change for both of us, no one would give me fuck all but when she asked we always got money...

edit: oh yea I stole 100$ from my mom once to get heroin, which I admitted and paid back a few months later

I haven't really done much stupid shit to get drugs now that I think about it...

If you can't take the pain, don't play the game. When low on cash, taper with your stash. <-- rules I live by.
 
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Borrow money from my mom sayin it was for sum thing ells.

A mothers love/helpin hand should never go to sum thing like that. Especially not when she was/still is trying to help me getting out of my abusing drug use.

Never again, love u mom <3
 
Yeah and anyone reading this, don't fuck with your moms money. Your mom is usually the last person that will stick by you to the end. Don't steal from her. The poster above me was brave for admitting that, because to me, the first time u steal from your mom for drugs; you're a complete scumbag to me, until you get ur shit together.

WDing for a few extra hours always feels better than stealing from your mom (if you still have a soul or any goodness left in you) in the long run.
 
NerdOnDrugs said:
Internet Marketing... (not of drugs.. just boring IM, more of a burden to society tho)
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Hey man, people need things on the internet. Internet Marketers, not shady ones but legitimate ones are part of a healthy internet.

I'm not talking about any black hat, spam or selling bullshit such as lose 100 pounds in 10 days, get buff in 5 easy steps or use this secret my great grandmother's uncles step-sons cousin learned to make your teeth white even after you paint them orange bullshit, not all internet marketing is a burden to society. Just like not all agents for anything are cunts.
 
I've stolen a family heirloom from my little brother to buy OC. I also conned him out of $400 for the same purpose. I did pay him back with interest for both indiscretions, but I can't ever pay back the sentimental value or his trust, and for that I am truly ashamed.
 
Not entirely bad, but..
Was riding in the back seat with a chick and she had 10 dollars out just sitting on her lap.
Well, she was nodding out & shit, and as soon as her hand lifted off the $10 note, it fell on the floor of the vehicle.
So I reached down and griped that shit up quick.
 
twotoomany said:
^. What you do for others every day, even if its just here on this site, is working towards leveling the Karmic playing field. Most people have done terrible things at some point, but don't let your darkest hour write a blank check on your soul. (Not my line, but it fits). No one is totally lost or unforgivable. There's hope for us all...
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Thanks man I appreciate that.
 
I've not said anything while I watched this kid get ripped off for some acid so my buddy could get us coke.

There was a big bookstore closing in my town, so I convinced my friend we should go in, steal the audiobooks, drive across the street & sell them to the used bookstore.

I don't think I've done anything worse.

Pawning my cello is what I regret most, though.
 
twotoomany said:
^. What you do for others every day, even if its just here on this site, is working towards leveling the Karmic playing field. Most people have done terrible things at some point, but don't let your darkest hour write a blank check on your soul. (Not my line, but it fits). No one is totally lost or unforgivable. There's hope for us all...
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+1 ..don't believe in Karma, but it's all semantics anyway.. the same thing.
 
NerdOnDrugs said:
....because to me, the first time u steal from your mom for drugs; you're a complete scumbag to me, until you get ur shit together.
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8)

Anyway... we've done a lot of different things, pawned items, sold items, but we've never performed sexual favors for money, never straight-up panhandled (although we have asked to borrow money from friends), never really stole from our mothers although my mother, being who she is and despite her doing that miraculous thing for me, that unbelievable thing women have been doing forever, I'm not sure I would feel all that bad, stealing money from her. (And hey, there's a bit of the good old fashioned childhood resentment for ya lol)
 
I've never stolen from my parents, per say. I've given them semi-legitimate reasons I need money. For example, they pay for my doc's so I tell them I need money for an appt that costs half of what I asked for. I've thought about taking a c-note out of my moms purse when it was just laying there, but I just couldn't stomach the idea of stealing a bill from my mom.

The thing I'm most ashamed about is when a friend of mine gave me some money for rent and food and I took it and bought tons of H. I guess that doesn't sound so bad, but it really is. He gave me the money knowing I would be on the street if he didn't give it to me. I've irreparable damaged my relationship with my oldest friend. He knows what I did, and he's stopped talking to me.
 
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