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Yeah, this dope was incredible. I just finished the last bag a couple of hours ago, and I'm nodding out like crazy, Of course, the cigarettes I'm smoking are completely enhancing the high, but today's been one of the best highs I've ever experienced. In short: best stamps EVERl
I still keep wondering what they're cut with, though. Can't be 100% pure. I'm not that lucky. :P
 
Nocturne83 said:
Yeah, this dope was incredible. I just finished the last bag a couple of hours ago, and I'm nodding out like crazy, Of course, the cigarettes I'm smoking are completely enhancing the high, but today's been one of the best highs I've ever experienced. In short: best stamps EVERl
I still keep wondering what they're cut with, though. Can't be 100% pure. I'm not that lucky. :P
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Nice...it's great when things work out and you get the goos shiet... I think and correct me if I'm wrong but aren't you allowed to post stamps and names on The General Heroin Discussion(hit it raw or bag it up?)?? I posted a pic of these fire bags I'm gettin and their's another one that's also smokin too but I'll maybe post there...Yeah it looked like a shitty no money day today and my reg dealer is out of town til 2morow so no credit from him, so I fixed up my laptop (a button popped off and those little clips that hold the buttons on is missing) so I grabbed some Crazy Glue and clued that bad boy back on there so it looked great and hit the pawn shop as much as I didn't want to but I needed the $$...Found a new place right down the street from my home and they're all Chinese so I opened it and turned it on and showed them it worked so they wouldn't have to touch it...Got my dough and called my boy and suprising that he actually answered...it takes forever with this guy most of the time. Got a half and split it with my big bro...slammed two and a half right away and now I'm sitting here noddin like crazy....it's all good now then 2morow it'll be like shit, no dough; what to do???haha:p
 
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That shit wound up being my "goodbye" nod, actually. My tolerance has nearly quadrupled in only three months, and it turns out the stomachaches I was getting, even after my surgery, were the result of withdrawal. I stayed in bed a whole week sick to my stomach, muscle aches, restless leg, diarrhea, etc.
I've been clean for a week, and the WDs have stopped. My mood is slightly better as well. We'll see if I can stay clean for a month. Hell, maybe I'll go longer. It's not like anyone's gonna drop an atomic bomb on Holyoke. It'll still be there if I fall off the wagon again. :P
 
Nocturne83 said:
That shit wound up being my "goodbye" nod, actually. My tolerance has nearly quadrupled in only three months, and it turns out the stomachaches I was getting, even after my surgery, were the result of withdrawal. I stayed in bed a whole week sick to my stomach, muscle aches, restless leg, diarrhea, etc.
I've been clean for a week, and the WDs have stopped. My mood is slightly better as well. We'll see if I can stay clean for a month. Hell, maybe I'll go longer. It's not like anyone's gonna drop an atomic bomb on Holyoke. It'll still be there if I fall off the wagon again. :P
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Hi Noc!!! Glad to hear the surgery went well and you took the unique opportunity of weaning yourself off the dope...the anesthesia probably helped a little; maybe not...Well it's great you've gotten clean and I hope you run with it and do whatever makes you happy with out all the dope drama!!!Hobby? Try to keep yourself busy with a hobby, or exercising, reading, N64? I know when I got clean a while back it was the depression and boredom that led to my relapse. Money is a HUGE trigger for me so whenever I got some cash I would immediately call someone I absolutely trust to take it off my hands and save it for me. Believe it or not the AA/NA meetings aren't so bad when you find the right one tha suits you and you meet new sober (hopefully) friends to talk with and maybe hang with doing non-dope stuff(if there's such a thing)...you get the idea..

I'm in the stage of my addiction where I'm ready to quit but can't decide on MMT or subs...Been on MMT in the past and the last time (2009-2011) I was doing great; had 6 take-home bottles and my counselor was negotiating to up it to 13...but..alas...I picked up again not because I was craving it, it was a rare odd occasion where I was given a sample to try, knowing full well I was on the 'done but when someone places twoo bags in your hand"try it and let me know how it is" freebies it's damn near impossible to say no thanks!! (at least for me it is) and I took only a third of the bottle assigned to me for that day...all of a sudden I get the "phone call" telling me to report to the clinic for a bottle count and a urine to check the serum levels (probably the levels of methadone in my system) and I had to go that day, like right now!! So I went down and did it knowing I was testing dirty so I hastily made a decision not to go back...which was just as well I got the call saying I had to go see the Doc and I knew I was busted. Anyways other than that I was working the program just fine. I haven't tried the suboxone program yet so that's an option but in the back of my mind I think of the people I know that are on it and they all keep a few and sell the rest to get dope, so I know I would probably do the same; I was hoarding my methadone and had a seperate bottle so when I would dose I would only drink half and pour the rest in the seperate bottle and after awhile I had a pretty big supply on the side for the "off days" or the fucked-up days!! I realize I can't just go "cold turkey"...I have to have a replacement. Sorry for the long post...I did 4 F.U.s and worked all day long first the community service which wasn't too bad today, just weed-whacking around tombstones most of the time; the rest just standing around...while I was there I got a call from my old boss to go to his house to do a little housekeeping and detail his pickup...of course he gives me $30 up-front and I go see my gurl down the street for some F.U. fuel 8o...Just got home a half-hour ago and I'm still "gassed up" haha... Well anyways u go gurl keep it up and I know you'll be happier with yourrself and , yes HolySmoke will still be there...unless you want for me to nuke it off the map so there's no temptation... I'll do that for ya, I will...=D Be Good!!! RaZ
 
New to the site; not new to the "scene". I'm about 15 mins North of Boston. I was in the Danvers CAB not too long ago (roughly a month ago) but only put in 3 days before bouncing, going on a 3 day run, and then pulling the bed out at my moms crib and going through a 7 day withdrawal period that way. Have I used since then? Yes. Am I still "addicted"? Of course. I've been trying my best to kick the tolerance down a notch for so many reasons, but reality is I am just trying to save cash, not necessarily "get clean", ya know!? Sad to say but a lot of us addicts are in those shoes; where we just look to save cash, not really get clean. Imagine if the dope was free? Would we ever quit? Who knows. I know I've been living like a fiend over the last 3 years (at its worst) after coming off 6 years clean.

Just wanted to chime in here and say HELLO to the Boston thread. Who else is North of Boston? Who's been doing what and where? I am a BROWN only guy at this point. The dope around here is only powder, right? No rocks in this area or even on the East Coast really. I know there is no talk of pricing (from what I picked up on other threads) but I do know if I were to talk pricing in this area I'd be talking HIGH pricing. Just sayin'.

I'm not a shooter; although, I've been down that road before. Always been a sniffer. Smoke? Never have, never will. Not my thing. I just enjoy the taste, that drip, the setup, you know.. we get addicted to it all, not just the "high". I did a G earlier today and feeling good. Do I still get "high"!? Eh. Tough to say. Does it make me happier whether its working or not? Yes, sadly enough. I usually take down G or -2-3G/day when I was at my worst. I've been on/off lately, trying to push this sobriety and using every 3 or so days. My withdrawals are NOT what they once were (even going back a month ago) and I am hoping to keep it that way. I took off some time from work to go through the rehab/clean stint and it helped in it's own ways. It kept me cashless, which kept me MORE CLEAN, sadly. I am hoping to keep the clean even when the cash comes back; that will be the biggest test. THINKING of joining the program at MGH - WEST END CLINIC - anyone been there before? Tried the program? It's out-patient and it runs 3 days a week. Only problem is it runs from 5-7 in downtown Boston; kinda a pain in the ASS esp if you have a 9-5 job, but hey, I need it so I'm willing to be a bit flexible when it comes the time and hours. I am thinking either Subox, which I've tried before but on my own time, or maybe the Vivitrol shot. I may go w/ the shot since it leaves me NO OPTION.

Anyway, how about the rest of you MA/Boston peeps! Where you living, what you doing, what your situation like, you still JAMMIN' or you cleaning up that act? I'm 30 and been in this game since 18/19 when the 80's came around. Well, I got into that 80 game and before you know it I was flipping 100's a week but was too cheap/money hungry to be doing them. Well, that only lasted so long and before I was picked up and followed for 6-12 months by the DEA/FEDS, I ended up picking up a small habit back then; nothing compared to now. I was thrown away, spent 6 months in Spectrum in-house on early release out in Westborough, ended up going 9 months, had to stay out in the South Shore and went to a Framingham sober-house and stayed 6 months while attending Framingham State, and finally moved back to the Northshore after being gone for a little over 2 years. Anyway, as said before, I ended up putting close to 6-7 years of sobriety (by sobriety I mean I wasnt addicted to opiates, but still drank, maybe a little weed here and there). Out of no where I came across an old friend who I met in rehab, he had an 80 on him, and boom, it all kicked off from there. After a year I hit brown town and havent left that town since.

So again, I say HI to all my Boston peeps..
 
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Nocturne83 said:
I need to stop copping, for a couple very important reasons, but the thrill of copping, snorting, and riding out of Holyoke with a cigarette in my hand and the classic rock radio station blasting is too compelling. The routine is a high in itself, and if it becomes too much of a routine, I'll finally experience the dreaded "dope-sickness" for the first time. Scary.
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Dope out in that area is pretty good if youre grabbing from the right peeps. When I was out in Spectrum in Westborough (in-house, court mandated), everyone was talking about the dope coming from Holyoke. Also, alot of the peeps on the inside were selling dope in that area. When it comes to the inpatient rehabs alot of the peeps on the inside are there due to court or other reasons, not many there because they want to get clean. Well, depending on when you go, but if youre there in the winter, some are there just to get off the streets due to the weather; they get clean for 4-6 months and hit the streets again. Tolerance is down from what it once was for a bit and start the game all over again. Its a whacky world we live in, huh!? Shits just on repeat at times.
 
Hey BBT, how r u? Greetings from Western MA (SPFLD)!! The dope scene here is gettin kind of sketchy...there were good stamps goin round here for a while (I believe from Holyoke) the dealers I know and trust all cop there...But now the stuff that's around is pretty good imo, but I heard it's bein cut with fent...IDK for sure but that's what I'm hearing from fellow addicts. You can't post stamps here but if you look back in the NASADD threads you can see what I was coppin and those were bangin'!! Just two in the cook (which looks like a small mound cause the amounts in those bags was pleasantly decent) and I was slammd, felt like SuperMan for a few hours then the unavoidable trip to the "Land of Nod" where everybody knows your name...and they're always glad you came...oops sorry I slipped into the "Cheers" theme song =D haha...but now I've been limited to this one new stamp which is named after the stuff on the ground in winter;) these are the ones I heard are cut with fentanyl but honestly I can't tell...does the trick for me and lately it's been a trial to get dough every day to fix myself, it's getting harder and harder to do without resorting to criminal acts which I avoid...I'm just not that type of addict...stealing, burning ppl, b&e's and other nefarious enterprises; I try to get odd jobs like mowing grass, cleaning up yards, washing and detailing cars, fixing PCs and whatever shit jobs come my way...tomorrow I have to look forward to mixing cement and digging post holes to erect a chain-link fence around my boss's newly bought plot of land behind his house which has to be patrolled every day and night cause the dumpers are always around looking to dump tires, mattresses, old broken appliances like fridges and stoves on his land. We (or "I") dug the post holes, mixed cement and set the posts plumb and level and poured the cement...We finished late in the day... the next day while we were driving back from getting breakfast I noticed something odd about the worksite...couldn't place it for a few seconds then it hit me....all the 9 or so posts we set in cement were GONE!!!! Some assholes came in the dark of the night and somehow knew the cement wasn't properly dry yet and pulled them right out of the holes!!! That was a fookin bummer I tell ya...we went to the police station to report it and also went to the recycling centers to see if anyone had brought in 9 foot steel or whatever those posts are made of...they were heavy-duty fence posts for chain-link fences but no one had...:p

Anyways I've got to do it over again but this time we have quick-set concrete and we're not gonna stop till we have the whole fence put up along with razor-wire for the top(10 foot high fence). So it's going to be a busy day all day so luckily my boss always gives me a twenty up-front so I can get gassed up ready to go which I get right down the street...just call my gurl and usually she's up early(she's going to have to be early tomorrow @ 8 or 8:30am), pick up 3 and make my way back to the bosses house to do my IV thang. He knows all about it; we've worked together about 15 years and he's always raggin' me to quit but I honestly don't have the desire to quit, tried countless times... MMT (4x) detox(i don't really know...more than 10x) and long-term residential stays I think 3x... I'm 44 y.o. and have been using since 18y.o. it's pretty much embedded into my life and my psyche!!! Wow, didn't think I wrote so much, so I'll stop for now...hope it doesn't get deleted I'll be sooo pissed...Nice to meet ya BBT, I'm sure I'll read from ya soon....
 
Whats up peoples? I'm very happy today for two reasons. One, I got paid today that's always a plus. And two, I finally managed to cut this dude out of my dope loop. I finally found out where he gets his shit from and I went directly to his source. It turns out the new guy hates my old dealer as much as I do. I don't have to worry about him telling my old guy, so that's good. It's a Hartford connect but he has a spot in Springfield, so I don't have to go all the way to Connecticut. And that great. I just picked up two bundles and it was cheaper, faster, the shit is better from what I can tell, and this guy doesn't like drama and seems like a straight up dude.

Word to all the dealers out there. You gotta stay on point, customer service is a must. There is always someone in the shadows waitin to take over your spot. One less person to step on my shit, or pinch my bags, and overcharge me. Fuck that dude. Ha, ha, ha. I feel better about knowing that I cut him out more than even scoring some good skag. I really hated that dude. Yup startin to nod hardcore. Damn, ain't it great when you get better shit for less money. This could be a problem for my bank account. I don't wanna start slamming dope again, but I do miss that rush :) Work is going to be so much better tomorrow!!
 
BlueHues said:
So glad I'm not running around doing that shit anymore.....the stakes are too high...I'm not on probation, I'm free....Nothing I hate more than having to deal with the legal system....Get caught with a little dope, you have to answer to the man for years to come!
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True that.

Having legal shit hanging over your head really sucks. You think you have it bad until you the courts start taking away your choices and freedom.
 
yea i got a simple possesion charge back in early '12 and had to deal with this probation shit for over a year. even though i managed to get high throughout it, it was still a bitch. and the night i got arrested the cops were trying to get me to give up my dude. fuck that, i was the one stupid enough to get caught.

damn i haven't posted in a while.
 
Effect said:
yea i got a simple possesion charge back in early '12 and had to deal with this probation shit for over a year. even though i managed to get high throughout it, it was still a bitch. and the night i got arrested the cops were trying to get me to give up my dude. fuck that, i was the one stupid enough to get caught.

damn i haven't posted in a while.
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Yeah that's how most cops roll. They try and get you to rat literally on the spot, before any charges are even formally brought. Scum bags.
 
Just got back from a month on the street. Yes, you can cold cop dope in Boston. Lots of dope was shot, lots of crack was smoked. I was basically using to die.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
Yeah that's how most cops roll. They try and get you to rat literally on the spot, before any charges are even formally brought. Scum bags.
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Well yeah, that way they pretend like nothing happened, nothing on paper...they can say whatever they want!

It's worth noting, if you manage to walk away without a charge...it's virtually impossible for them to go back and charge you after the fact....
 
BlueHues said:
Well yeah, that way they pretend like nothing happened, nothing on paper...they can say whatever they want!

It's worth noting, if you manage to walk away without a charge...it's virtually impossible for them to go back and charge you after the fact....
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That's why you need to keep your mouth shut. Often times the cops don't even really have dick on you yet. They scare the shit out of you, lie their ass off, and usually get you to confess or give up your stash.
 
I'd never say shit to a cop. Honestly, I'd rather do some time then fuck up anything with my connect because the dope is that good. Recently I was fixing up in a public bathroom and two transit police knocked on the stall door (I was in the larger, handicap one) and I hear "Come out of there". I look under the door and I see trooper boots, and there's two of these pricks. I say yeah, hold on. I had just gotten ready to tie off and I knew I had to flush everything I had, so I had two bags out, plus the rig. Bags weren't pricey so it wasn't a huge financial loss but I know the dope was legit. So these assholes kick the stall door open once they hear me flush, one grabs me, physically throws me out of the stall, screams "Get the fuck out of here!!" and I ran like hell. Nothing came of that but a day later the dude I scored off of got picked up.
 
haaha ive fixed in the mbta handicap stalls too. i was all nervous that something like that would happen, but i can get down to business pretty damn fast.
 
See, I usually fix up fast too, like under 3 minutes kinda quickness but basically what happened this time was, I was tired, thought I had the privacy to take my time, and also didn't have a bottle of water in my bag like I always have. What happened was, I exited the stall to get water from the sink and I hear the door to the bathroom open, I had the rig (plunger part) in my mouth so I turned around mad quick and b-lined into the stall and it was those two goons right behind me, so when I shut and locked the door, they came a'knockin. They definitely did not see me walk into the stall with the rig but something was up. Sad part is, I could have kept the stash too, they didn't try to arrest me.
 
I should note for clarification, I didn't know it was them behind me until they knocked on the stall door and I looked underneath it.
 
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