sonicwhite
Bluelighter
Okay ever since the summer of 06...Weed makes me very anxious and gives me very VERY strange thoughts. Thoughts like I'm at God's Judgment and about to be sent to hell type of thoughts....No kidding....It makes my OCD spike and the anxiety I feel is soooooo awful. When I take half a hit and thats all I get this rush and then my brain floods with all these negative thoughts.....And me being a faith person it doesn't help as my conscience kills me about it. But anyway what I'm trying to say is....could the weed that I have tried atleast the fifty times I did it since 06 just have nasty chemicals in it or is it due to me having a cannabis psychotic disorder. I have been thru a meth induced psychosis that lasted seven months.....So there may be alot of damage there to where I just can't smoke it anymore and have to accept it.


fuck's sake.. if anything, it's a geological plant... thereof dependent upon UV rays for its "food"/energy, via solar rays. So get on your knees & worship the "mother-earth" & the sun if you're insistent upon attributing existence to some invisible bullshit diety.