Testing DMT whilst depressed, lets hope for the best and pray to God!

[SoulFRUIT]

A hit of changa is packed into a pipe, SWIM is feeling low and wondering where this journey will take him---- and hopes this will give him the realisation he needs to be brought out of this feeling of mild depression/ boredom!.. Waiting anxiously for tonight psytrance party ^_^

Trip report will be up asap





WOW- Moments spent in heaven...

[Previously]..about to embark on a journey of the minds eye;

Mirror in place, plants and candles set to either side --- complete with psyambient meditation music --- the mood is set --- The bowl is packed with red-wood bark as base/ pipe screen type method, and changa sprinkled ontop.

I have to admit SWIM gets nervous every-time he comes near to smoking Dimitri...

Well, it is time, the first time in over a year, here it goes....!

Practicing breathing exercises to relax more and to bring down his heart rate down... The mood is set, golden....



Psychedelic meditation music playing peacefully quiet in the background as rain pitter patters on the trees and leaves outside- the pipe is brought close to lips, the lighter flint flicks the flame, sparks fly as the flame rises.. Taking a longggg draw from the pipe as the bowl glows orange, holds breath, a familiar smell [like fart gas ehehe]..... Exhaaale... Vision starts to shudder, and a body high that is known too well, it feels as if things are taking a very spiritual and sacred route that hasn't been ventured in a long time!

SERIOUSLY WOW--- My mind has been taken on an extremely spiritual and sacred journey, my reflection in the mirror turns into tribal warriors and shamanic druids, all sorts of characters ever-changing upon my face.. Celtic patterns play a big part of my journey, the deeper I focus into my face, the more vivid, detailed and intricate the patterns and Celtic designs become woven into my face, very interesting! Somewhat elvish..

I get the thought that something seriously sacred is being lost/forgotten in this modern society.. DMT; the spirit molecule...

My mind is being shown a society centered on nature and the way of the forest, religions built on a 'DMT-faith' of peace, love and light... I was sincerely elevated and captivated by the bliss that was being shared with me.

My mind was found.


Peace resides, heaven in mind, amen.

 

[DevelopingDasein]

DMT can help give you strength to implement changes in your life that need to happen. If you listen to it, it will bring you to where you need to go. THe trust is between you and the plant. Sometimes you won't realize the advice DMT gives you until weeks or months later. I smoked DMT a lot a couple years ago, and then it told me to stop doing that. And I've gradually slowed my drug use down dramatically. THis way the next time I do DMT is sure to be awesome. I'm thinking of doing some sort of pharmahuasca. I think it may be more worthwhile than the smoked experience.

Smoked DMT gives me tremendous euphoria as the visions fade, and this euphoria lasts at the very least for an hour, but it also has the ability to last days if you hit it at the right point.

My advice is to start out small, and never to ask for advice as to when to hit it. Smoking a little bit will get that presence in your mind. Sometimes just having the chemical sitting in a jar somewhere has the ability to get its presence in your mind. Eventually it will tell you exactly when to use.


My last time smoking change was completely reckless and irresponsible, but it did teach me some things I needed to know. Despite the reckless situation, I laughed long and hard during the DMT experience, and a massive euphoria spread through my body. Before and after the trip were filled with reckless decisions though. And so I've not smoke DMT in about 5 months. I'd like to smoke it again, but going back a few years to my binge, and the spirits telling me to eat the sacrament rather than smoke it, have cause me to be wary of using the chemical. I do believe I need to eat it, I'm just not exactly sure how I'm going to do it. I've got a syrian rue extract. I may be better off trying to grab a harmala / harmaline extract from a friend. Mostly I think its just not time, but the time will happen when it is needed.

Enjoy. Hopefully it lifts some of that depression fruity.

 

[SoulFRUIT]

May I suggest trying the 'suppository' method for the Syrian rue, and also maybe try sea sickness tablets to bring down the motion sickness side of things.


I tried Rue once [A real shame i didn't have DMT to go with it!], on its own it was felt like I had poisoned myself aaha! Sweating out I felt so hot on the roof of our squat- altho everyone said it was cold outside, I was over heating! Throwing up everywhere, serious motion sicknes >.< quite a mad trip though, would never do it on its own again...


If only I had dmt to go with :3

 

[Morninggloryseed]

If you believe DMT is a 'spirit molecule' (and I do) then simply pray to the universe for a heart opening experience, prepare yourself for potential fear and panic (and be ready to embrace it), and plunge right in.

 

[SoulFRUIT]

much llove to mr DiMiTri

 

[Solipsis]

Please replace every mention of 'SWIM' with yourself in the opening post or do so in the future. It is not allowed on this forum, because it is not actually a legal protection that works.

But I'm glad you are finding DMT such a great tool, welcome