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maybe im reak high but i think that was reckless who has 8 days, not chinky. chinky said "team nod assemble", so im gonna assume hes high lol

so i think i read it right since he said hes been sober since last wednesday so thats 8 days. so im gonna say congratulations Reckless. thats a big accomplishment and a big change. keep it up, you can do it!

i know i dont really post much so im not reaslly part of "the team" but im high and nodding so im gonna say it anyways
*team nod assemble*
 
RecklessWOT said:
I have destroyed my nose and sinuses with all of the attention/abuse I have given them for the last decade.

And I agree that there are a lot worse things that can happen in this life than the few things I have gotten over the years. I was real upset a few times but after a while I realize that it could be soooo much worse and it's really no big deal.




Haven't done any dope since last Wednesday, pretty much been a week. Can't say I've been clean, I took methadone a couple times, and I've been taking tramadol to help out, but I haven't consciously gotten high in a week...
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nose and sinuses, yeah, I relate. No real sense of smell, constant congestion or drip, but yeah it could be a lot worse. it is, when i'm using consistently. sinuses get so swollen i usually resort to other ROAs.
Funny thing is, the herp in my nose was a real bitch, out of control, until I finally had a job with insurance and had someone look at it. fucker used to break out, and i'd just put up with it. with the right medication, when it tingles, i take a dose, keep it under control, and it doesn't break out. i don't have to take the meds everyday.
i've been clean since weds too. this weds. oh well, good on you, man.
i'm trying to act better for my family and my own sake.
hope everyone's ok out there.
 
supposedly my old guy wit hthe caps has something really good but i wast too sure so instead of copping a jab, i copped a half and then one the way home i went and copped a half gram of raw too just in case.

what i wanna know is how the fuck can they close down 94 on a friday?(the bishop ford) from 147th - the city(at least 95th)...it was closed for flood water which is just crazy to think hgow a expressway can get soo floodd that they closed it..so a normal 25mkin drive took me 1:15min..after i copped i called my raw dude and i get downb there and call him and he tells me 10mins, so imn waiting and im like what the fuck where is he?" and i check and my phone fuckin died. so i plug it in and let it sit for 10min and my car charger wasnt charging it.. so now ivbe bven waiting like 40mins. luckly i was able to turn my phone on long enoughn to get my dude number out of it and so i asked someone at mcdonaLDS to use their phone for 1 min and i call my dude and hes like "where you at, ive been trying to call you? and i was like im at the same place i told you i was, why didnt you just comne here? and he was like "you know i dont like meeting people at places like that" and i was like well obviously my phone was dead you could have went up there and told me to follow you "and he was like thats not my responsibility..i was like what ever where do you want me to go cause my phone is dead and so i went there and waited another 25min and he finally showed up...so a hour trip ended up takin like 3hours
 
so fuck dormin

this was the first time in a couple months that ive bought real bags and right now it feels like i took 2 corks and stuckj them in my nostrils. like im full nlown moutjh breather right now. ive tried snorting a couple lines and i literally havbe to lean on my side and then rub my nose and try and clear my sinus' but it lasts for like 5seconds before glueing itself back shut. gluing is actually the best way to describe what it is cause ive blown my nose a few times trying to clean them out and what comnes out is the stickiest mucus ever
 
^dude, i'd never suggest anyone start shooting heroin, but from the shit you post about what it does to your nose, I might make an exception....

Shit, it's wrong to say that....but if you have decent veins and you use fresh needles every time, it's better than what you're describing!

Having good veins is the big "IF"....if you can squeeze a fist, look at the crook of your arm and see some good veins there, you'll probably be good for at least 15 years....If you have no surface veins AT ALL, you really shouldn't fuck with needles IMO...

Not to be a dick, but you may be a candidate for shootin that shit in your ass! there's none of the needle shit, it's a higher BA, none of the fucked up sinuses...It's a fuckin good option!
 
well if you read the post you can see that i havent bought regular bags for a coupole months, and that ive been buying grams of raw instead of buying a jabs bc it fucked up my nose and my lungs. i dont have any negative side effects from the raw except mamybe an elevated tolerance, other then that nothing like reg. bags

but bv saying that shit you obviously dont know me..ive been doin dope for 3-4yeasr and pills like oxy for 3-4years before that and have not once put a needle in my arm, why would i start now? especially after all that time. and ive said it a million times about how im pushin 10people in the last 2-3years who have died of ODs and everyone was with a needle. ive seen people who have been doin opiates longer then i have and have never had accidental ODs but with in a month of starting, they are dead. and one died the first time shooting up by himself and i know this cause i was invited to join him cause another person showed him how to do it after hitting them for a couple weeks. he got sick of givin the otehr half a bag to the kid for shooting him up. so bc he didnt want to give away $5 worth of dope, he ends up slammin the whole bag and was found the next morning by his brother.
 
^You're right man, I was out of line, and I don't even think it's that much beter of a high....but when you get up there doin as much as you are, it becomes a pain in the ass puttin all that in your nose...you can definitely gage what kind of purity you're workin with better when snortin it though, by the the time you sniff a few points off the gram, you can already tell.....shootin it you have no idea....and I know you don't wanna fuck with it that way...
 
I never OD'd from snorting any drug. IV I have double digit ODs thank God for needle exchange narcan... though I gotta say, dormin blows forreal. there's pros and cons for each ROA. snorting: low OD risk, fucked up sinuses. IV: high OD risk, clean sinuses, possible fucked complications. so it comes down to: live with repairable nose damage or possibly die with clean nose? and I'm not biased as I IV'd for 90% of my using.
 
Well, just got whooped for the first time in awhile....my last 20 too:(
Normal dub spot wasn't out, so I went down the street to the Smart Move Tape spot that some people on here are familiar with. Didn't really see many workers, but there was a group of dudes consisting of guys from that block and a few others. Apparently this guy ripped me off with their blessing so when I pulled up and complained I just got laughed at. Worst feeling ever to get back on the HW (in mad traffic) empty handed after being ripped. I had a tire iron under the seat and was about to jump out on dude but I'm in methadone, and it's not worth getting locked up, shot or stabbed over a dub. It might sound fucked up.... Oh well, the sting will fade in a couple days....but this still really sucks. Gotta charge it to the game tho.
 
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I, went to my second connect and got a jab of some good D and he gives 17 bags in his jabs,i never go to street spots,phone connect is the way to go. It wasnt see through tapes,si it wasnt the kitchen smart bags cause i heard you can see through them and you would know if they were empty,sux you got burned,sorry
 
SirNumbers said:
Well, just got whooped for the first time in awhile....my last 20 too:(
Normal dub spot wasn't out, so I went down the street to the Smart Move Tape spot that some people on here are familiar with. Didn't really see many workers, but there was a group of dudes consisting of guys from that block and a few others. Apparently this guy ripped me off with their blessing so when I pulled up and complained I just got laughed at. Worst feeling ever to get back on the HW (in mad traffic) empty handed after being ripped. I had a tire iron under the seat and was about to jump out on dude but I'm in methadone, and it's not worth getting locked up, shot or stabbed over a dub. It might sound fucked up.... Oh well, the sting will fade in a couple days....but this still really sucks. Gotta charge it to the game tho.
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How did he rip you off? I'm assuming he sold you an empty bag or so fake stuff.
 
He did the whole go in the alley and find some of the same discarded tape they use at that spot, and wrapped a couple old foils in it, basically threw it at me and said, "the cops are around the corner....get up outta here." I knew I had been jacked right away. I hate when people just stroll away all cocky after they rip, the least they can do is run away like I MIGHT do something about it haha. It seriously took everything I had not to jump out on his ass with the tire iron.....but I can't see that ending well in any regard. The only reason I thought it was legit was because a couple of the "big homies" were out on the block who I used to buy rocks from....so apparently they basically sanctioned it which pissed me off even more. Oh well, If you beat yourself up over the situation then those fucking jerks win even more...so I take it in stride and charge it to the game, what else can you really do?
 
Well, today was productive. Got my field of study switched at my college and was able to cop beforehand and make it early to my appointment (always a toss up when copping, you guys know how that goes). High as hell, ontop of my shit finally, and 10 blows left.

Team nod assemble
 
So I was going through a bunch of old clothes today and getting a box ready to donate all the clothes I didn't want. I tried on a pair of old cargo shorts and decided they were going into the box. I was buttoning the cargo pockets and I stuck my hand into one of them and pulled out a hundred dollar bill and two fifty dollar bills!!!!! I couldn't believe it. I hadn't worn those shorts in 2 years. what a great feeling. I mean, I would've felt good if I had pulled out a $5 bill, but 200, man I was on top of the world. So of course I start heading to my guys house to cop 2 jabs, but he's not answering, So I call my 1st back up, and he doesn't answer either. So, I call my 2nd back up and he answers and tells me he's got a new connect and his shit is fire. I never cop more than a half jab from this dude because his stuff is either good or just straight up terrible and he always tells me he's got fire when it's never better than just good. So I get the half jab, get all the way home and holy shit it was fire. One bag got me rocked. I can't remember the last time I only did one bag and was good for hours. So I went back and got another jab and a half. And still have not had to snort any since the first one at 9am and it's 4pm now. I actually started writing this around noon but I kept nodding out. But what a great day! And on top of it all, it's beautiful outside.
 
just got done planting about 30 seeds in the backyard..its a mix of regs and dank and i didnt germinate them so i dont know how ma ny if any will sprout but im hopin for 5 good plants minus the males...

now

*team nod assemble*
 
Numbers- that sucks man. But yeah smart thing not doing anything about it. Last thing you need is to get shot or stuck for fucking with this dude. Or to get busted for attempted murder or some shit.


Also, thanks guys. Yeah, it's almost been two weeks. I really want to "treat" myself soon as it's all I can think about still, but I know I probably shouldn't. I was gonna cop some OC30s today but that fell through so who knows maybe it's a sign. Still have not considered calling one of the dope dealers yet which is good I suppose. Still have their numbers though so who knows... I honestly don't know if I am ready to walk away forever. I needed a break, and it's good to save some money, but damn I just can't stand not getting high. It's got me drinking again too...


Also, chink that's a ballsy move growing in the yard. Family okay with that or are they hidden? I was gonna plant a few myself, but I'm moving out of here soon so I think I'll just wait till I take off and set up elsewhere.
 
Growing in the backyard? i used to grow outdoors in college, outta state, but not in my backyard. you done this before? I'm all for the fact it's just a plant and basically harmless and all. i wish i followed up on my desire to grow years ago, cause now it's an industry in some states. but around here, Cook County and nearby, I've read too many stories about small time personal growers getting busted and the police and courts will take your shit, house and all.
Wait, are you still in Ind? on second thought, don't answer that. just dont have the f'ing SWAT team show up some day.
 
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