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@Hatrix- good to see you got what you needed. try to save it for the times you do... but who am i to judge. i got 2 legit oxy scripts last may for my back and ate ate both in 4 days lol

i would say 5mg should be just fine, its a relatively low dose and should calm your aniety but not interfere with your stims high.
 
smokemctoke420 said:
@Hatrix- good to see you got what you needed. try to save it for the times you do... but who am i to judge. i got 2 legit oxy scripts last may for my back and ate ate both in 4 days lol

i would say 5mg should be just fine, its a relatively low dose and should calm your aniety but not interfere with your stims high.
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Oh I got plenty to cover my day to day anxiety and handle some Adderall comedowns. I'm not worried. I don't abuse it very often, it's never for a high anyways. Just comedown relief. Other than that it's taken as needed for anxiety.

EDIT: Ok just dosed 5mg of Valium along with plugging ~40-50mg. Not exactly sure of the adderall dose since I'm weighing out XR beads.
 
^ Got my check like.... four days early and cashed that bitch.

Now I'm doin' the "Where the fuck is that guy's number?" shuffle.

You?
 
Chillin with my boys at the sober house, playing Black Ops 2. 18 Days clean from speedballs feeling good.
 
I fucking love it when I score some valium! My favorite benzo, without question :)

Drug intake: Weeds, IV heroin and did a couple shots of cocaine, 15mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam

Have a nice little stash of xanax, kpins, and valiums right now. Definitely glad they came through, or else I'd be feeling like absolute shit coming off all this dope with my family when I'm in New Orleans this weekend.

How's the BDDske this fine evening? Weather has been beautiful here in Ohio... no sarcasm lol
 
^ doing aight. muching on some ramen noodles with hot sauce and crackers... idk why i was craving ramen noodles but hey they're good af.

woke up from a hour nap bout bout 20 mins ago and took 1mg xanax and 15 m gs of oxy, i feel good.

hopefully getting those norcos from this dude at work tommorrow.
 
*sniff* 8o

EDIT: Problem with sniffing off mirrors is having to stare at yourself when you do it...

Tempted to mix all my bags into a mega bag lol. but then id be less able to track my usage aaaahhh

\firstwordproblems
 
laCster said:
captain!!! good night! i


tentram ... omg lol that is such a fucking coincidence.... this guy wouldnt sell me weed for $$$$, he is bassically my next door neighbor, i know he has weed. he is a fucking asshole. sooo,,, i took all the ciggie butts i had and all the ones that were on his ash tray ( i think there were ver 500). then i hopped the railing to get on his porch (he levels on the lower level of my appartment complex/neighborhood ) and spread all the ciggie butts all over his porcch. then i got a great idea. my apartment complex allows pets, so i went over to the trash can where the dog-area is an found a nice sized shit inside of a baggie. LMFAO. sooo with the shit baggie in my hands, i went back to his back porch (it is 4am here, he is sleeping by now as he has school) and emptied all the shit out of the baggie without my skin contacting the shit so that was cool. then i took some leaves and pine straw from around the corner and covered the shit with the leaves for stealth. HAHAHAHAHAHA he is gonna be like wtf!!! start cleaning up the ciggie butts(with his hands i hope), and then he will see the pile of leaves and probably reach down with his hands to pick up the leaves and find a nice morning suprise :) this happened literally 30 mins ago. i came back and took more speed and valium and kratom to celebrate. i feel good :)

thats what you get motherfuck!! not helping me out when i have no weed and smoking stems. this wsant just a one time things, it has been going on for a while, he is a fucking asshole. i have known him since january and i thought he was cool at first, then he turned out to be a douch bag asshole. what comes around goes around/


i am pullng an all nighter and going hard as today/tomorrow is my last day of valium and amps for the nexdt 2-3 weeks. im going to exercise and eat healthy and take a tolerance break, and just get my life together. plus i got those tests ;)

i think i have taken too much valium but i want more, i am at 70mgs, but i am not passed out or blacked out and i can type fine? probably because of the adderall i have been eating/snorting all day and the vyvanse i just took. in a couple hours like 4-6hrs, im going to crash off amps, but i am hoping if i take some wellbutrin that it will keep my speed going
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LOL you fucking sociopathic motherfucker!!! lol.

"oh dude next door won't shout me a little bud so imma cover his balcony in cigarette butts and piles of hidden shit. that'll teach that tight ass motherfucker!"

hahahaha. oh god. that seriously has me chuckling my butt off here! :D

what's going on today then? i'm just taking my normal morphine dose so i can have another blowout on my birthday this sunday. i bought myself a special piece of cake yesterday and found that when i woke up this morning dad decided to take himself a slice, the fucking prick. so he better bring me home a replacement come sunday when he's on his way home after his weekend away :|

you gonna be on aim anytime today? i'm spending today at home so hit me up through PM or whatever and i'll come jump on for a chat. maybe we could get a little BDD talk show gang happening. so if you're interested let it be known!

mmmmmm milk coffee, cigarette and bongs! i haven't dosed my valium today...yet.

what are everyone's plans this weekend?
 
things are goin allright today. I'm at hooters currentlyand I'm fairly drunk and smoked a blunt before I came in. for the record the waitress could soooo get the D!!! lol. anyways I'm headed to Atlantic beach North Carolina. I got a half ounce of bud and 4 cases of Budweiser on ice, and I'm really
wishin I had some more drugs like benzos and opiates (preferably some heroin I ain't had that shit in a minute!!! but anyways what's erybody up to?

ps I'm kinda worried I shot some coke last night and it was pretty cut and the solution was cloudy but I injected anyways and missed a pretty large shot (the WHOLE thing but I coulda swore it was registered. so now I'm kinda worried about the missed shot :(
 
^just keep your hands to yourself and just enjoy what you get to look at in there at Hooters ;) i wish australia had bars/restaurants like that in australia. i'd love being in the atmosphere of half naked hot women strutting their stuff around the place all while i enjoy a, supposedly, decent counter meal and beer for lunch. i'd probably order lunch even having no appetite and just wanted to have a drink and perve! :D

keep a close eye on the missed shot too, man. that doesn't sound too good at all and it's definitely got the possibility of turning nasty within an instant. that's one down fall of IV coke; it's anesthetic properties so you may be unsure at times when you're starting to miss a shot. that, and it masks the pain until it has worn off and out of your system. make sure to be using all the preventative measures to keep it from degrading : warm compress, marking around the area to watch growth/shrinkage, light massaging of the area, disinfectant and other topical creams such as neosporin, hiruoided cream, vitamin d creams, etc. check out the IV complications mega thread in OD for extensive information if you want or need more. just really keep an eye on it to make sure it doesn't get infected and really stat causing problems. best of luck with it, mate and take care :)
 
yah i need to edit my post

got free weed and free addy toinight. oh yah got 3 free beers. i dont think it would affect the 90mgs of valium i had in total 12 hours before?

hahah i got 15mg oxy bleh. didnt feel anything like a 30, but took alot of sub the day before and i ate 10-20gs kratom. idk i havent had sleep but i feel good.

ohh yah fogot about the 25mg amiltriptyline. i like for amp comedowns, but it will fuck with your addy dose if you take amiiltriptyline every day. i use amiltriptyline mainly got opioid potention which i love because i love mACH antagonists with opiates
 
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has anyone else viewed "silver lining playbacks"?

i've just downloaded it while i'm down here at the marina. from what i've seen it's had quite a good response in many a review and performed rather well at the various award ceremonies which have been held. and it's got that hot, young piece of ass in it kicking the usual goofball guy around. it's gotta be better than watching some TV and likely a generic re-run of a movie, right?
 
took 20 50mg tablets of TramaLOL today along with 550mg of hydroxyzine, and 2g of lyrica...I need real drugs lol...
 
550mg hydroxyzine? did you type that correctly and i read it right? if so all i have to say is...

"jesus christ, doug. really?"

i feel like a choc-top iced cream so think i'll go hit up hungry jacks and head home and continue chilling. i've had my fun down here by the waters side. there weren't any yummy mummy's out with their strollers as i had expected :( hmmmph.
 
tentram said:
has anyone else viewed "silver lining playbacks"?

i've just downloaded it while i'm down here at the marina. from what i've seen it's had quite a good response in many a review and performed rather well at the various award ceremonies which have been held. and it's got that hot, young piece of ass in it kicking the usual goofball guy around. it's gotta be better than watching some TV and likely a generic re-run of a movie, right?
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Yeah it's a good film, Bradley Cooper and Jennifer Lawrence are great in it, as is Rober De Niro. I especially like there over dinner conversation about, Trazodone, Klonopin etc :)

Btw how well does Ritalin + Diazepam + Oxy combine?
 
Shit, I'm up to 35mg of Valium for this comedown. I always "feel" like to need more to properly comedown. I swear it's all in my head. About to smoke some weed and see if my anxiety is really gone.
 
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