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thats insane that they would give a fuck what was said in the kitchen,

i bet all the mexicans get away with whatever they wanna say

we had an interum GM for like 2 months awhile back, n he was a cunt about what kind of music we could play but they mexicans just jammed their usual shit, n its curse words n songs about drugs n all sorts of shit but since few people know exactly what was said it was no big deal

then he took everyones music away cuz he said ticket times werent fast enough so everyone just started working slower til we got our music back, then he left shortly after givin the music back n lettin the english speakers listen to what they wanted

came up to the school library on my lunch break doin community service, today will finish all the hours i need for this month but i still got more to go, they asked if i would come in on monday like 2 hours before they usually open, i asked em if i could get double time "like have em count one hour as 2' n they said no so i told em monday wasnt good for me, yesterday wasnt bad cuz i had some xanax but today is draggin n oddly enough i have less energy today then i did yesterday with a bar in me
 
I'm getting my lady a special present this year. It is a dick in a box. I am such a romantic.
 
I spent more this year then I ever have for a girl on Valentine's Day. But I have never dated a girl and been sober during Valentine's. Perhaps there is a correlation between the two.
 
HighonLife said:
^^usps

always loosin shit in the mail
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i want so badly for this just to be a hilarious typo.

wiggi said:
I spent more this year then I ever have for a girl on Valentine's Day. But I have never dated a girl and been sober during Valentine's. Perhaps there is a correlation between the two.
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it's weird to spend seemingly unreasonable amounts of money on something other than drugs, innit?


i got a fucking incredible hair straightener and hair product for valentine's day. i kinda wanna knit a quilt out of this shit right now.
 
wish i could tell you.

i just got lucky. a man actually paid attention to the things i was saying *gasp*


my, how the times are changing
 
ohline said:
i want so badly for this just to be a hilarious typo.



it's weird to spend seemingly unreasonable amounts of money on something other than drugs, innit?


i got a fucking incredible hair straightener and hair product for valentine's day. i kinda wanna knit a quilt out of this shit right now.
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damn, ive really been catchin a lot of flack on the boards for spellin the last week

i assure yall im actually fairly intelligent in real life

but it BL thinks ima spell check or proof read my posts then yall are a lot higher then ive ever been


oh n congrats on the thoughtful bf

so after lunch i was outside sweepin at community service, n this dude was walkin out (hadnt seen him walk in cuz i was nappin behind the building) but anyways i recognized him n said whats up, he didnt recognize me. at first i thought he was from some recovery meeting i went to years ago but he said he had never been to anything but AA. then i remembered this was the dude from my drug class who would come in loaded on opiates, he was rx'd oxy n diluadid but was arrested for oxymorphone possession or some shit like that, well anyways i talked to him for maybe 1.5 minutes n just as he was driving off it dawned on me to ask him bout his script, i was doin comm service at a homeless shelter n he said he was lookin for a place to stay so im assuming he coulda used some extra cash but i literally didnt think about his script or to ask him until he was driving away. i was so pissed the rest of the afternoon bout this n yea i know maybe it was a blessing in disguise but i was all butt hurt about it afterwards
 
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HighonLife said:
damn, ive really been catchin a lot of flack on the boards for spellin the last week

i assure yall im actually fairly intelligent in real life

but it BL thinks ima spell check or proof read my posts then yall are a lot higher then ive ever been


oh n congrats on the thoughtful bf

so after lunch i was outside sweepin at community service, n this dude was walkin out (hadnt seen him walk in cuz i was nappin behind the building) but anyways i recognized him n said whats up, he didnt recognize me. at first i thought he was from some recovery meeting i went to years ago but he said he had never been to anything but AA. then i remembered this was the dude from my drug class who would come in loaded on opiates, he was rx'd oxy n diluadid but was arrested for oxymorphone possession or some shit like that, well anyways i talked to him for maybe 1.5 minutes n just as he was driving off it dawned on me to ask him bout his script, i was doin comm service at a homeless shelter n he said he was lookin for a place to stay so im assuming he coulda used some extra cash but i literally didnt think about his script or to ask him until he was driving away. i was so pissed the rest of the afternoon bout this n yea i know maybe it was a blessing in disguise but i was all butt hurt about it afterwards
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i'm still very much single, i'm just fortunate enough to know someone rather lovely.

and i don't try to give you shit about your spelling. most of the more intelligent people i know make the silliest spelling errors. for no other reason than that they just don't really care. i promise i don't think you're stupid or anything haha.


and i'm glad you missed out on that opportunity.
 
nowdubnvr6 said:
chink seriously in a place like chitown you could make prolly 100k a year as a car dealer especially selling nissan/infinity.
It is very easy to sell cars to people that are ACTUALLY looking for cars not just kids looking to go joyriding.
show them the shiny gadgets and cool shit while downplaying the face the engine is weak as fuck but will get you 35mpg.
Its a pretty good proffession really i sold cars at a VW place and that was some of the easiest $ i ever made dude.
You got ?'s pm me dude
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really? it doesnt sound alk thagt bad, especially cause it is a real big boys dealership and not some local used lot. my buddy whose family owns this place gets a dealer car and insurance and all the goodies. tnhe only thing is somedays hes working open to close especially if hes selling someone a car. i dont have a problem working 15hours as long as im making money doing it. but 100k if it was so easy then why doesnt everyone without a degree do it? i do nt expect to make 100k my first year doing it. id be happy with 40k my first year but i always figured you got to be more then a saleman to make 100k. i figured you gotta be the sales manager or one of the departmant managers. not some guy waiting for people to walk on the lot
 
15 hours?, ive worked for body shops (that were part of dealerships n occasionally did porter work at the dealer part) thats like 8am to 11pm? what kinda car dealership stays open that late, place i was at was 8am-7pm

ohline said:
and i'm glad you missed out on that opportunity.
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yea im back n forth on it

but it does make me think bout how life is funny like that

had i not been bein a slacker n takin an after lunch nap outback, i woulda seen him walkin in n had thuroughly thought bout askin him for his drugs n would be noddin right now

so then i wonder, was slackin the right thing to do, or is slackin wrong, ya know?

life! shits a trip, i know that



thats kool you gotta sweet friend like that, any reason why he's not your bf? like is he gay? you friend zoned him? are you even interested n him? you one of those girls who prefer guys that treat em like shit?


QUESTION: what does being an ex-bluelighter mean? like i had someone send me a friend request n i have litterally never spoken to them on the boards before directly, so i looked at their profile n it said ex bluelighter so i figured why bother adding them as a friend but anyways like does ex-bluelighter mean they were banned or they canceled their account? or could it be both? just curious i see it from time to time in threads n always wandered
 
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HighonLife said:
yea im back n forth on it

but it does make me think bout how life is funny like that

had i not been bein a slacker n takin an after lunch nap outback, i woulda seen him walkin in n had thuroughly thought bout askin him for his drugs n would be noddin right now

so then i wonder, was slackin the right thing to do, or is slackin wrong, ya know?

life! shits a trip, i know that
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i get what you're saying. but i'd much rather be kicking myself over what was seemingly a missed opportunity to get high than something that actually benefited me (abstaining from opiates). i fucked up and relapsed not too long ago after a couple of years and it destroyed me mentally. that and i almost killed myself because i'm an idiot and i went HAM. either way dude, for the most part you seem to be doing all right.. it's hard but i'd hate to see you fuck that up.


thats kool you gotta sweet friend like that, any reason why he's not your bf? like is he gay? you friend zoned him? are you even interested n him? you one of those girls who prefer guys that treat em like shit?
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distance.


QUESTION: what does being an ex-bluelighter mean? like i had someone send me a friend request n i have litterally never spoken to them on the boards before directly, so i looked at their profile n it said ex bluelighter so i figured why bother adding them as a friend but anyways like does ex-bluelighter mean they were banned or they canceled their account? or could it be both? just curious i see it from time to time in threads n always wandered
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i believe that means they've been perma-banned.
 
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chinky said:
really? it doesnt sound alk thagt bad, especially cause it is a real big boys dealership and not some local used lot. my buddy whose family owns this place gets a dealer car and insurance and all the goodies. tnhe only thing is somedays hes working open to close especially if hes selling someone a car. i dont have a problem working 15hours as long as im making money doing it. but 100k if it was so easy then why doesnt everyone without a degree do it? i do nt expect to make 100k my first year doing it. id be happy with 40k my first year but i always figured you got to be more then a saleman to make 100k. i figured you gotta be the sales manager or one of the departmant managers. not some guy waiting for people to walk on the lot
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dont expect 100k to start no you're gonna be the dude out in the parking lots going up to people being like "so can i help yall find anything" and getting rejected but everyonce in a while someone will buy a car and you'll most likely be on a salary plus commissions which turns out to be allright. plus dealer car insurance 401k shit like that. Its a decent career id be doing it but my driving record is fuckered bad.
 
I think when I'm using I am more drawn to BL, I miss the cold crew :\

Also a side note, I've done basically all the opiates out there and think Oxymorphone is officially my all-time favorite one %)
 
Yeah man I still remember the first couple times I did a whole Roxi 30 with a really low tolerance wound up yakking outside usually. Always felt awesome after I ralphed though.

Idk im in a weird time right now like its only been maybe 2 weeks but Ive never been more sure of stopping opiates than I am right now. There were some good times, but mostly bad. And I think anyone who is for real will agree with me
 
ohline said:
it's weird to spend seemingly unreasonable amounts of money on something other than drugs, innit?
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It truly is an unusual thing. I'm sure none of us could even begin to calculate how much money we have spent on drugs.

I like the quote from Blow that goes something along the lines of, "Money isn't real, it only seems like it matters."
 
wiggi said:
It truly is an unusual thing. I'm sure none of us could even begin to calculate how much money we have spent on drugs.

I like the quote from Blow that goes something along the lines of, "Money isn't real, it only seems like it matters."
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that's a figure i'd honestly be horrified to know.
 
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