Gibberings : CXXIII : Get out of Bed you fuckers!

[Mugz]

That's my name!!!! Well it's not my actual name, but yeah :D


Nice to see you stuck around in EADD, well in this thread at least, you have managed to fit in without being a complete loungetard Congrats, stay forever.

 

[pharmakos]

i was appointed as Substitute-Mugz while you were gone. i didn't have enough benzos to really pull it off though.

 

[Mugz]

hahaha, you did a good job, I lurked, you could have been crazier, but mugz is gonna try and dial down the crazy now.

Shall I go say hello to the lounge?

 

[Albion]

Shall I go say hello to the lounge?

Let me think about that for a second.



Ernoo.

 

[Mugz]

I have to, I wanna say hello to aep

 

[NightsEpiphany]

one of my friends is going to give up drink and drugs for lent to help support my recovery, nice sentiment I thought

Oh, I'm back btw

How is everyone, like the new name yella, why not just bluepolkadothalo or something like that instead?

ooh are you off drugs and on the mend Mugz?

Aw he sounds like a nice bloke*.. the guy that's giving up drink n drugs for lent. Aside from the religious sentiments the end of winter is a physiologically good time to fast or detox. Sorry, I cant remember why that is.. some kind of spring cleaning.

Maybe I'll resurrect the halo back sometime if I've been good and if or when I loose passwords again ( i'm going to try keep to memorable ones from now on Mods ..Do have mercy on me I'm old, nutz and altziemered

Are you only just back too luv? wb .. Is Spade back too?

* Sometimes I go through some serious mysanthropic valleys and despise human nature. That kind of thing really does restore my faith in humanity.. Just little things, where people go out of thier way to support, nurture, potect or serve. This is true Love forget all that eros bollocks. Love can come from many sources.

blather over.

 

[pharmakos]

Shall I go say hello to the lounge?

sure, if you wanna watch a shit storm lol

a few people got banned in the lounge because they couldn't shut up about you tho. maybe if you show up again you'll get a few more people banned. =p

 

[Mugz]

ooh are you off drugs and on the mend Mugz?

ooh are you off drugs and on the mend Mugz?

half, just finishing off the drugs I have left but on the mend though, going to group therapy sessions at least 2 times, sometimes 3 or 4 times a week at the local DARP centre and have been to NA twice this week.

 

[NightsEpiphany]

Crouching Halo Hidden Polka?

Hello Alb... surreal suggestion. Halos dont crouch. I could tip it jauntily to one side to look cool %)
I'm not sure that nick makes sense to me. What does it mean to you? I mean why would the polka ( dot) be hidden? Show me how your mind works mannn :D

 

[Mendo_K]

Too many alts around here lately

 

[NightsEpiphany]

ooh are you off drugs and on the mend Mugz?

half, just finishing off the drugs I have left but on the mend though, going to group therapy sessions at least 2 times, sometimes 3 or 4 times a week at the local DARP centre and have been to NA twice this week.

Superb Mugz... What bought you to the decision to get off of them? For me I hit a rock bottom that lasted for days of complete brokeness. Just so much sorrow, shame and remorse for my behaviour, the thoughtlessness, selfishness and the way I damaged my body by being too bloody excessive. That low point is 'orrible but something picks you up. a resolve, hope, wise council a mixture maybe.
I don't know too much about NA I went to a couple of sessions. They were nice, gentle but just a bit cultish for me. I'm sure all groups have thier own vibe. Hows yours. Does it give you hope that ' it works if you work it'?

 

[Albion]

Hello Alb... surreal suggestion. Halos dont crouch. I could tip it jauntily to one side to look cool %)
I'm not sure that nick makes sense to me. What does it mean to you? I mean why would the polka ( dot) be hidden? Show me how your mind works mannn :D

Hullo Yella. Was a play on Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon. I'm not entirely sure where it came from! One of those late night posts 8)

May I ask why the new change in name? Is JessHalo no more? Let me know which account you intend to stick to, you're only allowed one you know!

 

[Mugz]

Superb Mugz... What bought you to the decision to get off of them? For me I hit a rock bottom that lasted for days of complete brokeness. Just so much sorrow, shame and remorse for my behaviour, the thoughtlessness, selfishness and the way I damaged my body by being too bloody excessive. That low point is 'orrible but something picks you up. a resolve, hope, wise council a mixture maybe.
I don't know too much about NA I went to a couple of sessions. They were nice, gentle but just a bit cultish for me. I'm sure all groups have thier own vibe. Hows yours. Does it give you hope that ' it works if you work it'?

It really does, especially the Non NA group therapy sessions at the local DARP place, there are a lot of positive things there, I'm going to art class tomorrow morning, and acupuncture on Friday, and there are general group thoughts and feelings and helping preventing relapse groups and stuff too. It's really good.

 

[effie]

I'm really glad to hear you're doing all this Mugzy. Keep up the good work

 

[knock]

Mugz, good to see you back! It sounds like you're getting back on top of things. You know we all love you here!

 

[Mugz]

I foresee another ban though, I couldn't resist a lounge post and things happened beyond my control.

I'm happy with it too, I'm gonna take a pic of my NA keyring and post it in the sabbatical thread when I'm finally totally clean.

 

[Mailmonkey]

I foresee another ban though, I couldn't resist a lounge post and things happened beyond my control.

So do I

Posting a pic, deliberately to provoke a response, sourcing and taking a new drug that could cause you problems (smack), they aren't beyond your control.

As SHM said, it smacks (geddit?!?!?) of attention seeking, or thinly veiled shit stirring.

 

[Mailmonkey]

Don't shit stir deliberately.

Call an ambulance if you've taken too much and are worried. Please.

 

[Ben So Furry]

Daughter woke me up having nightmares at 5.30 this morning, couldn't get back to sleep something playing on my mind so I switch on the pc to check BL while I'm awake to find one of the first friends I made on BL has died. Shocked isn't the word. Fuck. I know there's a thread for him already but, I'll miss you Xamkou. Be at peace my friend

That's blown me away, so shocked. Can't imagine what his family are going through, tragic news.

 

[Shambles]

Mornin', all

Another far too early morning after another far too early night with another broken nght of nightmare-heavy sleep inbetween. What the bloody fuck is up with my sleeping patterns at the moment?!? 8?

At least they involve sleep (bit too much sleep really) at the moment though so probably shouldn't complain. Excess of shitty sleep must eventually balance out the weeks, months and years of little to no sleep eventually. Probably.

How is everybody this morn? Bad news about Xammy () Good news that Mugzy's returned D) Bad news he's not likely to last long going straight into dramaposts both here and in teh Lounge \) Am saying nowt on the potential OD situation other than "What Effie said in the thread.". Back to good news - Yella's back too () More good news - Snolly's haiku ()

Am outta news now so here's Fred with the weather...

Doh! Him too? Why was this not reported in the paedo thread? Will have to find meself a new weatherman to end me newsposts now