pastelcircus
Bluelighter
Haha, both of those terms suck,
fap is way better
fap is way better
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Admit something v. Sex, Lies and Videotape edition
- Thread starter Beachcat
- Start date
rangrz
Bluelighter
A very rare Pastel post I fully and indisputably agree with.
HighonLife
Bluelighter
i think fap is fine for women tho it is kinda bout male masterbation
but i think baitin is a unisex term imo
but i think baitin is a unisex term imo
Cohesion
Bluelighter
Still waiting to hear more creative yet sexy way to tell your love, "I'm going to go _[touch myself]_ and think about you".
This is simple and clear enough.. a little sweet and doesn't make my eye twitch ...
This is simple and clear enough.. a little sweet and doesn't make my eye twitch ...
pastelcircus
Bluelighter
Lmao
I would be one happy camper if I could tell a guy, 'alright, well uh, I think I'm gonna go fap now'
I have an odd sense of humor/ love/ adoration
I would be one happy camper if I could tell a guy, 'alright, well uh, I think I'm gonna go fap now'
I have an odd sense of humor/ love/ adoration
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mmmm baby, I'm gonna go stroke my hard throbbing cock as I think about you. *bites lower lip seductively*
how's that?
iheartthisthread
Bluelighter
rub my kitty is what i hear.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
The reason I'm not coming easily when having sex with my girlfriend or able to keep a full hardon is because I'm doing dope again and she doesn't know..... I feel terrible because she thinks it's her. ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
God, I am such an ass hole.
God, I am such an ass hole.
Pagey
Bluelight Crew
The reason I'm not coming easily when having sex with my girlfriend or able to keep a full hardon is because I'm doing dope again and she doesn't know..... I feel terrible because she thinks it's her.
You're not an asshole...I mean I'm assuming you're not telling her you're back on dope because you don't want to hurt or worry her, so I mean if anything you are trying to help...even though obviously the results of H use in a relationship are rarely good, it's clear your good intentions are there. Don't beat yourself up too much!
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
I'm not really sure what to do though... I mean I'm trying to stop using and get back to normal but in the meantime, it's destroying our sex life and her self confidence. I can't tell her because she'd be even more crushed.
Lysis
Bluelighter
This was an awesome thread idea, BeachCat. :D I haven't had enough coffee to think of anything to admit. lol
Pagey
Bluelight Crew
The best you can do is probably to try and get clean no?
(Easier said than done, I know
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Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Yeah, should I like try and not fuck her in the meantime? Haha. Or just do my best..
I just have to space out my dose long enough before we do it so I can function more normally. But getting clean needs to happen... I've been trying to get back on bupe for weeks but just use instead.
Lysis
Bluelighter
Yeah, should I like try and not fuck her in the meantime? Haha. Or just do my best..
As someone who has been on the girlfriend side of things, I really hope you're able to reverse it. I look back and as reckless as my ex was, I don't think he wanted to die and had he known how much pain he caused me, I doubt very much he would have used so recklessly. You're at that point where you have 2 choices: good or bad road.
The problem with BL is we only see the words on the screen. You can't see the pain someone goes through when their loved one uses and (possibly) ODs. I sometimes wonder if BLers saw it first hand if they would correct some of the reckless drug use.
Pagey
Bluelight Crew
Yeah, should I like try and not fuck her in the meantime? Haha. Or just do my best..
Yeah I understand...I dunno, I guess try to use your girlfriend as motivation to quit - at least it's a strong incentive. Drugs played a big part in ruining my last relationship and I wouldn't want that to happen to you. At least you know you'll still have something to live for once the drugs are gone, y'know?
I dunno if I can help much but if you wanna talk about it some more feel free to PM me
my confession. I got a huge crush on a female bluelighter 
Disraeli_Beers
Bluelighter
I admit I 'fap' (why is there no word for girls?!) to Jimmy Page videos more than I do to porn.
And I'm proud of it
That's fucking righteous.
Disraeli_Beers
Bluelighter
So every time midterms or finals roll around I kick up my amphetamine intake, and although I do get more effective my favorite part is taking breaks to watch fet porn with a finger in the bum....
I'll check it out later and link you if I find anything good
I'll check it out later and link you if I find anything good
xstayfadedx
Bluelighter
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I don't know why I will admit this.... one time my ex was on break from work and we ended up walking to a field beside his job... we were kissing and he was going to put his hand somewhere but I was like no and had to tell him it was my time of the month. Anyways he was hard and I ended up giving him a blowjob.. as I'm doing it he's really liking it but then out of the blue he says, "skunk!" It took a second to click and I turned around and saw it looking right at me. We both ran for our lives... Lol
pastelcircus
Bluelighter
I admit that while I'm way over my ex, I'll probably never get over what he did to me.
shit sucks
shit sucks