laughingheart
Greenlighter
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- Sep 12, 2010
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^Good for you Survival0200
I am really having a hard time with trying to quit smoking. My cigarette cravings have gone way up since I've greatly reduced my methadone dose. The only reasons I really want to quit smoking are: a) I feel like it's getting out of control and I'm smoking compulsively without even really enjoying it, and b) my mouth freaking hurts a lot and I'm worried it's from smoking (not that it seems to feel any better when I smoke less though). I'm actually really worried about my mouth, it has never felt this way before and my entire mouth and tongue have been hurting a lot for the past few weeks. Anyway, I guess I just need some support and advice please
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I don't want to sound like a dick but maybe you'rere having a really hard time quitting because you are stressing out about it... don't worry I've been there I used to overthink everything and would be filled with rushes of anxiety when I thought about smoking and then would double my anxiety on the day I quit which isn't a good way to start. Just chill... grab a few cigarettes, start saying no a few times a day (break the cycle of lighting up impulsively), then eventually when you feel like you are in control of your emotions and you feel like you are ready, go for it. That's how I managed but I'm still early days so maybe take what I'm saying with a grain until I stack some serious time under my belt.
For anyone who enjoys the way that drugs sharpen the perceptions and manifest the true beauty of existence, giving up smoking is a *must*. I say this because you will not be fully aware of just how much smoking has dumbed your senses right down. Your sense of taste is dumbed, your smell is dumbed, your mental faculties are dumbed. Your perception of the world is greyed. You spend your whole life in constant, anxious, 30 minute withdrawal periods from a drug that has done nothing but dumbed down your whole sense of this beautiful world. And remember: smoking doesn't calm stresses, it gives you stress, then it convinces you that it's there to solve it.
This is honestly one of the main reasons I quit and I already feel a lot sharper than I did before (well a lot more energetic but it's hard to focus so I can't tell if I have greater mental clarity). I am still feel a bit of the craving anxiety but man when those periods fade I feel amazing, like a general feeling like everything's going to be alright. I never really appreciated my sense of smell before but when you get it back, it gives walking around another dimension, it enhances the way I experience life.
Feels good.