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Had a great weekend with some of my new mxe i received earlier last week. I actually had 4mg of alprazolam before i had 80mg of mxe 1 night and i passed out that evening with all my drug utensils sprawled across the whole room including the dank i was attempting to smoke as well, lol. i woke up and was like WTF, i must have been trashed. i actually woke up with a very nice after glow. Later today i remembered i was trying to find my small capsules or a new oral syringe so i could plug 40mgs more for the night.
 
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I love how each day represents a completely blank slate in life, a fresh start. When you wake up in the morning, you really have the power to make the upcoming day into something exciting and fulfilling, no matter what the circumstances, I feel. As long as you do what, in your heart, you feel is the best you can do given your limitations, almost any day can be a good day.

That being said, I'm hoping for better luck tomorrow than I had today. lol. :|
 
^good luck dude! :)

I always like hearing the philosophical thoughts on your mind TAC you seem to be a very level headed person and they're often really encouraging.

After posting in these forums for a some months now I've really gotten some sentimental attachment to it. I've never been a part of a forum before (I'd tried once or twice but the people on them were often rude to newcomers) and after being a part of this one for a while I realized it's kind of like a journal in a lot of ways which is something else i've never had (except a very short lived dream journal). It's a lot better than a journal though because it's an amalgamation of like minded journals forming a community where we can converse and share our experiences and ask eachother questions.

I feel as though I've really gotten to know some of you and even tried to cheer you on in tough times and congratulate you for the better ones. Rarely do I get to have an honest, non judgmental talk with someone about psychedelic use; usually people either don't wanna talk about it or if they do they only wanna hear the more theatrical terrence mckenna style tripping stories with the whole shebang rather than have fully fledged meaningful conversations.

What i'm trying to say is- I love you guys <3=D
 
Never Knows Best said:
We all have bummer days, how's your winter break going aside from today thus far?
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No winter break for me yet, I am working my hiny off to finish off my to-do-list before the end of the semester. But overall, despite the occasional requisite bummer day, I am doing very well, & feel very successful.

SONN said:
I always like hearing the philosophical thoughts on your mind TAC you seem to be a very level headed person and they're often really encouraging.
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Thanks man, I'm glad I'm not always just pissing in the wind. :D <3 Also, I totally agree with your sentiments about PD in general SONN. There's a certain compassion and positive energy at BL that other online communities distinctly lack...
 
SONN said:
What i'm trying to say is- I love you guys
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We're glad to have you :).

tac said:
No winter break for me yet
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Oh yeah, I remember you saying something about being in CA or break, but I guess that would have been for Thanksgiving. Have you attended any cool seminars or symposiums? Gotta do that in Uni.

Edit:Got to test out my Christmas present today to make sure it wasn't damaged, so here's a song from the album.
 
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TheAppleCore said:
Yeah, especially in the beginning, I was doing a lot of that. I've been missing a lot of good ones lately though, I've got to get on the ball again.
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This is my favorite of all the ones I went to back in the day, heck if I was planning a return trip to the area I'd try to coordinate it with it. It's probably the only place to get english translations of novels by the author too, I ended up giving my collection of short stories I got there to a professor after I accidentally ripped the cover off of a Mishima novel I was borrowing from him. Wish I could read it again, it was quality stuff.



Protip: Two cloves of raw garlic after dinner as a health supplement is a bad idea if your plan for dessert involves a pint of whiskey and chain smoking.
 
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there was an awesome seminar near me called "psychedemia" but I was way too busy with work to make it. My friend went and said there was a guy presenting his 'wave interference model of psychedelic visuals' proposing a relatively new way on how we might see the things we do on psyches and why. It sounded intriguing I really wish I could have gone. I keep my eye open for good ones but a lot of them are just about art history or overly bland philosophy.
 
"People took such awful chances with chemicals and their bodies because they wanted the quality of their lives to improve. They lived in ugly places where there were only ugly things to do. They didn’t own doodley-squat, so they couldn’t improve their surroundings. So they did their best to make their insides beautiful instead."

— from Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut
 
Good one NKB

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phenethylo J said:
Got into some ketamine tonight too after a ~5 month break. It was my first time with s-isomer ket which I think I like better than racemic ket. Did a little over 300mgs over the coarse of the night. I got really lost in some pink floyd while laying on my bed.

I am most likely going to try and mix the k with some 4-ho-det tomoro might. I am hoping I will have enough self control to save a tiny bit of k for when I do mda in around 1 1/2 weeks. I have the mda now but want to wait until after my possible drug test so I can smoke weed on it to ease to come down.
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It was very good K. 120mg got me fairly incapacitated
I have a small amount of s-isomer too, saving that for a special occasion. Stuff is rocket fuel, pure, clear headed, euphoric dissociation. Looking forward to bringing some tryptamines into the mix as well. DPT/4-HO-DPT comes to mind, among others.

Man is it ever cold around here (-10C/14F) tonight. I live in this really old house too, not much isolation, and it could use some serious maintenance . The place is beautiful though. Cast iron furnace helps alot as well - Im blazing an inferno to keep the cold out. :) Gonna smoke some hash and settle in for the night.
 
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