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- Thread starter Marmalade
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Mornin' Folks
It's very early. hope it doesn't piss down today like yesterday tho because I want to go visit my field.
I'm up early because I checked my email when I went for middle of the night wees, and there's one back from a localish (35 miles) Greyhound rehoming center. Hopefully I'll get to visit the furry creature I've been stalking online in the next few days.
I can't sleep now cause I'm all hyper and excited
/lame
It's very early. hope it doesn't piss down today like yesterday tho because I want to go visit my field.
I'm up early because I checked my email when I went for middle of the night wees, and there's one back from a localish (35 miles) Greyhound rehoming center. Hopefully I'll get to visit the furry creature I've been stalking online in the next few days.
I can't sleep now cause I'm all hyper and excited
/lame
angelsmoke
Bluelighter
Morning! Morning BL!
Stupidly early start for me today, got up at 5.30am. Got to go to new house and wait for delivery of fridge/freezer and washing machine. Moving house tomorrow and have barely packed, so think I'm going to stay here and get on with packing until the delivery people call with a time slot. I'm a bit fucked if the time slot is 7am, as I'm half an hour from the house. Just don't fancy another day of sitting on the floor in an empty house that isn't my home yet.
Packing sucks too though. I've just packed up my drugs, despite a slight thought that a wee line of meph would help me pack, I'm going to ignore that stupid thought and see it all on the other side
Pretty sure I'll be more productive sober, but then look at me, I'm posting about my predicted productivity on BL instead of getting on with it. Get the fuck on with it!!!!!!!
Good luck with your greyhound Marmalade! Come and pack my shit for me while you wait for news.
Stupidly early start for me today, got up at 5.30am. Got to go to new house and wait for delivery of fridge/freezer and washing machine. Moving house tomorrow and have barely packed, so think I'm going to stay here and get on with packing until the delivery people call with a time slot. I'm a bit fucked if the time slot is 7am, as I'm half an hour from the house. Just don't fancy another day of sitting on the floor in an empty house that isn't my home yet.
Packing sucks too though. I've just packed up my drugs, despite a slight thought that a wee line of meph would help me pack, I'm going to ignore that stupid thought and see it all on the other side
Pretty sure I'll be more productive sober, but then look at me, I'm posting about my predicted productivity on BL instead of getting on with it. Get the fuck on with it!!!!!!!Good luck with your greyhound Marmalade! Come and pack my shit for me while you wait for news.
Nah, no shame there! I'm all soft when it comes to animals too.
Give him / her a big hug from me!
right, time to sleep now I think, nodding nicely but willhit the hay now I think, glad there was no suicde last night thi=ough
Well that's a nice post to wake up to
It is a wierd feeling sitting in a new empty house isn't it!
BlindHelperMonkey
Bluelighter
so gary mckinnon finds out whether he's being extradited to america today. one would expect he got even less sleep than us
psychiatrists say he's likely to kill himself if that should happen. not a good thing to say if you like sleeping with the lights off and/or without 15minute throughout-the-night suicide watch observations
but we've all been there right
psychiatrists say he's likely to kill himself if that should happen. not a good thing to say if you like sleeping with the lights off and/or without 15minute throughout-the-night suicide watch observations
but we've all been there right
We've reached an amount of stuff now that to move again would be a serious undertaking.
The last move actually involved removal people after years and many moves using whatever cars and vans that could be mustered, it was great to have everything delivered to the correct rooms especially the heavy furniture.
Best of luck Angelsmoke, get them tunes on and make the place your own
The last move actually involved removal people after years and many moves using whatever cars and vans that could be mustered, it was great to have everything delivered to the correct rooms especially the heavy furniture.
Best of luck Angelsmoke, get them tunes on and make the place your own
Mailmonkey
Bluelighter
I think me and me missis might be splitting up, I'm looking for a room as a lodger.
None of you saw that comin' did ya?
None of you saw that comin' did ya?
Albion
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I think me and me missis might be splitting up, I'm looking for a room as a lodger.
None of you saw that comin' did ya?
Gah
That's terrible MM
Are there amends to be made?
brimz
Bluelighter
Doctor Shopping as well now mate
Yeah their sweet.
Morning All you lot.
No that is indeed very surprising MM , just out of the blue like seems strange.
Mailmonkey
Bluelighter
Amends are always possible but we keep going round the same issues again and again and I've had enough. Even if we make amends theres too much deep-seated resentment for stuff to keep coming out.
I'm not going round and round in circles for the rest of my life.
I'm not going round and round in circles for the rest of my life.
jancrow
Bluelighter
Yeah I'm a big fan of no suicides too. Morning all.
@MM: Oh no mate, sorry, just read the page again.... this seems very much out of the blue. You seem so happy from what you put on here of your family life, do you really think this is an unbreakable cycle?
@MM: Oh no mate, sorry, just read the page again.... this seems very much out of the blue. You seem so happy from what you put on here of your family life, do you really think this is an unbreakable cycle?
When you're in for the long haul it's all about the baggage and the resentment, that's just my view and it's not supposed to be all doom and gloom just 25 years of experience.
Arguments about one thing that are really about the same old subjects, false forgiveness, well meant but incomplete non the less.
It's a question of are we flogging a dead horse or has it just gone lame
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Best of luck MM, I'd put you up any time, but you'd have to smoke your weed in the garage
Mailmonkey
Bluelighter
I love my son, I'm not even sure what love is now in a long term relationship. I seem happy, a bit like John and Mary in Father Ted.
You've hit the nail on the head. I don't even feel that sad. I've run through this scenario so often over the last couple of years.
Mailmonkey
Bluelighter
Yeah, I'm gonna stay in this village, and pick him up from school every day, and come home and play and cook for him etc, but then I'll fuck off to whatever hovel I find when my wife comes home from work.....
There's no way he's not starting to pick up on the resentment thats making itself felt more and more now. I don't want him growing up thinking a normal relationship is about sniping/pointscoring/apportioning blame.
We've been together nearly 17 years, there have been a few times when we've thought it might be the end. This might not be the end for all I know, but it feels like it. And I don't even want to talk to her about it now, its all hollow talk.
There's no way he's not starting to pick up on the resentment thats making itself felt more and more now. I don't want him growing up thinking a normal relationship is about sniping/pointscoring/apportioning blame.
We've been together nearly 17 years, there have been a few times when we've thought it might be the end. This might not be the end for all I know, but it feels like it. And I don't even want to talk to her about it now, its all hollow talk.