Melatonin and *INTENSE* Dreaming
Okay i'll try and update this post in a couple days when i can elaborate more, but i should put this out there.
I used melatonin lots through my life, but i recently started it again.
I took melatonin for the first time in a couple years on thursday night, then again friday night, then last night (1mg, 3mg, 3mg, respectively).
Now, i haven't ever been much of a dreamer, but yesterday i awoke from quite an intense dream (i won't say 'nightmare', but it wasn't too comfrtable of a dream). it happened again last night.
Through the past weeks, i've been a machine wrt 'life' (diet, sleep schedule, training, etc etc). The only reason i cannot attribute these dreams directly to the 3mg dosage of melatonin is that there was another variable - 2 nips(shots) of alcohol on friday night, and 1 tall beer (so ~1.5drinks) last night.
I'll post back after tonight (no alcohol and 3mg melatonin tonight), as i'm unsure whether it's the 3mg melatonin, or the melatonin + low-dose alcohol, or perhaps it's just the alcohol (friday and sat were 1st drinks in a lil bit).
And re the dreams, both were in the last hour or so of sleep; both fri night and sat night i awoke for the bathroom maybe an hour and a half b4 my actual wake up (i wake naturally / no alarm. this is a new thing for me and is only possible because of how rigorously routine i've been keeping my life lately), went back to sleep, and awoke a lil over an hour later from an intense dream. neither dream was a nightmare in any 'terror' sense, they were just very very deep emotionally (saturday's dream had me in a social scenario where my ex-fiance, who i'm still very much in love with, was present and completely ignoring me <we haven't spoken in over a year>. last night's dream had me re-living an episode from senior yr highschool <i'm 29 now>, where my father and i had a major head-to-head at home shortly before he kicked me out. both of these dreams were difficult, and for me to successfully elaborate i'd need to write a book of background to frame the scenarios, but suffice to say they were difficult dreams to experience but both showed me things that i view as positives- for instance, in re-living the scenario with my father in last night's dream, when he charged me i did NOT swing on him, as i had in real life all those years ago.)
I may make an entry in my blog about this, but right now i'm still just re-listening to the 30+min audio rec i made this morning upon waking, still need to integrate it more. ta da.