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MDPV Megathread 8: The Girl Who Chased The Dragon's Tail

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Ipityyoubro,

Hope your OK, might be an idea to check your CAPS LoCk :D

I'm not sure how long you have been up but it reading like a typical PV run, you intend to only do a couple of hits but it rarely turns out that way and the further in you get the more difficult it becomes to get back out.

Taking stimulants to stay awake because you're suffering with with sleep issues hardly sounds like a good idea, lack of sleep is a one way certain ticket to psychosis, it's not a question of if just when.:\
 
If only it were that simple, I'm currently trying to get the next door neighbour to flash me her tits by asking her her through the wall, I'm sure in my PV addled mind I can hear her reply, alas though I could be about to get my face caved in by her husband, he tells me through the walls when I'm on PV, also lots of fun dancing cowboys and robotic flower men dance behind me, they are going to get me. Everyone knows. Shit.
 
WHAT a WIERD night..... now i'm older or something happened. I think i lost my personality maybe... lol?

Nobody will remember anything past 2 march 2012... and i deleted alot of it i think....
Did i get the depersonalisation psykosis? Or did i get the PERSONAL settings on the right spot?

That's my choice, i choose to leave pv in my pocket inside the seven walls in this room. And maybe stay off ranting about my things online for now...
 
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crazyclearwater said:
well this is all new to me ,ia do some research, never heard of this shit,, sounds fun tho.!? good luk pittybro,, keep us updated k....
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I have some horrible news to report to you all! THIS DRUG IS THE DEVIL. I mean that in a good way. It's just way to powerful for me to even handle. I was driving and managed to fuck up my grandmothers car. That's the first negative point, BUT WAIT THERE IS MORE! Besides feeling totally exhausted I am unable to sleep. AT ALL which equals a very suspicious grandmother. I told her it was due to my ex girlfriend who killed herself. That she has been haunting me literally in my dreams. This is in fact true. However crashing my grandmothers car is still pretty fucked up. My friend managed to calm her down. Blaming it on my being sleep deprived and this would be a good excuse, however, as I said earlier, I am not able to sleep! I have been to work two days in a row fucked up and without sleep. i am suppose to go again as well today but doubt that will happen. I can not control my usage on this. Yea I know you all told me so but this shit is so damn good (and evil at the same time) AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE I AM NO LONGER EVEN HAVING FUN ON THIS SHIT.

Ok you caught me. I am still having a lot of fun or otherwise I would not be doing it. Pure and simple. Even though I am going to pay $200 dollars at least to get my grandmothers car fixed. Overall I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. I do need to consider stopping though. I mean I really do. Just so hard. Fuck what anyone says. This shit is actually really not even fun. I am having to pay 200 dollars to cover my mistakes while being on this.
 
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Have you any benzos? Presumably not.

I don't want to preach but this car crash business should be an indicator of the harm you can do yourself and other people on this shit, and a sign to stop and perhaps consider getting rid of the rest of your 2.5 grams, or at least putting it somewhere you can't access it until you are properly down and have had a chance to think about it.
 
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atm23 said:
Ipityyoubro,

Hope your OK, might be an idea to check your CAPS LoCk :D

I'm not sure how long you have been up but it reading like a typical PV run, you intend to only do a couple of hits but it rarely turns out that way and the further in you get the more difficult it becomes to get back out.

Taking stimulants to stay awake because you're suffering with with sleep issues hardly sounds like a good idea, lack of sleep is a one way certain ticket to psychosis, it's not a question of if just when.:\
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I am not ok whatsoever. but I must say that in spite of everything negative there is a postive side to all this. I did enjoy being on PV. I just do not enjoy the side effects that this drug induces. Read my previous post and you can gleam a little into the life of Ipityoubro. Bascially I have no friends that I could even talk to when I feel depressed. So hence my coping with using drugs. I do enjoy them so much though! (Particularly uppers , But really and drug that will get me out of the funk that depression causes me to be like.) I do believe if everythign had went according to plan i would not be in this mess right now.

jancrow said:
Have you any benzos? Presumably not.

I don't want to preach but this car crash business should be an indicator of the harm you can do yourself and other people on this shit, and a sign to stop and perhaps consider getting rid of the rest of your 2.5 grams, or at least putting it somewhere you can't access it until you are properly down and have had a chance to think about it.
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This is easier said then done m8. Trust me I can control just about every drug I have ever touched, excluding cocaine. It was to much for me to handle as well, and after 5 long months I can say that I am clean from that. Everyone has something in their life that they should not be doing. I do mean everyone. Yea a car crash is serious. Who in their right mind would not think it so? Trust me I realize the path I am walking down. Been there b4 with the ya-yo. I will probably regret this just as much as the coke. But, it's do an upper or kill myself. I do not mean this as a means for you all to PITY ME EITHER.

If I did not have an upper of some kind in my life then I would daresay that I would have gone down the same road as my girlfriend and just offed myself. (She actually overdosed) I won't lie though the thought is going through my head right now to just finish the approximate 2.9 grams that are left and just be done with life. People can say what the want but I am a firm believer that life does not indeed get better, it actually gets worse the older you get
 
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You should probably stop MDPV, even if it is just to realise what the crash is like before picking it up again for a substantial time.
Wait until you have actually fallen asleep and had a couple of days off it before drawing your conclusions on the drug.

How bad was the car crash? What happened?
 
Ipityyoubro
I am not ok whatsoever. but I must say that in spite of everything negative there is a postive side to all this. I did enjoy being on PV. I just do not enjoy the side effects that this drug induces. Read my previous post and you can gleam a little into the life of Ipityoubro. Bascially I have no friends that I could even talk to when I feel depressed. So hence my coping with using drugs. I do enjoy them so much though! (Particularly uppers , But really and drug that will get me out of the funk that depression causes me to be like.) I do believe if everythign had went according to plan i would not be in this mess right now.
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My advice would be get some ketamine or MXE even, probably help with the depression a bit. Don't get into the habbit of hoovering through grams of it daily though or it won't. Ketamine pretty much killed my stimulant addiction, I still do them occassionally but can take them or leave them. PV is far more head fucking than cocaine IMO, I can't be fucked with either these days but for different reasons, PV ruins my mental & physical health, cocaine a bit of that aswell along with being stupidly overpriced for the stuff that actually gets you the real buzz.

I would advise getting some benzo's before you crash. How long have you been on the PV? It sounds like your in for a bad one. The single worst bulk buy I ever made sanity wise was 10g of PV. Weeks worth of psychosis, anxiety and general insanity were not fun.

Reading this thread it's baffling PV is still a done thing lol. And your username is ironic, I do feel for you right now man ha! Get benzo's > flush it > deal with comedown..
 
This is just the stupidest drug in the fucking world, bar all tha tan hype that went round at the start its beeen a fucking disaster ever since...

The only good effects are psychosis 8o

And that only comes after 24 hours or so of feeling like you might die from a heart explosion.
 
occasionally i consider it good to have a flipside to the up.
If something seems consequence free it often proves the most dangerous.
My rule of thumb is if affects "normal time" then its a problem that needs addressing. Though loosing yourself to the chaos is good too.
Just remember to come back.
 
Flushed down the toilet...

Yes now i quit the peevs, don't like it at all anymore :p

Guess what? It was just a pile of potato powderin my last baggie. Lol
 
I thought it would never happen!

I hope you have a couple of downers around to chill out with Anatrica ;)
 
congrats anatrica. it takes a lot to flush drugs down the toilet. I've only been able to do it once (it was while on suboxone, got oxycodone for my wisdom teeth which did nothing so I just flushed em.)

I hope in a couple weeks you'll be able to look back at the way you were objectively. MDPV use can get very out of hand. I used to be an I.V. cocaine user, very heavy and almost daily. I know exactly what the psychosis and paranoia feels like, and the seemingly endless cycle of ups and downs. I feel like what kept me using cocaine was that I would see what a mess I was making of my life and that alone was enough to drive me to use more. eventually the only "good" thing I had in my life was cocaine, after losing almost everything else (all my material possessions, anything of value I could steal from my family and from others).

it was extremely hard to stay off the stuff, the mental craving took a very very long time to fade. After being off of it for around 8 months I remember getting some crack to shoot, and all the horrible side effects that I usually overlooked when reminiscing on the high became apparent. I think if you are away from MDPV for long enough you will see very clearly what it was doing to you. and hopefully if you do (which I sincerely hope you don't) try it again, the negative effects will be a reminder of what it was like when you were taking it regularly.
 
Fucking Christ MDPV is one helluva drug. I just read through like 13 pages of this and wow reading all these stories its like I was right back in it again.

Like EVERYONE who liked PV, I used to buy a gram with every intention of NOT going on a 3 or 4 day run and it would NEVER happen. I was a smoker and blowing out a cloud of PV was just so good in the darkest sort of way. 15 or 20 minutes later the rush abruptly ends and then you already thinking about another hit. By the time you're a number of doses in sleep becomes an impossible consideration and I'm stuck awake all night wanking. Next day it never fails I have to go to work and I'm a fucking fried zombie so I bring the bag to work and find myself in and out of the bathroom taking rip after rip of that evil shit.

For whatever reason shit would always get way more interesting on the 2nd day when reality starts to warp and thin. I always loved this aspect, and some of the side effects would really mellow out at this point which would make me start taking way larger hits, start behaving erratically. My family could tell everytime, it made such a mess of things.

I really think that smoking this shit was far worse than any other ROA. My urine would turn orange, my kidneys ached constantly and on more than one occasion I felt like my body was shutting down. Precious little food and water didn't help but I always felt so sick. I would get red nasal discharge, sores in my mouth, blisters on my feet. It was unreal how unhealthy it was and how little I cared whilst binging.

Did anyone else ever get the nosebleeds and strange discharge? It is an indicator of pyrrolidine toxicity. There is a published paper out there about pyrrolidine exposure in rats and it caused lacramation, red nasal discharge, and paw irritation. I imagine that smoking the salt released some very nasty products, ugh. I really wonder what kind of strange health problems will be linked to this shit down the road? Maybe we're all great candidates for cancer, who knows?

These days I still pick up a little bit of apvp with nearly the same results, though it does vape cleaner than mdpv and doesn't seem quite as hard on the body. It still is a rollercoaster ride for the mind though.

I can go months without PV but it seems like it starts calling me again. For the past 2 nights I dreamt I had a bag of apvp and the whole time all I wanted to do was freebase and smoke it, lol. Of course, I would always wake up right before I get to take a hit feeling so let down, ugh.

I wish I had never found this incredibly strange, addictive, reinforcing and completely fucked drug.

Anatrica! Good call flushing the peev! I could never bring myself to do that when I'm on a good run with it.
 
Well Done Anatrica. You have definately done the right thing. You may go through quite a bad period now though as your body and mind begins healing and repairing. You may be very paranoid and on edge, and very physically tired and energyless. I gather you are quite young, so you will probably recover physically within a few days. Mentally might take a bit longer. Hang on in there. If it gets too much take some benzos, but only for a few days, a week at the very maximum. You do not want to end up addicted to them things !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Best of luck......
 
Anatrica said:
Flushed down the toilet...
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Woop, something positive in the PV thread for a change.... good one Anatrica, like other people have said it will take you a while to return to 'normal'. I don't know you but from your previous posts it sounds absolutely like this was the right thing to do. Good luck with it.
 
jancrow said:
Woop, something positive in the PV thread for a change....
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In defence of MDPV

..or, every drug has its place

MDPV is not the devil. I thought that was crystal meth?

This thread is full of people abusing the crap out of pv. At least some of these people, if not many, come with ready made disorders or health issues. "Hey its great for my eating disorder, I don't have to eat. I'm 30kg but so what!" "Hey its great for my ADHD because, because...I'll get back to you on that."

It doesn't really make for a balanced objective start does it?

PV does have its uses and its abuse is not inevitable. When I first took pv it was on the say so of a BL'er who reckoned it took away the physical knackeredness the day after E. My God were they right. The original thread on pv was also full of people saying 'don't redose, that's where the problems start'. My God were they right. But believe it or not, even as recently as 3-4 years ago, this board had many members who could take pv and not redose. I was one of them. And I did it once a day, just about every day, for 6 months. No crash. I just ran out for a fortnight. It wasn't a problem.

A dose a day, the well-balanced way. It worked for me.

Of course if you are going to take any drug 24/7 you are going to have problems. And of course, pv can lend itself to that. It's a strong amphetamine. I'm not denying it can be a problematic drug. But everything has its place.

I had my own problems with pv so no-one can accuse me of eulogising it (ffs, I was never a proponent of the tan sex myth) but I guess I'm getting a bit tired of the same old same old in this thread. "I think I took about 50mg and my heart was pounding". Yeah well maybe don't be such a greedy twat? And buy some scales?

Or just blame it on the inanimate drug.
 
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