13th Issue Heroin Discussion v. fuck hope do dope

[Carl Landrover]

I finally told some one in my family about my dope habit. Were not blood related but we live in the same house.

Hes on the methadone program and if i end up telling my parents about it and maybe they would like the idea of me getting clean but on methadone, i would have a ride to the program everyday. I dont feel ready to get clean, i only went to him cause i missed real bad and ky arm swolled up real bad and that never happened to me before that bad. I had to of only missed becUse i had a really good rush but still it looked bad.

When school starts i feel like i wont be using that much anyways cause ill be chillin with everyone again who either just smoke weed, drink and pip molly or eat shrooms, i.wont be needing to chill with all my friends who do dope and 30s.

Are you in college or HS out of curiousity? How long have you been using opiates? Have you ever been prescribed suboxone before or used sub? I always think that seems like a better starting point before entering into a methadone program. One last question, how's the arm doing?

Opiate addiction is kind of a bitch. It's going to follow you even to school with your friends. It's conceivable that you could find a hookup at school or will find other people who are also into opiates. Some of your friends that you haven't seen for a while who you would smoke weed or drink with may have gotten into them at this point.

 

[McHigh_HMG]

Im still in high school and i been using for about a year and a half. Im not going to go to any methadone anytime soon, im still in early stages of my addiction and still feel i can stop using if i just buy a bunch of subs for cheap and make em last over time. Ive used subs to get high when i just used to fuck around with random shit on the weekend and i use em whenever im sick. My arm was swollen till yesterday but its not swollen today and doesnt hurt. The track mark looks normal so im sure i missed.

 

[ChitowneAZ]

about 10 minutes my dope will be here can'twait

 

[KAYLA2010]

Im still in high school and i been using for about a year and a half. Im not going to go to any methadone anytime soon, im still in early stages of my addiction and still feel i can stop using if i just buy a bunch of subs for cheap and make em last over time. Ive used subs to get high when i just used to fuck around with random shit on the weekend and i use em whenever im sick. My arm was swollen till yesterday but its not swollen today and doesnt hurt. The track mark looks normal so im sure i missed.

I erased what I wrote because I wasn't getting my point across about how addiction is hard.... So fuck it .

 

[brutus]

about 10 minutes my dope will be here can'twait

For future reference, think about what you are posting before you do so. It's never smart to post about future illegal activities on the Internet.

 

[Carl Landrover]

^
These are dope threads with dope heads. By the time the cops got there that dope would be long gone.

 

[jeebis]

so ive been clean for a week and a half. my dope connect became a raging cunt and the other charges out the ass for shit. wont do less than 5 bags at a time and gives no price break. wtf?

im trying to stay clean and stick to occasional suboxone use, my klonopin, my ritalin, and weed for day to day highs. although ive been doing some crazy blow recently...

 

[Johnny blue]

"recently" has seemingly been a while. Nbd j s

 

[patricknyc28]

We all say we can stop when ever we want to, if we wante to. In reality you will never want to so it's pointless that you can stop at anytime. if its been a year already your not in early your full blown addicted.

I know a bunch of people that wanted to stop and they did!When you whole life is scamming shooting and nodding it gets old!So I wouldnt say "you will never want to"

 

[RedLeader]

After taking three or so months off, I had some tar last night. I did probably .2-.25 over the course of the evening/night, plugged/rectal. I used heroin in early May after taking three months off, but this time around there was one big difference - the puking. I'd say about 4 hours after I first dosed, I started puking. On the hour, every hour. I probably puked 8-10 times during the night. Anything I tried to put into me - crackers, water, etc - came right back up. Haha, it got to the point where I just rode out the pleasant nods next to the toilet so that I wouldn't have to be on my feet all night.

The other problem is that of course shortly after I used, my attractive ex wanted to have sex with me. Absolutely nothing working down there, and she was even doing the whole pornstar seduction thing. I could have had amazing sex last night, but the heroin got in the way. I woke up today making the face.

I was also doing cocaine throughout the night, high quality cocaine. To be honest, now 24 hours later I miss that coke way more than I do the heroin. I think it has something to do with falling in love with powder-form heroin during my addiction (love the taste of that drip!), and now as long as I keep my relapses to tar (as has been the case each time), it's just different enough that I'm not immediately sent back into that old mentality.

I think I'm good for another few months off again.

 

[KAYLA2010]

^I was just replying to what I read on your post I dont want him to be discouraged about stopping he's still very young!

So your clean now your going to rub it in my face or anyones else? Your in a Heroin forum!

I was just trying to tell OP to not get addicted because it's fucking hard that was my point and then your all like " you don't want to" do it pissed me off.

And ya I'm in a heroin forum I was using heroin. And I like some of these guys in here.

 

[Carl Landrover]

He was saying that you shouldn't tell someone that they'll never want to get off dope. Someone's feelings toward something is going to be completely subjective.

People do get tired of the lifestyle. It makes quitting a lot easier when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired.

 

[HighonLife]

^^ yea heroin is nice but just about everyone eventually WANTS to get clean, now how bad you want it is a different story but once you use enough you will most likely eventually want to stop

has anyone ever heard of or know anyone that has got put on methadone for a damn Vicodin addiction??? This seems to me like a classic over treatment by some fcked up doc.

i may be wrong but i think brett farve was put on methadone for a hydrocodone addiction

 

[KAYLA2010]

I understand I'm just going through a lot of emotions and I took it out on him and I'm feeling depressed cause I just relapsed an hour ago..

I'm sorry. P I just sent you a message

 

[KAYLA2010]

He was saying that you shouldn't tell someone that they'll never want to get off dope. Someone's feelings toward something is going to be completely subjective.

People do get tired of the lifestyle. It makes quitting a lot easier when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I wasn't just referring to dope I was saying getting into addiction in general is a rough life and I was just trying to find a way to explain to the op but it came out all wrong

 

[Tommyboy]

i may be wrong but i think brett farve was put on methadone for a hydrocodone addiction

Yea I think you are wrong. Maybe he was on methadone for 2-3 days if he want to detox, but he definitely wasn't on methadone maintenance.

so ive been clean for a week and a half. my dope connect became a raging cunt and the other charges out the ass for shit. wont do less than 5 bags at a time and gives no price break. wtf?

im trying to stay clean and stick to occasional suboxone use, my klonopin, my ritalin, and weed for day to day highs. although ive been doing some crazy blow recently...

You had a girl making runs to NYC and hooking you up nicely, right? So is that the one who turned into a 'raging cunt' or is that the one who is charging out the ass?

Today was my 'high day' and it was a successful one at that. I guess my tolerance dropped a bit since the stuff I got during the week had fallen off hard, plus I just use 1 bag on my off days, sometimes 2 but usually not, and I also took some days off completely. So today I got 3 bags and 8 hours later and I've still got a slight nod, pinpoint pupils, and although I can pee alright now I had some urinary retention earlier.

NSFW:

It says 'GLORY' in a cloud surrounded by rays of sunlight, or at least that's what I took from it. I thought it was a pretty neat stamp. The second one is empty since I saved it for the picture, but the one from earlier came out a little better so I put them both up.

 

[jeebis]

the bitch doing runs to nyc became a cunt. tried to rob me until i showed up at her job. didn't make a scuffle, but she knows whats up. the other guy has me payinf more than double for 5. im good on that. luckily my cousin has suboxone, i have ritalin and kpins, and everyone and there brother has good bud.

although a good friend who jus started to flip FIRE FIRE FIRE fishscale white has been hooking me up. it's been nice, but i prefer my ritalin and pins. throw on a dutch and a 6 pack....hell yea

 

[Tommyboy]

^ Do you need the subs for withdrawal or are they just for fun? I can only get a buzz off of them if I take a week off, and then I have to stick to once a week if they are going to have any recreation value for me.

 

[Carl Landrover]

NSFW:

It says 'GLORY' in a cloud surrounded by rays of sunlight, or at least that's what I took from it. I thought it was a pretty neat stamp. The second one is empty since I saved it for the picture, but the one from earlier came out a little better so I put them both up.

Are you using a camera phone or a regular camera? If you have a digital camera I think the photos of bags come out better if you take micro-shots.

 

[Tommyboy]

^ It's a shitty camera phone.