How Are You In One Word v. I know the feeling!

[fakeplastictrees4]

sedated

been in my basement. being a hermit. all day. its been rainy out. (from what i saw behind my blinds) i even lost my phone this weekend cuz i got too fucked. thats phone #3 this mo... at least i have a reason to be antisocial <snip>

this might be the amph withdrawal, but the thing is im not super unmotivated, nor am i eatin everything in sight.
i guess i did a pretty good job of tapering.

unsure if i should continue this tomorrow or not.

 

[DeathDomokun]

I don't understand this attack on emptiness, can someone explain it for me?
I'd love to feel truly empty right now, instead of being filled with this desire to not feel the way I do now. This feeling of lassitude, a vexation perpetuated by my own emotions. Assailed by dissonance and an orderly chaos. As the pain fills to the brim, the crusty exterior holding everything begins to crumble into a bleak perpetual circle, wavering in small changes but ultimately and fundamentally unwavering.
Since this is supposed to be one word, I guess I'll go with psychic, because everything is always the same. This won't pass. I'll always feel this way.

 

[DeathDomokun]

Psychic, Stagnant, Intolerant, Negative, Shit, Dissonant, Futile, Shit.
I could use a plethora of words and none of it matters in the slightest.

 

[snafu]

^ feeling empty isn't a great feeling tbh



groggy

 

[Seyer]

I woke up in the middle of a dream of me being back home. Ive been sad ever since...

 

[xxxyyy]

lonely, sad, desperate.

 

[Nurse Bloop]

constipated

 

[n3ophy7e]

accomplished
I finally got some stuff done today, after wasting most of the day doing nothing. Like, I love doing nothing when I have nothing to do. But my laziness really shits me when I have HEAPS to do...

 

[VanWeyden]

agile...

finally got some stuff done and solved my financial problems, at least for a while. i always refused to get a student loan, but i'm in the last quarter of my studies, i had a lot of harship to overcome in the last year and succeeded. i funded most of my expenses on my own, worked all the time and now i think it's acceptable to do some investments for my future

 

[DeathDomokun]

Feeling empty isn't supposed to feel great, that's feeling great. I'm asking what you can possibly say about true emptiness that is negative.

 

[Cohesion]

Vital

 

[paranoid android]

Wondering how much more i can take

 

[spork]

^keep on keeping on PA. i know you can do it

 

[sconnie420]

^keep on keeping on PA. i know you can do it

that movie..

PA ((hugs))

 

[spork]

refreshed. i just took a dip in the pool for the first time this year. it made me really feel like summer is here!!

 

[stardust.hero]

Feeling energized. I think the vitamins and healthy eating routine I've been into lately is starting to work .

 

[Seyer]

BeyondDepressed.

 

[Pale Rider]

Thanks Asclepius, it's much appreciated...

 

[Pale Rider]

Happy today, an old and very close friend has been in touch, today is a good day...

 

[n3ophy7e]

BeyondDepressed.

Much love to you dude, I hope you're feeling better soon