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Also, I notice a lot of us have become very compulsive with this drug, excessive and unnecessary redosing seems prominent.
We should all lay off this chemical for a few weeks.
I think a few of us that have been posting here, need to stop doing this chemical for at least a week or two, we need to get our heads back in order. I feel as though we are all experiencing the same symptoms, the same negative mental side effects and us being on this forum is the universes way of showing us we need a break from it, and we can all help each other through it.
Stop doing it then. You don't need to wait for everyone else to stop doing it with you. If you really cared about yourself you would stop using, instead of keep posting how desperately everyone needs to take a break with you, but then continuing to post that you are still taking 2 grams in 4 days. Your "harm reduction" warnings to others are a complete waste of time otherwise.
wall of text....
What's up with you as well Help?!?!
I see that your heart is in the right place with trying to warn people of the addictiveness of MXE, but if that wall of waffle isn't an indicator of the manic tendencies of MXE, then I don't know what is. I find your posts almost unreadable.
My advice to you would honestly be to buy a bag of weed. That was my get out clause whenever I was using Ketamine too often, I find that replacing the drug with a more benign one for a few days is enough to get my mind off it since the addiction is pretty much entirely psychological.
Sorry JG, but I have to call this out as being poor advice. This is in no way a proper means of confronting and dealing with problematically addictive behaviour. Swapping your addiction to another drug - howver benign it may seem - will never get rid of the problem that resulted in you deciding to compulsively use in the first place. This is no better than swapping ciggarettes for nicotine inhalers.
No, the only way of dealing with it is to end the addiction completely. And then, in the absence of the drug, you are forced to confront whatever it is which is keeping you addicted.
It amazes me the way people continue to find little ways to justify their addictions to themselves, even when they are bold-facingly stating that they have a bad problem. There's always some excuse to use a little more, bump the dose higher, order another gram just in case, or swap it to weed "until my tolerance goes down".
But even worse is the circle-jerkin attitude of winking smilies and devil-may-care encouragements of further usage from all the closet addicts within the in-community of this thread. It's bad enough that we have these stupid cutesey titles to the MXE threads, such as "I can't sleep, so why not", or "let's start the next bag", or even "tolerance schmolerance". [Why the moderating team - who constantly pontificate up on the importance of harm reduction - think it's appropriate to promote MXE in this carefree and juvenile way is beyond me.]
Bodybuilding and MXE are compatible? I think yes. But we need to keep themselves within the framework and have good will power.
Definitely not. You are likely to overexert yourself due to two compounding factors:
1. A decrease in bodily awareness.
2. An overconfident egomaniacal drive.
Please note, you may not even notice during recovery that you have done damage to yourself, but it can accumulate over time. This is especially important for the joints and the fascial tissues, the ligaments, the tendons, and cartillage.