You guys are assholes lmao
YEA i fucking want to, but you think it's safe?
THINK???? do we THINK it's safe???? We aren't a bunch of knuckle dragging cavemen with hair in our ears. We KNOW it is not safe.
But you are going to do what you are going to do. You have free will to decide what you will do. You use your will, but sometimes you lose your will. Heroin can do that. If you have lost your will to the drug, you will have to fight to get it back. It is going to take some time and some patience and some love.
We know what we do is not safe. Nothing is safe. We were born to die. What matters now is can you make YOUR own decision.
We cannot decide what you will do. You might want someone to nag you but I think nagging just makes people hate you.
If you use or if you do not use, you can talk about it, how it feels to want to quit and realize you can't. Or realize you are just saying you are going to quit to ease your mind and you have no actual intention of making the decisions you will have to make.
You wanna do them. I feel you. I am not thinking you should or should not. You knew drugs were dangerous to start with. I have not got the skill or the desire to get anyone off of heroin.
I have gone to two funerals of two former students who died from heroin. Maybe it was just their time to go. But the suffering the families dealt with was some seriously fucked up shit. One young lady was my best writer, plus she played volleyball and was a cheerleader. 5'5", tiny but busty, long natural blond hair and blue eyes. Gorgeous. She was still gorgeous dead but we couldn't see her eyes. Eyes are the windows to the soul they say, so I assume the heroin escorted her soul right out of her body and into eternity.
I'm gonna smoke. I'm upset.