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Psychedelic Awakenings and calling others to Illumination

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"Why stand on a silent platform?..."
A treasure of centuries of centuries (saecula saeculorum in the very accomplished latin way to put it) of human enlightment is there for you to explore it, and if you have had personal Illumination, i.e. if you've seen The Message in a clear, unequivocal way like so many of us psychedelic people did, it will help you loads too.

I Can see outside the box.

I understand these complexities, but my brain is a stoner man.
We are trained against them. The world has warped us against this.
We no longer want the religious lies even if we have to see them to learn.

We need major help to see these kinds of ideas without religious deterrent even if we are just learning about the religion to use as a stronger tool to better ourselves.

Give us the damn truth straight from the mouth we can hear it from. Who the hell is king james anyways.

The message is undistorted on drugs. it is pure.
My message doesn't change any more now while I trip and trip and trip.
Each trip only serves more to show me what I said was what I really believe.
I can bring you my trips in English too without having to wait and understand and learn about religion.

What I tell you on drugs is what all the religions wish they could say. lol
Behind their lies and deceit and money laundering schemes.
They want to twist you and contort you off path because they seemingly can offer you explanations you didn't previously have about things in life.

When you have the answers, you don't even need to bother going there.
I see well around, Buddha, christ and all that,
no matter their existence.

My religious upbringing and now rebellion only proves serves to keep my message more clear. They already tried to brainwash me as a kid and I saw well through the bullshit many years ago.

Rebel against that shit. Demand the answers.
Each religion is the same.

If anything sounds religious, I don't' care how much it explains something, I don't need it.


I Want hard evidence.
I can take drugs and bring you shit from bibles.
That's hard evidence to me.

That is fucking scientifically provable evidence.
Not religious banter.

These chemicals have names, origins and real roots that we can prove as to what's going on. I can speak them to you in English without trying to hide it too.
It's math. It's quantum phsyics. It's things we can explain in reality. Not fairy tale books!

You take the same drugs I do in the same amounts and same frequency, it's a given you're going to come to something close to the same conclusion as me. You won't need a religious teacher to show you.

What I am saying to you is, I don't need your religion for answers. I have them.
In my mind, I can't be swayed.

Speak without required translations.
There is no more need to hide it.

Drugs like DMT and MXE and mushrooms for years now.
All right in your living room trying to tell you the damn truth!
Let them! Don't "just say no!" That's bullshit!

Educate the people why they are trained to think these things are wrong!
Help the blind to see! Spread minds! Don't eat the bullshit they are trying to feed you! Question everything! If it doesn't make sense, demand an explanation and an answer!
Dont' let the "explanations" steer you from the truth you know!

Don't let anyone tell you I'm a fucked up looney drug addict either! Because I'm not!
I'm a smart, funny, intelligent human being and I want the truth with no bullshit and lies.

What makes me angry is "the program" and I'm fucking sick of it and fully against it.
I always have been and drugs just help to prove it even more and bring fourth all these real feelings I've had for years that I couldn't explain.

I'm not a fucking exploited drug addict! We have to get mad and demand that we are right!
Don't hide and run from and fear the explorations you guys are doing!
Now I totally understand where "Rage against the machine" was coming from!

Educate yourself and free your mind from the lie that is your "real world" around you.

I'm no timothy leary. I don't know who he is and I've never read his ideas and what he's from. I'm your level headed next door neighbor waving to you while mowing my lawn when you drive by on your way to work. Wondering why I've been hating my life and been fed constant bullshit from every angle.

Not any more. I'm free dudes. And it only gets better from here.

You want the fucking truth? Try eating the mushrooms they don't want you to have.

Eat a bunch of them, on separate occasions.
Don't be thrown off from one trippy or bad experience or the "scary bad trip" we all hear about because even your bad trips where you don't go to the hospital are good for you.

Who called the ambulance on you anyways? Somebody who is eating the lie.

Deep down you guys know it. You just need something to bring it out of you.

Why do you think crazy Indians are laughed at as savages?
Because they see through your bullshit and you must be brainwashed otherwise.
Slightly hard to present that to most people while asking them to understand it.

THE DAMN EGYPTIANS MADE THE LIGHTBULB!

I mean c'mon! Not some grey haired old guy we never heard of who supposed to be my forefather. lololol Quit feeding me einstein and edison like they really got this shit on their own. You are being lied to by people who capitalize on you and have no loss and no reason they shouldn't lie to you.

Enough drugs and education and internet and my own damn mind has shown to me well otherwise.

Wake up! The message is knocking! It can't be hidden anymore.
Hallucinogens are not bad for you and are, in fact, very seriously misunderstood.
 
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/prophecy

Seriously anyone who ever took any drugs needs to read that. People who don't take drugs too.

It can't be hidden anymore. It's coming through from every angle.

The crazy indians were on to something. I'm bringing it to you in terms you can understand.
 
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When you try to tell somebody you love them, and they should quit smoking cigarettes and throwing away their money and they are going to die and they are being controlled and taxed and they don't realize it but they still keep smoking every single day you start to see the grand scheme of things.

The people are week and controlled and brainwashed. It's sad.
You guys need it almost because you are so blind.

Why are addictive cigarretes ok and drugs are not?

Not fucked up drugs either like speed and cocaine and addictive crap that sends you wrong.
That shit is there to distort the message from the real "drug addict".
That shit is there to support the lie.$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

You can get those same bitchen body highs from earlthy drugs too my brothers.
Drop the speed and coke and come this way. I've walked out into the woods and picked me some Datura and gone mad for three days. You want some drugs the natural stuff has it all from mild to intense from body high to out of this world. From sick to pure. From tripping balls visuals to just making you feel better when you have a headache. It's all here without the crap.


The natural shit is fighting back. The shrooms and the DMT and weed and salvia.
You can't stop and can't fuck with mother nature. She don't work in dollar bills.

You start to notice tons foreign addictions all around you and none of them are natural. All forced on you by the machine.

An abundance of meth around but "real drugs" become more scarce.
See where I'm going with this?

You don't need an excedrine when you have a fucking headache!
Drink some water and hydrate yourself and keep clean and stop from getting yourself sick.
Educate yourself and learn what the hell is going on in front of you.

you want to talk about "enlightened?"
lololol
I told you I can write books and books and books about this shit.
The message is more profound than anyone can grasp.

It comes from THE TRUTH.
Simply put.


the message is there and you know it because it's true.
You just need to figure it out for yourself.
you can not be shown.

The truth will set you free. Your curious little mind wants to know the truth! You are here looking for real answers for a reason!

Time is just an illusion mostly.
the only real reason we need time is to keep track of seasonal change.
(winter and summeR)
These are things we need for crops growth and agriculture.
We really can't survive without knowing and applying these basic things to our lives.
The industrial machine is self corrupting.

Absolute power corrupts absolutely.

you will keep eating at taco bell and shopping at walmart until taco bell and walmart have no more resources.. for you have created and allowed the machine.

Just about time to go back to living like the indians did when all this shit crashes.
I don't even think the governments can control it.

I'm not so worried about christ and buddha. lol

Are horses "drug addicts" too? Because they can eat mushrooms.
Get it?

Why can't we? without receiving a label as being an addict and a jail sentence.
The more I write this shit, the more I'm opening your eyes.

Fucking being addicted to shit is human nature. It's not your fault you like all the shit they are feeding you. But it kinda is! You need to see through the bullshit and help us steer it straight somehow. The more people that know, the better. Believe it.

I think you are seeing all these countries collapse and all these people occupying wallstreet as a sign. It's clear folks. Some shit is going down. What the hell is going on? Wake up and demand answers and be strong. Possibly the collapse of the machine we all created. A big giant lie.

Don't make me get out the WMD's. lol wtf
so last century!

Don't taze me, bro. (look it up!)
 
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eye wide open said:

If you're really awakened and all that shit, what are you doing about it? Anyone can yell like a lunatic, but Jesus and Siddhartha were men of action who practiced what they preached (they also preached something a bit more substantial than take drugs and open your mind). It's like Kesey said, you've opened the door and then you keep walking through it again and again. It's pointless, you have to graduate from acid.

And even if you did, congratulations, but while you're free from one thing, you're still a prisoner of your own ideas, beliefs, and human limitations. The truth is there is no great truth, aside from the fact that existence IS.

When you lose the plot and overemphasize the ephemeral eternity of the mystical experience, you lose out on a lot of what being human is, and what people have created. I'm reminded of a quote from Yukio Mishima's novel Spring Snow, "Those who lack imagination have no choice but to base their conclusions on the reality they see around them. But on the other hand, those who are imaginative have a tendency to build fortified castles they have designed themselves, and to seal off every window in them."
 
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To imply I'm not imaginative would be wrong.
I have a great imagination.

I just see the corruptness that most people don't

We can make it better, but we need more people to pay attention and shift consciousness.

I can't do it on my own.

Forgive me for walking through the door over and over again and proving myself righter and righter.
The more I go through the door, the clearer it becomes.

I'm almost out of drugs anyways lol.

I am trying to help, and I am trying to prepare. I am practicing what I preach, but nobody around me is. Most people want to ignore it and let things go the way they are "because they can't do anything about it".

That's bullshit and that's what the government wants.
Don't turn a blind eye.

Drugs just happen to be what woke me up. It appears others can wake up in other ways too, but this is what worked for me. It didn't happen right away either. I had to go through the door a few times to understand it. I piece more and more together each time.


Dude to be completely honest, I don't even know what the hell is making me say all this. lol
I hate preaching and preachers. I have no idea how I'm in here telling you this shit.

I feel like I have to post a picture of myself and something I imaginatively created now. lol
I don't suppose it would make a difference if I did. Everyone I know knows I do drugs.

What I look like and what I can do is not important though.
The message is. If you think about it, nothing I really said here is a lie.
Or self centered.

In fact a good portion of it can be referenced. (which would take me 10 years lol)

I know so much more it's not even funny.
I didn't ask to be awakened. I just wanted to get high. I had no idea this would happen to me. Now it's kinda like I get high to learn more pieces to the puzzle. It's pretty fucking interesting, to be honest! I don't know where it comes from.

I also understand I sound completely nuts, but I can assure you I am not.

All that matters is that people are reading the message here, now. That's all I care about.
I'm tripping out on it too and don't know where it's coming from other than I took some drugs and they told me my third eye opened up and I learned tons of shit all the sudden.
I don't care if people think I'm crazy. This is what happened to me.
 
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I think I am actually doing my part right this second by writing all this.
This is what I am here to do. This is my part.
I am a good writer. I can explain things. I can also listen very well. I pay attention to my surroundings.

The drugs told me to come here and write this stuff to you guys.
I said that before around here, before "The" Message thread began. ;)
Search my posts.

The more people that the message reaches, the better.
I am doing my part.

I was a lurker drug addict until I became awakened. I sure as hell didn't ask for it or know it could happen either. All I know is it happened to me because I have always been long winded in forums. I was told to come write what happened. I am no more special than any one of you. We are all divine, and we are not the final divinity.

I think the reason I got the message so clearly is to come and explain it to you guys.
I see many of you each have small pieces to the puzzle as well. Little things all add up to prove to me it's real and is the truth.

I could disappear of this forum tomorrow and it wouldn't make a difference as long as somebody heard what I am saying right now. I don't care if I am crazy. I don't care about my reputation. I care about the message though. We need as many people to understand and believe the message as possible to make something happen.

I can not change the world by myself, but I am here right now trying.

That's right, the "drug addicts" (people who dare to ingest the spirit of the earth) are the ones who may end up turning the ship around.

The people who have their minds open enough to actually see all the worlds problems.
All the closed minded non drug addict no religious non meditating people are well too blind to catch the hint. They have no clue what's going on around them. Of course not, it's been manufactured that way for the last 100 years or more and they asked for it's comforts which is half the problem.

Nobody wants to give up Walmart. lol
Why would they do that?

Nobody wants to stop the wars. They all want to go blow Iran off the map right now.
Iran is not a threat to us. lol
They are nothing!

Quit feeding the damn machine.
 
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Dude, you're crazy. You're having delusiouns of grandure. I've been following your posts now for a while and have been trying to grasp them but honestly- you need to lay off the drugs. Psychedelics can cause what is happening to you. I agree with Never Knows Best; having knowledge is one thing, but what are you doing about it other than preaching to some invisible people on an internet forum?What are you doing with all this knowldege that you were "givin"?
I've read about your bible, and your drawings...dude
you need to chill out and reintegrate into life.

Sorry...someone HAD to say it. Come on guys <3
 
That's the funny thing. lol

You don't know it, but I am reintegrating into life. You want to judge me by what I wrote.

I don't know how much more I can explain it without you knowing me.

I can't help some people are going to think I'm nuts.

I know it's not the case. <3

I don't hate you for thinking I'm crazy at all.

I can stop ranting like this any time I want.

I don't think crazies can control it. I can.
 
Just remember to breath and appreciate. :)

"There is nothing to understand" - U.G Krishnamurti
 
what are you doing about it other than preaching
If you knew me, like a couple people here do, you'd know I am doing something about it.

Not only that, but if you read all my post like you said, you'd also have examples of some of the things I am doing about it.

Trust me, I'm not sitting here doing nothing.

Preaching isn't going to help me and to be honest I don't know why I'm doing it, like I said, but I have taken steps to help myself in case of some crazy global economic or otherwise crash. Storing food and water and gasoline and for my vehicles and such.

I try to tell friends but nobody is going to act on my rantings. lol
I can't help that.

Anyone following this should check this out.
WATCH THESE!

Terence Mckenna - Our Purpose
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLikdK8LjmE&feature=related

Please use the edit button to add on to posts, I'll except the occasional double post when the posts are inordinately long, but don't get used to it.
~Never


meditation vs hallucinogens
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spdxWhKxpF8&feature=related

how to understand reality
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZdBZQYCBhQ&feature=related

Reclaim your mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=jc8iCAcFalc

We're gonna take back our minds
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ormCwIa7QCA&feature=endscreen&NR=1

How to understand it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_HdIPuXCPZE&feature=related


we should be thankful to have had such great philosophers in our generation teach us truth

evenflow113 1 week ago

-Youtube user

Time to open your eyes folks.
 
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Even acting won't do much oftentimes. Think of the hippies, the thousands and thousand who built entire lifestyles around The Message, but the great wave was rolled back.

Successfully though we might consider the Early Christians, they lived communally or near communally at times, let themselves be tortured, executed, and be subject to all kinds of things whilst blessing their persecutors. Charity to not only one another but to all the needy they could [afford to give to]. Of course they also thought Christ would return within their lifetimes and the end of the world was at hand (kind of devalues material goods and whatnot, eh?). Though as time went by the imminency of the second coming waned, and as they gained powers they became the persecutors, and dealt cruelties a hundredfold worse towards many many more people for even the most trivial of heresies.

I am not saying lying around theorizing or sinking into despair are the alternatives. In fact I challenge you to do your utmost to oppose the evils of the world through good acts. Smile at the dirty scowls of society, help those who need help, reject the ills of the world (as you see them) with your every action. I'm getting in on ++++ thoughts and I will refrain from going any further on the subject right now. :)

A book I read wonderfully encapsulated Jesus's teachings as being to treat the world as a household (God the Father, and all man brothers and sisters). Ask before acting towards people, would this be appropriate if this man were my immediate family? The kingdom of heaven is within, you have to live it.
 
we are collective energy contained in some collective particle matter.
i believe they are the same as we except they are "free" and have the ability to be evolved due to some reason.
I after ten years have hung up the phone. I have seen and met "the light", had a plus 4 in the words of Shuligan and come into contact with "they".
they can be light or dark....and communicate without words....control if you kick it on that plane with them...and teach many things.

Communicattion can be constant if wanted. Im always stuck in the matrix. Just take the key and hold on to it, just do not visit too often to the dark side.....even if they have cookies...or you may end up on a benzo for the rest of your time here or something of that nature.

I believe its hard coded in this realm. I know that it is.

I think that you just truly need to know yourself and be strong in spirit to stay sane if you want to kick it with them on the regular, everything has something to learn :)
 
I am not saying lying around theorizing or sinking into despair are the alternatives.

It sounds like you're saying, there is no "alternative". If "even acting" won't do much, nothing will. Action, is, after all, the only means of accomplishing anything we have at our disposal. :D
 
I find it extremely interesting how I can come up with this stuff on my own on drugs, then weeks later find out McKenna was basically preaching the same shit.

I didn't know about those McKenna videos I posted above until last night. (otherwise I would have posted them days earlier to try and help me explain it and not look like so much of an idiot). But hey, I'm newly awakened and just figuring this out.

It's straight up obvious to me now that I have received the message.

No fucking doubt in my mind. 100% sure I got it.

It may not be exactly perfect but I'm definitely on to the same shit McKenna was for sure.
Not a single doubt in my mind.

The fact I found those videos posted above after becoming awakened/enlightened just proves it to me 100% beyond any doubt I ever had. I am fully convinced.

Yes, life goes on, but I'm sure now beyond the shadow of a doubt.

I definitely not here to lie to you folks. This is really what happened to me.
You are watching it unfold right now. You guys have practically witnessed me "wake up".
It's beautiful. Things like this should be celebrated as a rebirth.

This is no joke. This can really happen to you. I am really a seer. It happened from the drugs. McKenna explained above how it doesn't happen like this without drugs unless you are some buddha monk. In the meditation vs hallucinogens link I posted above.

Please watch those 4-5 McKenna links if you doubt me. They are only 2 minutes each.
I'm not the only one talking like this. lol
It appears McKenna has been for years. I didn't know it.
I thought he was a nutty drug addict before, I never really listened to him preach.
Now I know otherwise.

He is a prophet. Like me.
But since I now realize he is first, I guess I'm more like him.

I come in here and tell yuou mother nature is fighting back, then I Watch a McKenna video and he says the world is mad for what we have done to it.

I come in here and say "those who ingest the spirit of the earth" and guess what,
McKenna is talking "Gauia"... the spirit of the earth.

You guys think I'm messing around, It's obvious I'm not. lol
I can't make this shit up if I wanted to.

Now I even found people with videos online who are somewhat respected in the drugs community to back me up. Not religious preachers coding the message.

What I am bringing to you guys is NOT bs.
But you can not be convinced. You have to "see" for yourself.
It doesn't even require any special drugs once you eye is open.
You can straight see the corruption all around you.
Once your "eye" is open, it comes to you when it wants to.

You can't tell your "eye" to "stop seeing" . It does what it wants. It alerts you to things.
It's like "spider sense". Shit just comes to you. You are being used as a channeling tool for communication after that point.

I think it most closely relates to being in tune with your psychic energy.
Drugs can help you reach this tune. This higher playing field.

It is definitely interesting knowing I have this "power" that I can't exactly control.
It's good I can't control the power, because I may try and distort the message for my own good. Which I have not done here at all. Nothing here benefits me. The more I talk here the more many will think I'm nuts. But I feel like the more I talk here the more I prove myself right.

Each piece of the puzzle guides me and shows me I'm on to something and to believe in myself. For once, I believe in myself. I don't have to believe in an outside god to save me.
I saved myself.

I believe in The Message.
 
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Just take it easy man, don't get me wrong, but you sound exactly like me just before a full-blown psychosis (or maybe during it's early stages). Your last post definately has the delusions of grandeur vibes with all the "I really am a seer" and "I have this power..." not to mention "He is a prophet. Like me"

I'm not judging you, but all this resembles almost a classic/cliché case of psychosis. All I'm asking is be careful and try not to get too excited about new ideas, but definately do not abandon the path you're treading on because I believe you are on to something, just slow down the pace a bit, give yourself more time to digest all these thoughts and ideas.
 
I wish you guys could know and talk to me in person. lol
This is nothing close to psychosis.

trying to explain it does sound like it though.

Oh, the troubles of communication on the internet.

I'm not too excited about it. There's nothing I can do about it all.
But try and help others to see.

Like I've said, I'm not better than you or anyone else. I guess I have to keep repeating it. Also, my life keeps going on. I don't run around constantly preaching this.

I'm not any more crazy than some freaking claiming he knows god. Why aren't they having psychosis? Because it is a religious belief.

So why can't I believe this without being psycho?

Because I have a "drug addict" label and must be crazy. McKenna must be too?

I don't accept that, I know I'm not crazy or even half way to it.

Being able to "see" is definitely a "power". They call it enlightenment.
It's because you've had a massive weight lifted from your shoulders. A huge burden.

Don't think I'm anywhere near psychosis because nothing could be further from the truth.

I participate in a normal life outside of this thread. I'm not going to snap any time soon.

I know I'm not crazy or close to it. I'll just stop trying to explain it.

You guys will have to see for yourselves. Specially since many of you chose to ignore what I put forward for things that I do that might sound like I'm going crazy which are actually far from it. You guys are more worried about me going crazy than the message itself. I'm not going crazy any time soon, friends. That is for certain.
Done.
 
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First of all- to consider yourself to be on the same level as Mckenna is asinine. Terrance Mckenna devoted his entire life's work to testing the metaphysical boundaries of science and created brilliant mathematically provable algorithims to substantiate his claims. He communed with the most respected shamans, anthropologists, and academics and left many of them scratching their heads. You on the other hand are sitting on a your computer high on mushrooms repeating the same contrived bullshit that's whispered in high school hallways by snotty nosed 16 year olds who just tripped acid while watching Oliver Stone's The Doors. Dissassociatives such as MXE cause narcissism and delusions of grandeur. I myself have seen the business end of a psych ward and that can partially be attributed to heavy ketamine use. Lastly, even in his beautiful wisdom and characteristic wit, Mckenna was a bit off himself, he thought y2k might reduce the western world to utter chaos and had gone so far as to stockpile resources in his home. I always admire passion, but passion untempered and reiterated over and over again is insanity. There is much to be said for one who never knows the truth, but is always learning.
 
I see you guys still can't get over me. lol

"The message". Not me. Ok? Thanks.

Have an hour and a half?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZY1L3QLd9s&feature=related

He communed with the most respected shamans, anthropologists, and academics and left many of them scratching their heads.
So who are YOU to sit here and still say he is a bit off for being prepared in case something did happen? Now being prepared is crazy? Not "true that". lol

Of course the ideas I speak are from kindergarden. That's because it's true.
Yet nobody seems to believe me anyway. lol
That part I don't understand.

All I know is you will have to see it for yourself. I can't show you, obviously.

If being aware and prepared is crazy, then you guys are hopeless and I'm a failure as a teacher.

It's all hidden in plain view. If you don't want to see it and you don't let yourself, you never will.

I don't have a single explanation from any of you yet about the egyptian lightbulb.

You're all beating around a GIANT bush.

BLIND I tell you. lol

Why do Monks who are supposedly enlightened distance themselves from the world in Tibet? For the same reasons McKenna is saying to. This civilized life is a lie. It was manufactured to control you.

Did you guys see the man standing in front of the tank in the video I posted?
One man can make a difference. A few more can change the world.
 
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