I havent smoked for a month now, only smoked 4-5 times in total (4-5 sessions/start to finish)...i'm on dex, i WISH i was smoking now, believe me.
i dont even like the shit really if i'm not smoking it, snorting it is a good high but nothing to write home about compared to a high dose of regular speed, i wouldn't care to do it instead of dexedrine all that much if i couldn't smoke it.
You try smoking the shit and tell me how easy it is to put down. Not even PV will make me sit and just want to smoke more and more and more (yeah, i smoked PV, was meh/dirty/not shit on smoking meth).....
kinda sucks about smoking the shit is you're high before you know it, and if you're like me and get so much focus on amphetamines that you do one thing for 3-4 hours nonstop intently, you'll smoke, get high as shit, and not even sit back and enjoy the rush because you'll JUST HAVE TO smoke all the resin, and then after that, you SWORE YOU SAW A LITTLE BIT STILL LEFT IN THIS ONE PART MAAAAAN so you'll sit and try to smoke shit that isn't even real intently for an hour after getting high as fucking SHIT, least thats what happened last time i smoked, when i got higher than i've ever been on anything, and was having difficulty actually being able to see the tweak in the pipe towards the end/blurred to fuck vision kinda.
i swear the tweak gods just like to fuck with me man. an example is during that last time, the last bowl was a fucking fatty, 1 and a half to 2 times as big as the other/normal packs were, and i spilled like 1/4-1/2 of it while loading it, and it spilled on my black bedsheets, so it was staring me in the face after i smoked the rest of it, but i couldn't pick it off and smoke it up...insult to injury. and having the light in the hallway turn on while exhaling=nearly shit myself
or when you're disposing of a pipe+empty bag and all that down a storm drain at 4am after finishing all ya shit off a few minutes before, in the cold, and the bag you broke the pipe in and shit got caught on the grating and so you have to push on it a little, normally thats fine, but then you see lights turning onto yo street so you end up slicing ya finger open a little bit and fucking RUN so that you're not seen out at 4am putting something down a storm drain/have a bag with a broken obvious drug pipe with residue and smell and shit get found by some random person...
or the fact that most of the times i've driven high on meth, at some poitn in the drive, i'd legitimately have a cop behind me so i'd get all paranoid and drive exactly the limit and shit. i dont mean speed psychosis BS either, i mean there was an actual cop behind me. the one time i had meth on me too, and couldn't act sober if i wanted to, and even if i could i had dilated to fuck pupils, and i was driving a car with illegal window tint. thank fucking nonexistant god i didn't get pulled over, i woulda had to try to eat the whole wrap i had it in (had it wrapped up a torn part of an anti meth pamphlet
) or just get out of the car and run/throw it/eat it...
i am not getting caught doing fucking METH of all drugs, if i have to get caught doign drugs legitimately for the first time...
