ohline
Bluelighter
Sorry to hear about that ohline. I know I've offered in the past, but PMz for my AIM if you ever want to drop a line and chat. My grandfather is currently in really, really bad condition, and my other grandfather has already passed. I see the same fate for both my grandparents and it is both sad and depressing to watch someone slip away, especially in the way I've seen. I'm sorry you are going through such a shitty situation, and I hope that things progress in the best way they can :/
Ha, this is 100% true. Who believes an oppie head/dealer when they say they're quitting oppies? Nobody.
thanks, man. you should go ahead and PM your AIM. i figured tonight was as good as any to get pissy-drunk so i probably won't even remember this. i don't use AIM as much as i used to, but it'd be nice that when i do, have someone who gets it. i've been reaching out (or trying to) lately. my family is falling apart and i have no fucking clue how to deal with it. i'm so sorry you know the feeling. i wish we could say that it gets better. i haven't felt this suicidal in quite a while.
and if you're trying to sober up from opiates, turn your fucking phone off. your "friends" will never help you. that monster takes all kinds and is unforgiving.. their disease comes far before yours..