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How are you in ONE word?? v. pumpkin pie

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S.M.F.G said:
Can realte... not a good thing sorry to hear ur feeling this way:(

Lazy is my word for today, been to the doctors then straight back here and done jack shit since:|
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im sorry not trying to share negativity
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what is interesting is that a little while after that melt-down, i look at my astro-chart, as i do when shit becomes notable and saw that with in hours this big fat aspect was about to happen, that would be a big theme until June...
in part of a short general description.

Saturn Sq Jupiter
"You could feel up tight and blocked on all sides... unable to move forward. Patience. "
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im on the phone earlier today hearing about me maybe going to jail, again, the list is so huge, and being here this long sick hungry and then the thought of actually going to jail for 15-18 months is beyond belief.

being hypoglycemic is not helpful either



fuck me running fuck me or let me fucking run
 
Man thats harsh...:(
its good to let it out but, PM me if theres anything practical i can do or offer any assistance hey:\

My word today atm is Headache feels like someone has punched the fuck outta me in my sleep:|
 
S.M.F.G said:
Very very fucking Sore

I thought excersise was sposed to make you feel good, well ive been working out for a couple of days now... and every muscle in my body is acheing. Granted it gives a sence of accomplishment, but goddamn for an unfit person, It hurts8o
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Me too man!! I worked out really hard yesterday so my abs and arms are dying today :D But it's GOOD pain!! Feel the burn ;)


PIP much love and peaceful vibes comin' your way man, hang in there <3
 
Hate for myself severely. I gamble way too much money (tonight was about $250 gone). Not only does it effect paying my bills, but the main thing, the people around me, and i'm so pissed off about it. I think I need to stop gambling altogether at times.
 
Horrible. I am done being fucked over and treated like shit. I am done with people who clearly have no conscience at all. I had a horrible year and I'm not going to have another one like that.
 
Sick. Been struck with awful nausea. Still have to run a few arons today.. going to try and go back to sleep now.
 
I love love love that song! So freaking much.

ATM: Sotired. Since NYE I've been averaging 4 hrs sleep a night, but by missing nights. Dead sober, and I'm not complaining, but sweet fuck I can't wait to get caught up.
 
Sad:(
Ive been decieved yet again and had to catch the said party out first hand using police like tactics, holes appeared in the story almost immediatly... Why the fuck if there was nothing to hide would one keep things like that from ur partner and also get hell cut when confronted with the question.
No onder i cant trust anyone, you let someone have ur trust and they shit all over it:(
 
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