i see
i dont hang around with anyone else who does dope, i did for a little bit but they moved..other then that i dont really hang out with them, i just know them and you would think i would hang out with other users but i just dont know too many others...the firends i have that use dope are new friends, not someone ive know for 5-10years..and if thats the case and we are talkin about longtime friends them im the scumbag friend who uses i guess
well i dont rob or steal so im not really a scumbag but yeah i am the user though
ive been in an antisocial funk laitly though..i never liked facebook even when it came out a few years ago, i didnt like it but i prolly havent been on FB since before the summer. i just dont understand why people like it so much, i dont care to know that much information about people i dont really talk to and persoanlly i dont want them knowing a bunch of random info on me either..its like who cares?
and i dont know about anyone else but im past the part of calling around and seeing what people are up to and going out(i guess fb would prolly eliminate callingaround but fuck all that, that shit is just too lame)..but i kinda put myself in the corner cauise when i was sellin weed and basically i treated that like a job and would leave parties if i had to to make money and i would do most of it by myself or i have my now ex with me..once i got busted and stopped selling it seemed like alot of friends stopped calling too..and when you notice your friends stop calling well then i stopped calling them..then my norco/oxy habit turned into dope and thats now prolly the biggest factor of my antisocialness...why would i want to go to the bar and spend 60$ when i can buy a bottle for 15$ and have the rest to spend on dope for tomorrow?