NASADD Social v. We got crack blows and some hoes, fo sho

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Tripman said:
He smoked a 30 a day? That guy needs to sit downand have a long hard think about things. Then he needs to get a real habit.
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he smoked 30, 30s. not a 30. if i read that correctly

Chainer said:
who doesnt
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i dont have an AIM or MSN, thanks for making me feel like im outta the loop

The Rock Monster said:
smoking anthing is bad for you. i dont have a smokers cough from smoking heroin off aluminum foil,


but i used to have a mad smokers cough from smoking weed every day
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dude i smoked my shit for a month or two, and i caught a bad cough in that period of time, i find it next to impossible you been smokin D everyday for 3 years n you dont just hack your ass off after each session, i know i did.

The Rock Monster said:
what do you mean? in my current dope sick state, i cannot decipher the mysterious ways of ohline
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im over 6 months dope free and sometimes cant decipher the mysterious ways of ohline, she is a tricky one to put your finger on, but she was just sayin we have all been through withdrawals, we know they're bad, you news wasnt new news, is i think what she was saying, but then again i could be wrong, she is mysterious afyer all

The Rock Monster said:
and they last soooooooooooooooooo long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeks after i quit im still hurtin, bad
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hurtin weeks after? like mentally right? i mean i can feel you on the mental aspect but if your sayin you feel physically sick weeks after then im gonna say that might be in your head

MemphisX3 said:
morning social
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morning fucker
 
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HighonLife said:
dude i smoked my shit for a month or two, and i caught a bad cough in that period of time, i find it next to impossible you been smokin D everyday for 3 years n you dont just hack your ass off after each session, i know i did.






hurtin weeks after? like mentally right? i mean i can feel you on the mental aspect but if your sayin you feel physically sick weeks after then im gonna say that might be in your head
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i dont have a smokers cough at all. BUT when i have a lot of $$$ and im doin a gram+ a day, thats when i start hackin. but that never lasts long, so the cough goes away








and yes i still physically hurt weeks after my last dose. the chills, diahrea, aches and pains. trust me, i know opiate wd all too well

thats why i have such a problem with getting off the shit. after a week or two clean im STILL hurting, and at that point i say "fuck it". it just seems the wd's never end........
 
^^right on man, yea it takes awhile for the shit to get back to solid for me, but the diahrea isnt agonizing like it was those 5 days or so and the chills n stuff yea its there but its one of those things were it isnt nearly the same for me as when im actually WD'in i dont wanna dismiss your symptoms and sound condescending but i think its possible the majority of the pain and agony is in your head, im not saying you dont know WD's and saying that most of its in your head doesnt mean you arent experiencing it, its hard to say the idea im trying to convey. basically, just cuz the pains in your head doesnt make it any less hard to deal with ya dig? particularly with opiate addiction cuz even then it wraps your body and mind up and its a tricky thing to explain how it grabs a hold, just cuz you get past the physical symptoms of acute WD doesnt mean the shit that comes after is a piece of cake cuz its not, i dunno where im going cuz im still not sayin what i want to say and i dunno how but maybe you or others will understand what im trying to say

MemphisX3 said:
just chillin man


trying to decide wether to cop or not
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right on, hows things goin for you man? working? that new collection job right? hows your back? hope all is goin for you man
 
The Rock Monster said:
i dont have a smokers cough at all. BUT when i have a lot of $$$ and im doin a gram+ a day, thats when i start hackin. but that never lasts long, so the cough goes away








and yes i still physically hurt weeks after my last dose. the chills, diahrea, aches and pains. trust me, i know opiate wd all too well

thats why i have such a problem with getting off the shit. after a week or two clean im STILL hurting, and at that point i say "fuck it". it just seems the wd's never end........
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OMG DUDE TAKE ALL OF THOSE QUESTION MARKS OUT OF YOUR LOCATION. shit is beyond obnoxious.
HighonLife said:
^^right on man, yea it takes awhile for the shit to get back to solid for me, but the diahrea isnt agonizing like it was those 5 days or so and the chills n stuff yea its there but its one of those things were it isnt nearly the same for me as when im actually WD'in i dont wanna dismiss your symptoms and sound condescending but i think its possible the majority of the pain and agony is in your head, im not saying you dont know WD's and saying that most of its in your head doesnt mean you arent experiencing it, its hard to say the idea im trying to convey. basically, just cuz the pains in your head doesnt make it any less hard to deal with ya dig? particularly with opiate addiction cuz even then it wraps your body and mind up and its a tricky thing to explain how it grabs a hold, just cuz you get past the physical symptoms of acute WD doesnt mean the shit that comes after is a piece of cake cuz its not, i dunno where im going cuz im still not sayin what i want to say and i dunno how but maybe you or others will understand what im trying to say



right on, hows things goin for you man? working? that new collection job right? hows your back? hope all is goin for you man
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the new collection job fell thru weeks ago...i literally worked myself out of that job...i guess they didnt expect me to be so, ugh, good at what i do. i am back at the family biz for the time being...

my back is day to day struggle. some days it feels great...other days it feels like someone is dragging a knife down my spine, but im alive and well so im not going to complain.

decided to go cop back at work.

how are you dude? how are things with the female? school? court? family? PM if you need to.
 
HighonLife said:
^^right on man, yea it takes awhile for the shit to get back to solid for me, but the diahrea isnt agonizing like it was those 5 days or so and the chills n stuff yea its there but its one of those things were it isnt nearly the same for me as when im actually WD'in i dont wanna dismiss your symptoms and sound condescending but i think its possible the majority of the pain and agony is in your head, im not saying you dont know WD's and saying that most of its in your head doesnt mean you arent experiencing it, its hard to say the idea im trying to convey. basically, just cuz the pains in your head doesnt make it any less hard to deal with ya dig? particularly with opiate addiction cuz even then it wraps your body and mind up and its a tricky thing to explain how it grabs a hold, just cuz you get past the physical symptoms of acute WD doesnt mean the shit that comes after is a piece of cake cuz its not, i dunno where im going cuz im still not sayin what i want to say and i dunno how but maybe you or others will understand what im trying to say



right on, hows things goin for you man? working? that new collection job right? hows your back? hope all is goin for you man
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i understood it. the physical shit is easy imo. its the depression, anxiety, and boredum that gets me
 
I've been hot knifing the opium, I had 1.5g or so now I've got about .5 left after this .3 ball.

Just railed half a blue berry, ate the other half, and am rolling up a blunt of UK Cheese (.5g) and THAI CHOCOLATE (.8g).

Got 4 girls comin' to party tonight, should be awesome.

Whats up Mephy? Enjoyin your dillies?

How you doin' HoL?

W/Ds still going on Rock Monster?
 
^ Good luck on staying clean man, I know we have never talked but us junkies have to stick together.

I am debating whether to snort my sub dose once again or try 6/7 alcohol method with some rum I have somewhere.
It sucks living in a dry county, but at least they serve mixed drinks in restaurants/bars, but no alcohol sales whatsoever on Sundays.

I just realized it's been four years exactly, even down to the day, that I overdosed.
 
I don't IV nor have I ever, but I have OD'd less then a handful of times, but I have had friends pass away from my previous DOC. This is why I don't use oxymorphone anymore and stay away from fent gel like the pluage.

Good luck man, I quit 6 months or more ago from a 120-250mg oxymorphone nasal habit daily. I rarely used oxycodone but I'd go through like 15-20 roxi 30s in a day if thats what I had instead. I quit cold turkey, and used 1 8mg sub to stay clean for the first 2 weeks. I didn't dose the subby until I had already been 3-4 days sick as I 1) didn't want to sub in a clinic, so I waited till I was discharged, and 2) wanted to see how long I could go, mostly to teach myself a lesson. It worked, after 4 days I was at like 104 temp and at one point 105, everything felt broken, etc, hardest w/ds I've ever known or heard of in person besides a girl I know who quit meth and fent at the same time.

Do you plan on stopping for long, taking a break, or quitting all together? I made a commitment to myself to stay clean till my tolerance was obliviated, then go back to using like a normal person... So I only let myself use opiates (and never oxymorphone) in small bursts, low dosages, and 30=60 days between. It's hard to stop the binge but eventually college work catches up and I've got no choice lol.
 
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