Hey man I just read your two messages on this page, but if you have made it a while without weed I'd keep going dude. It's better not to be dependent, and I very much am. I tend to compensate and smoke all night when I've been low so be weary of that. Of course dude smoke all the weed you want we are potheads here! It's just healthy to take breaks if you can. I can't at this time of my life so I get it. It's actually a lot harder than people give it credit for if you've been smoking all day every day for a long time (can be, watch out for appetite suppression). What I like to think about is that I would like to have weed to smoke later on too, and if I smoke too much weed now then I won't or will have to spend money.
I don't think it's because I'm getting older but I can't drop weed like I used to. It's a combination of a lot of things and ever since the opiate abuse it seems that I require it. Man I'm losing self control with it too but I sort of don't care after 15 years. I'd rather do that than ever do hard drugs again, accept myself as a hardcore stoner, but I need to get away from the bong. I do hot yoga all the time and it is my discipline I should take better care of my lungs and it annoys people who don't smoke less (dabbing) like try living with a girl who doesn't smoke it can get tough but nobody seems to notice the smell of dabs, a benefit over vaping flower, even.
I wore myself out, getting fit again though. I think that exercise is very important for any stoner, some form of cardio for sure it keeps you from burning out if you keep at it and also for some reason gets me higher.