i think if we accept a lot of things quiet a few questions will have the answers themselves or reveal themselves to us, the rest we need to work progressively at. i wont know everything by the time i'm dead but i'll find out what i can to the best of my ability.
David said "I don't concern myself with matters too great or too awesome for me to grasp."
Psalm 131:1
That's a good reminder to quiet your soul and let God handle it.
There were countless times I prayed about a situation, then listened to a sermon and the pastor was talking about what I prayed for and gave me an answer.
No one is perfect, it's not about being perfect. It's about progress. Believers question things too, but it comes back to knowing God's plan for your life are for good, not evil; To give you a future and a hope! All things work together for your good, even things that don't quite make sense right now. Don't be impatient. Keep pressing forward. There are more pieces to the puzzle coming and your life will feel whole and complete. He is directing your steps and your story ends in victory if you're a believer. Remembering that keeps me going whenever doubt creeps in.
Faith comes by hearing and hearing the Word. I grew my faith by listening to pastors who preach about love and grace. Listen to sermons and read the Bible. I bought different spiritual books: "Living the Let Go Life: Breaking Free From Stress, Worry and Anxiety" by pastor Joseph Prince is a great one. The answer doesn't always have to come from pastors, it can come from people you encounter. It happened to me all the time while struggling with an RC drug addiction in the past. I wasn't a believer, but random people would reach out to me. It wasn't a coincidence. I was in a bad place and could've died many times.
Every one has their own journey and every one has free will...leading back to the topic of this thread. There are people who continue to turn their back on the truth and make a mockery of it. We don't know how long we are going to be here. I'm hoping people save their soul before it's too late. If they still don't want to believe, that's their choice.
All I can say is after a decade of being lost and searching, my journey led me to Jesus.
If you have questions, seek God with an open heart and ask for guidance. The truth will be revealed to you.
(That response was also directed to those in this thread who were asking me questions.)